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Ever since he met that girl, when Su Mu and Ling Feng went out to play together, the probability of meeting Ling Feng's classmate had soared.

Su Mu felt a little depressed, because every time he saw his classmate, it was just when she was dressed more maturely, although the two were not much different in appearance, but in terms of dressing style, as long as Su Mu was dressed a little more maturely, the age gap between the two would be widened instantly. Su Mu was originally reluctant to let Ling Feng's friends know that he had found a girlfriend with such a different grade and had been hiding all the time, but the more he hid, the more people saw him. So much so that when she went out to play with Ling Feng, she became more and more cautious, as if she couldn't see anyone.

Ling Feng felt that it didn't matter, when he met his classmates, he never let go of his hand holding Su Mu. Although Su Mu felt uncomfortable because she always saw Ling Feng's classmates frequently, Ling Feng's reaction when she encountered this situation still made her feel warm in her heart.

Sometimes Su Mu herself felt that she was actually a very easy person to satisfy, she never needed Ling Feng to spend much money on expensive gifts for her, nor did she need him to express his love for her to everyone in a big way. She just wants to show a little more of his care for her in her life, so that she can always feel that he loves her, and that's fine. However, after a long time, Su Mu found out that her simple request was the most fatal, because problems that can be solved with money are never a problem, but money can't solve emotional matters.

So money is not a problem, feelings are the problem that will not be solved for the ages.

Of course, Su Mu would not refuse to go out with Ling Feng because of this kind of thing. It's just that when Su Mu chooses a place to eat later, she will try to choose a remote place that is almost far away from the two of them. As for watching a movie, Su Mu directly chose the shopping mall where she worked, because the place itself was already very remote, and if it was a little more remote, then they might need to go to the county seat to watch a movie.

Ling Feng didn't know that Su Mu was careful about this, so he never had any doubts about Su Mu's choice, which saved Su Mu a lot of effort and saliva. Because if Ling Feng knew, he would definitely debate this matter with Su Mu, Su Mu didn't want him to discuss this kind of thing, let alone listen to him express his concepts that were still very naïve in Su Mu's opinion, listening to it made her head hurt.

Sometimes Su Mu feels that she has enough crooked reasoning, and when she quarrels with others, even if she doesn't control her tears and loses a section in momentum, she will definitely not lose a penny in theory. Su Mu also said to his friends a long time ago, saying that she must find a boyfriend who can suppress her in the future, which is the kind that is particularly strong and very assertive, which can convince her to throw herself into the ground. Let her be like a little fan girl who will not put forward any rebuttal opinions at all, if such a person can't be met, then you have to find a person who completely obeys her opinion, everything is based on her, even if she is a full-time househusband at home, there is no problem with relying on Su Mu to raise her husband and children, the premise is that these two people will not cheat, and they will be in love.

Almost all of Su Mu's friends feel that Su Mu's idea is too extreme, not to mention that the chance of meeting this kind of person is pitiful, even if she really meets, Su Mu may not be able to live as happily as she imagined. So for the sake of Su Mu's happiness, they all chose to persuade Su Mu to give up this idea, just let everything go naturally, and the conditions should not be too harsh.

Earlier, Su Mu didn't want to pay attention to these words, and this woman, who regards love as 99% of her life, is unremittingly looking for her ideal goal. She tried several people individually, trying to find a personality that was more suitable for her, but there were times when she realized the problem before it began.

Although he didn't find a suitable object, these few attempts made Su Mu understand a truth. No matter what two people are together for or what they are separated, during the time they get along, two people will understand little by little what kind of companionship they need in love or future married life.

Life is actually a very difficult process, and in the past experiences, Su Mu has gradually understood what he wants. So every time she thought of these things, and when she thought of Ling Feng again, she felt incredible.

After experiencing those pains, Su Mu has always been incredibly rational in terms of feelings. But when she met Ling Feng, it was really difficult for her to find anything in Ling Feng that she had once fantasized about what she wanted. Not to mention the age gap, nor to mention the height, appearance or voice, just this obedient or disobedient question made Su Mu's head big for a while.

Su Mu often wondered why she knew that Ling Feng might not be able to give her what she wanted for a long time, and even after being with him, not to mention that there was no guarantee for the future, and there was no way to predict whether she would even care about it the next day, why was she still so bent on making a bet with fate, why was she unwilling to give up?

This problem almost drove Su Mu to collapse for a period of time, and it wasn't until those bad things began to gradually get better that she realized that what she met, what she get, and what she enjoyed, these are all love, and it is the love that is clean, vigorous, and without any purpose in the youth of eighteen, and it is the only time in a person's life that she desperately wants to protect the feelings. Compared with those long-term companionship, this love has no scars, no regrets, and no meaningless compensation. It was like an undyed white paper, and like an undyed silk, pure and beautiful, which firmly surrounded Su Mu's heart.

And at this time, Su Mu realized that it was herself who was not worthy of this relationship. Because she passed the age when she could do anything, her love began to become practical and purposeful. If it weren't for Ling Feng's appearance, she would have completely forgotten the other party's external performance when choosing a partner, and even her priority was that if the two of them were suitable in terms of family, age, and work, when they reached the age of marriage, their parents were urging them to get married, there would be no problem in living like this.

Even if they don't interfere with each other, they can go their own way.