Chapter 217: Why bother?
She doesn't know what to say about the current situation of the Ou Ruoxi team, maybe everyone thinks about it.
The relationship as a friend may be better, if this relationship is followed, maybe their relationship with this matter can go on, but Ou Ruoxi She is really worried and lost.
She felt that some things were really embarrassing and sad for her, and she had completely made a move on this relationship as if she was going to give up.
But why after so many years, I still can't give up this relationship, and how important this relationship is to me.
It's like drawing a knife cut in life, as if that unforgettable feeling, how can it be said that it is so simple to give up and give up.
And why has the man in front of her been fatally going out at this time, so she is restraining and nurturing her emotions, and she can get a burst in too many situations.
She hopes that she can let her emotions sink unreservedly in the process, and maybe this is the best.
This is her own business, why use this way to help? man, maybe this man has her own life.
Maybe she has a better choice, maybe she has a better kind of herself, a decision in her life, why sink herself in this past.
Maybe everyone has become a thing of the past in this matter, and you have already become a person in the story of the past, so why bother to make that thing happen to yourself in more situations to get this kind of scenery that doesn't matter?
When she thought of this, Ou Ruoxi was really uncomfortable and sad, she didn't know if there would be more situations at this time.
Ou Ruoxi said goodbye to Fei Yan lightly, they were like two men and women walking on both sides of the subway entrance, one to the left and the other to the right.
"I'm very happy to meet you today, I know what to do in the next game, I may encounter great difficulties in the process, maybe I don't know, so I will remember the advice you just gave me, of course, I know this kind of thing, and it is understandable, because everyone will have a certain competition in this body, so in this competitive relationship, what they do and how to say, in fact, I can't go, I can control them, but I think in the process I will definitely do anything according to my own ideas, according to my own reason, I will not let them hurt me again in this matter easily, but whatI'm really happy with your suggestion!"
Fei Yan nodded, he didn't think there was much to say about this matter so clearly, there were some things that Ou Ruoxi had better not know too much, it was very good, because I knew too much.
I think this dress is really dirty, and it may be beyond one of his own imaginations, or beyond one of his own understandings.
So there are so many beautiful things in the world, why use this way to let yourself know each other, more, maybe you don't know.
Maybe it's the best thing.
"Ah, Ou Ruoxi just knows, there are some things that you can grasp yourself and know how to understand this situation is the best, okay, I won't tell you so much, I know you have one more idea now, there is one more thing, in the future, a real person and a classmate reunion, we will all go to study and participate together, do you want me to pick you up? Do you need to send you back now? I think you seem to be a little uncomfortable now?"
Ou Ruoxi shook his head, he made a specific move, he knew this situation, if he had too much of this connection with him again, it seemed that he would really not be able to control it.
I can't help but tell him about my lovesickness for so many years.
He really can't be with any of him at this time, and if he stays together any longer, he really won't be able to say it.
Or he would say that kind of thought uncontrollably, and he even waved his hand with some frightened jokes.
And left.
"I'm leaving, goodbye, we'll meet and talk if we have the opportunity sometimes, I know that this matter is already very important to me today, I can only say that it helps me too much, I hope I do this. ”
Ou Ruoxi didn't agree, Fei Yan sent him back in this way, if this is the feeling that everyone leaves each other, it is actually the best, there is no need to completely tie this kind of thing together.
Why bother?
So many years of relationship have passed, why do you want to use this way to make each other feel a kind of moral constraint, there is no need to really be separated so simply and separated forever.
This is the best thing, why do you have to tie this thing together, there is really no need to think that this kind of thing has become a thing of the past or has become a thing of the past.
The more important thing you should do is how to help yourself, how to get yourself more contracts in this future, get more opportunities, aren't you already on this path?
How to let yourself have more time or more opportunities in the process, so that you can slowly settle down in this matter, this is the most important thing, isn't it?
Why do you think about that thing so much, think about so many things, you will feel that the mind is very complicated.
Maybe there is no way to make life more fulfilling, maybe this is the best and most beautiful thing.
Fei Yan looked at Ou Ruoxi's son-in-law's back, he felt very lonely in his heart, very lonely and helpless, why didn't he take advantage of this opportunity just now?
