Chu Ci's mind was full of Xiao Ye's shadow, when he thought of Xiao Ye's appearance, when he thought of Xiao Ye's first call to her mother, and when he thought of Xiao Ye throwing himself into her arms, his heart was like a knife.

His heart throbbed fiercely, Chu Ci leaned on the sofa next to him, secretly took a few breaths, and waited for the throbbing pain in his heart to pass.

Liang Sheng wanted to speak and stopped, Chu Ci is now in an extraordinary period, and he is not easy to persuade, and a little carelessness adds fuel to the fire.

Chu Ci went to the room where Xiao Ye lived again, holding the clothes Xiao Ye was wearing, and tears fell again.

She curled herself up and bit Sayo's clothes sadly: "Saya, Sayo......"

Chu Ci kept calling the child's name, in the place where the child had stayed, smelling the familiar breath, looking at the things that Xiao Ye had used and worn, and looking at the photos of Xiao Ye on the bedside table, his sadness was also infinitely expanded.

Chu Ci finally cried bitterly, and she once again tasted the taste of broken liver and intestines.

Xue Yao and Liang Sheng listened to the crying outside the door, and the two of them were also very heavy.

"It's not a way to go on like this, sooner or later something will happen. Xue Yao was very anxious: "Mr. Liang, what about Tang Qing, why haven't you seen anyone else for a few days, is he really with that woman surnamed Tong, Chu Ci is in pain, how can he still have a dashing mind." ”

Xue Yao's tone was indignant, when Chu Ci needed Tang Qing the most, he left with another woman, which naturally made people angry.

"He may have his own reasons. Liang Sheng didn't know why Tang Qing went to Hong Kong with Tong Yuya, so he had to say good things for his brother.

Xue Yao looked at the door worriedly, listened to the crying inside, and muttered softly: "A woman's heart is very fragile, even if he has thousands of reasons, he shouldn't leave at this time, if he misses something, he will miss it forever, it can't be recovered, no matter how much he needs it most, he won't need it in the future." ”

Liang Sheng couldn't understand such an esoteric philosophy of love, women were sensual, men were rational, and he didn't understand what Xue Yao meant.

Following.

Chu Ci packed up his things early in the morning, all of which were some clothes and toys from Xiaoye, as well as photos on the bedside.

Liang Shengchen came back from practice and saw Chu Ci carrying a suitcase, and was stunned for a moment: "Chu Ci, what are you doing? Where are you going?" ”

"Go home. Chu Ci didn't raise his head.

Yujingyuan is not her home, she wants to bring all the things of Xiaoye back to Ruan's house.

As soon as he heard that Chu Ci was leaving, Liang Sheng hurriedly said: "Chu Ci, even if you want to leave, wait for Tang Qing to come back before leaving, how can I explain to Tang Qing if you are like this." ”

Liang Sheng snatched the suitcase, Xue Yao also dragged the big box downstairs, he was about to cry: "Two aunts, what are you making a fuss about, don't make a fuss, you live here, and everything will wait for Tang Qing to come back." ”

Chu Ci didn't compete with Liang Sheng, she just looked at him, and her tone was dull to the extreme: "If you still recognize me as a friend, put the box down." ”

Chu Ci's eyes were very red and swollen, and her eyes were also full of bloodshots, she didn't sleep all night last night, no one knows how she survived from dark to dawn, from dawn to dark.

Liang Sheng's gaze touched Chu Ci's eyes, and he couldn't bear it, so he let go of his hand: "Chu Ci, I know that you are very, very uncomfortable now, but everything has to look forward, Xiaoye's... If the body is not found, everything will turn around. ”

When he said the word corpse, Liang Sheng's heart also hurt, after all, he also watched the child grow up little by little.

Chu Ci lowered her eyes, and she didn't say anything mysterious, the grief in her heart, the debt to the child, she couldn't express it in words.

Chu Ci left with her suitcase, and as soon as she walked on her front foot, Liang Sheng immediately called Tang Qing: "Chu Ci has returned to Ruan's house." ”

Huang Wei drove to pick up Chu Ci, everything was loaded into the car, and Chu Ci did not immediately return to Ruan's house.

"Go to Minjiang. ”

When Huang Wei heard that Chu Ci was going to Minjiang, he chuckled in his heart: "Mr. Ruan, the weather may rain today, so let's go another day." ”

Chu Ci looked at the dark and oppressive sky outside the window and said, "Today is the first seven days of Xiaoye. ”

Hearing this, Huang Wei stopped persuading, and the quiet Chu Ci made people feel even more frightened, no one knew what kind of bloody heart was hidden under her calmness.

Xue Yao, who was sitting on the side, originally wanted to persuade, but his words were changed to: "Let's go to Minjiang." ”

It is impossible for Chu Ci not to go to that place, let alone today is the first seven days of Xiaoye.

Huang Wei drove there, and as soon as the car arrived at Minjiang, the rain began to fall.

The police have not salvaged here, according to the speed and time of the current, coupled with the rain in the past few days, the water level of the river has risen, and people have already been washed hundreds of kilometers away, and there is no salvage here.

Xue Yao held a black umbrella and covered the top of Chu Ci's head.

Chu Ci looked at the river, sadness came from it, and before he could speak, his voice choked again: "Yaoyao, I hate myself so much." ”

Hate yourself for your incompetence.

It was she who brought disaster to Nighto.

"Xiao Ci, don't be like this, this is something that no one can predict. ”

The wind by the river was very cold, but it was less than one-ten-thousandth of Chu Ci's heart, and she didn't care about herself anymore.

She's just a shell and alive now.

Huang Wei and Xue Yao were worried that Chu Ci would jump down to seek death, but they didn't leave an inch, and they didn't dare to blink their eyes.

Chu Ci stayed by the river for a day, and when it got dark, Xue Yao had already persuaded her for the thirteenth time: "Xiao Ci, go back." ”

Xue Yao thought that Chu Ci would stay here forever, but she suddenly spoke: "Okay." ”

Chu Ci's answer made Xue Yao stunned for a moment, and then gave Huang Wei a look and asked him to drive the car over.

Back at Ruan's house, Chu Ci put all the things in Xiaoye in his room and locked himself in the room again.

This lock is that he has not been out of the house for a few days, and all the affairs of the Ruan Group have not been managed, leaving Ruan Lao San and Ruan Lao Si to fight.

Xue Yao asked Huang Wei to climb the window to see Chu Ci, people didn't look for short-sightedness, and sat at the table without knowing what was written, which was a little more relieved.

Chu Ci wrote a Buddhist scripture, a mantra she copied for Xiao Ye.

Chu Ci kept writing for a few days, her hands were almost useless, her hands couldn't hold the pen, she kept trembling, and she refused to stop.

Just when Xue Yao and Lin Feng couldn't persuade them, Zuo Yuntang came.

Zuo Yuntang stood at the door with a cane and knocked on the door: "Chu Ci, it's me, can you open the door?"

Hearing Zuo Yuntang's voice, Chu Ci's eyes rolled, and she suddenly raised her head, she sat still, but the movements in her hands stopped.

Chu Ci didn't open the door, and Zuo Yuntang's voice came again: "Chu Ci, my leg hurts, and I can't stand for long." ”

Chu Ci remembered that Zuo Yuntang injured her leg in the flood, and hesitated in his eyes......

Xue Yao was anxious: "Can this work?"

Zuo Yuntang stared at the door: "Maybe..."

Before he could finish speaking, the door finally opened.