Obviously, I can have more opportunities to have more contact with him, why do I have such a feeling at this time.
Are you afraid of 1 23 rejection of yourself, and don't you have enough confidence in this feeling?
Maybe it's really gone, after 8 years of youthful good times.
Who would dare to say that he would become one of the most beautiful white moonshine on the other side?
Ou Ruoxi staggered at this time, he drank some wine just now, he was really a little dizzy, he didn't know where to go at this time, he could only find his friends.
He has a thousand words that he wants to communicate with his friends, and he wants to tell his friends about the loneliness in his heart.
I want to tell me about a kind of wandering in my heart.
I want to tell my friends about the helplessness in my heart......
At this time, he staggered to find his friend, and Durala, this Durala, understood himself, the most true self.
Durala has always witnessed the sweet time she had with Fei Yan since she was in high school, and she has also witnessed the 8 years of separation between herself and Fei Yan in the future.
So Durala is even a witness to the relationship between the two of them, so he really found Durala directly.
Ou Ruoxi saw Du Lala get straight to the point, looked at his friend with a very helpless look, and said a word straight to the point.
"Do you know Durala? I met Fei Yan today, we drink coffee together, we drink red wine together, we talk together, you know? We really do these things together, is it possible for you to imagine the truth?"
Of course, he felt a little surprised, he thought that the two of them might never get along with each other from now on, maybe not together, and it was impossible to make more possibilities together.
Either after these 8 years, the misunderstanding between the two of them is too deep, one is why Pippi is like two hedgehogs.
Mutual is to make each other feel that there is no way to get close.
Each person has a very large water chestnut on their body, which makes the other party scarred in the process, and they don't get any possible care at all.
He really hopes that the two of them can have a way to let them understand each other in this process.
In Durala's eyes, I felt a kind of sadness or a real disappointment in the situation of my friend.
"Beauty, you drank so much wine and came to me and told me that you entered an old lover before you, what kind of mood are you in today, you are obviously two people, why do you have to torture each other in such a way I really don't understand, is this the so-called modern love story, if it is really understood according to the current so-called love story, you should be able to say something frankly, ah, tell each other all these things you have experienced, if you don't even have the courage to talk about this kind of thing, it means that you may have more of a heart in the process!”
Durala was very rational to help her friend analyze.
Of course, it doesn't affect the wonderful chocolate sensation that he is now enjoying in the Black Forest while he is in the process of analysis.
"Ou Ruoxi, I know you are in a happy mood today, I have never seen you smile, so happy, for so many years, it seems that you are really happy to enter Fei Yan, if you are not happy, why don't you come to me, it seems that you have won the jackpot of five million, my God, you are really cowardly, you are really a super coward, why don't you just tell him about your current mood, in fact, you are still in love with him, why don't you talk about the innate narcissism here, it seems that the feeling of self-torture does you all have the feeling of narcissism successively, it is the feeling of my torture, does it feel particularly cool, I really don't understand you two people when I hear it!”
Durala's poison is dead, he may use such amorous words to tell him, then he must be able to find a chance to strike at it.
And I think that the most important thing is that this way can arouse a normal consciousness in people.
Ou Ruoxi didn't care about his friend's ridicule of him at all, he didn't care at all, anyway, this kind of thing was already natural, and he had been with his friend for so many years.
Some things are already familiar with this kind of heat, and they will not affect any of his possibilities at all, and this situation may seem more important to everyone.
We are drunk at this time, he is completely talking to himself, as if he is completely immersed in this kind of world, or that he has been immersed in this kind of feeling in a very sweet process.
Even if it's just a meeting, it makes him feel as if the whole thing can be discussed at length for a year, maybe this kind of relationship has really reached a situation where he can't extricate himself.
"You know what? Durala, when I actually finished filming today, I don't know why we went to the rooftop, you know? That's a place I used to go to, that's what I used to go to when I used to go to school with him a lot, I really didn't expect him to meet him there, my God, I don't know why, I think he probably didn't forget the past, did you say he didn't forget the past before he went to the rooftop?"
Ah, at this time, I was really super speechless looking at my friend, knowing that I was asking myself, as if I was a low-level naïve and brainless friend, he knew this kind of thing, and he could leave such a thing, or he could know this kind of thing, he preferred to be like he was not confident enough, and he needed this kind of language to confirm or arrange, I was sure that I could do this in this way.
"What's the big deal, this is normal, don't you think it's normal? Since he wants to go to the rooftop, it must be a place he likes, or this place is very important and meaningful to him, so he will go, if there is no meaning at all, do you think he will go here? Then let me tell you you you understand, tell you that he really cares about here, if he doesn't care, he can't go, and if he appears there again, normal people won't do such boring things, okay?"
Ou Ruoxi was really happy, he was very happy, he finally got a confirmation from his friend, it seemed like all his associations, all kinds of speculation, just when he was old, he finally got a confirmation, and he laughed contentedly.
And now he looks completely stupid, completely drunk after drinking, so he speaks a little incoherently, and speaks some nonsense language.
"Yes, otherwise how would he go there Fei Yan, he's not such an idle person, he should have a lot to do, although he appeared on the balcony today, oh my God, that was the best time we ever had, you know? When I was in the whole mood or the whole meaning, and then the idea was not able to be given away, so when this kind of thing has happened, I believe that he also feels the same way as me. ”
Durala also smiled happily, he really felt that his friend had never been so serious and happy.
With such a hearty effect, his friend's smile at this time really gradually infected him.
If it weren't for this situation, he really felt that his friend should have a better and happier past.
Ou Ruoxi said as she got drunk and wanted to sleep.
"My friend, hurry up and go to bed, know what you are like now, know that you don't have to think about this thing so much, some things fall into place, some things you want to do, maybe he really won't bear to come, I think you two are really stupid, you can say it for these things, why don't you say it in the Forbidden City, you must hide it, it seems to be guessing to each other that you are adults and not children, can't some things be said generously? Really super speechless about the behavior of the two of you!"
Ou Ruoxi was smirking stupidly, at this time he was completely drunk, and that would not have happened without drinking hot water.
So his whole appearance now is that kind of silly white sweetness.
"My best friend, but there are some things that you have really experienced these things, you have seen some things that we can't do as I want to say how I do it, after all, there may be a difference of 8 years between us, and there will be a lot of past events in these 8 years, and I have never been involved in his story in the past 8 years, so I don't have any certainty now, I'm not sure that these 8 years will make up a lot, and now our world is getting bigger and bigger, we are like Mars and Jupiter, how can we never stand up, so this thing should be thought about at the timeDon't take it too seriously......"
"I don't care if you can sleep so much, sleep, I'm drinking so much soon, you deserve to be so happy about this thing, if you want to get yourself so drunk, I'll lend you this sofa for a night." ”
Ou Ruoxi is also not polite, for his friends and his own Lao Tie, of course this is such a thing.
So he fell asleep on the sofa upside down, and maybe he still remembered a sweet past today in his dreams.
Who knows who will be a character in whose story?
When he saw his friend, he really felt that the two of them were really too boring, why did they have to torture each other.
It's just like two minds with fun, wanting to keep warm with each other but hurting each other.
Durala knew that his friend was already drunk, and he really didn't want him to return to the painful reality, so he didn't quarrel with Ou Ruoxi.
I don't want to talk to him about that kind of stuff too much, because that's the kind of thing.
He really felt helpless, the two of them were completely different people.
I really don't understand why people who love each other want to form such a situation, but fortunately they are not in love......
I hope he remembers the last time he saw Fei Yan in the hospital, Du Lala didn't understand very well at that time, if according to what the 23rd said, then if Fei Yan really liked others.
Then why did Fei Yan still go to visit Ou Ruoxi again and again.
If it doesn't normally happen so often, there's no need for it.
It didn't reach that point in terms of their friendship deals, but why did he have to do such a thing?
If he didn't love Ou Ruoxi, he couldn't have done such a thing, and his expression at that time couldn't have been thought to be deceitful.
I am a bystander, how can this kind of thing be deceived by any of them, and there was no media at that time.
And.
He didn't have to do anything, but this kind of thing could be seen that it must be something from the heart......