We used to love dearly
After ending the call with Anqi, I was in a trance, and Lu Yu next to me noticed my abnormality, pushed me and asked, "Whose call is it, I can't give up after answering it!"
I came back to my senses and said, "A friend, give me the keys to your motorcycle, I'll go out and do something." ”
Lu Yu was cheerful, didn't ask too much, took out the motorcycle key from the pocket of his denim jacket and threw it to me, and took out the helmet from his side and gave it to me.
I took the car keys and helmet, immediately said hello to Chu He, Lu Yu, and Meng En, who was singing on stage, and ran out of the bar.
Along the way, I drove Lu Yu's modified track motorcycle away, and in just a quarter of an hour I was at the moat, and Angel didn't seem to be there.
The temperature was so low tonight that the moon in the sky seemed so cold, and perhaps I should not have proposed to meet here, for Angel was a young lady, and she was afraid of the cold, and she did not like the freedom of the wilderness as much as a rough man like me.
I sat down on the steps by the river, habitually lit a cigarette, looked at the river reflected in the moonlight, and waited for Angel's arrival.
A moment later I heard the horn of the car and stood up, sure enough, it was Angel's red Cadillac CTS, I waved to her, she spotted me, and opened the door and walked towards me.
I also walked towards her, and the two stopped a meter away from each other and looked at each other.
I saw that her clothes were very thin, so I proposed, "It's quite cold outside tonight, why don't you go and sit in your car." ”
"No need, I'll look for you for one thing, and it will be fine soon. ”
"Oh. ”
Angel said, "Go to the steps by the river and sit and talk." ”
"Hmm. ”
After I had finished speaking, Angel walked to the steps by the river before me, and sat down on the steps again, and I sat down not far from her.
"What are you looking for from me?"
Anqi didn't have any extra nonsense, she took out a bank card from her bag and handed it to me and said: "There are 500,000 yuan on this card, which is my savings over the years, my economy has become independent, and I haven't asked my parents for money for a long time, so there is only so much that can be taken out, I hope it can help you!"
I looked at Angel in surprise, I never thought that she asked me out for this matter, but when Tai Jing asked her if she had any money to lend me at dinner, she clearly said no......
Did Tai Jing ask her on purpose? In order to prevent Tai Jing from thinking too much, she said that she had no money, and now she gave it to me separately.
Seeing that I didn't react for a long time, Angel handed the bank card to me again and said, "What, are you too little?"
"That's not what I meant......"
Before I could finish my sentence, Angel interrupted and said, "That's not what you mean, you just take it." With that, he put the bank card on my lap.
I hurriedly stuffed the bank card back into Anqi's hand and said, "Anqi, I really can't ask for your money, it's inappropriate, it's too inappropriate!"
"Whatever is suitable or not, you will take it. Angel said as she took my hand and put the card back in my hand.
So, our hands were also held together, and I felt as if I had been struck by a bolt of lightning, and the softness and slenderness of her hand made me both familiar and strange......
Familiar because I have held her hands countless times, strange because I haven't held her hand again for three years!
In the clenching of my hands, I looked at Angel in a daze, and my emotions were violently torn apart by the deep love I once had and the strangeness I was now.
There seemed to be tears in Angel's eyes, but I couldn't see them because we had our backs to the moonlight.
It was my delusion, it must have been my delusion, I panicked and let go of Anqi's hand and said, "I'm sorry...... I lost my temper. ”
Anqi replied in a very flat tone: "It's okay...... You can keep this card, the password is 101206. ”
I still wanted to refuse, but Angel had already stood up and said to me again: "Jiaming, you are still the same as before, you like to die, like wishful thinking to speculate about others, but this is not necessary, this money is lent to you, you don't need to have a burden at all, because you will have to pay it back to me in the future." ”
"Tai Jing will be unhappy if you do this. I reminded Angel.
"I knew he was going to be unhappy, so I found you alone. ”
"But why would you do that?"
Angel, who has always been resolute, was silent for a long time when faced with this question, and finally said, "I don't know...... Maybe it's because ...... We used to love dearly!"
Suddenly there was a cold wind blowing from the surface of the lake, Angel turned around with this cold wind, and walked lightly towards the river bank, and I just took the bank card she left for me, and looked at it in a daze, until she got into her car, until the figure carrying her completely disappeared from my sight.
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Another gust of wind-blown moonlight shook restlessly on the river, and I did not leave, lying on the lawn and letting the wind cut me.
I tried my best to empty myself, not wanting to think of the past between myself and Anqi, but the memories were surging with the gusts of wind, and a warm feeling suddenly came from the corners of my eyes, because of Anqi's sentence "Maybe it's because we once loved each other." ”
This sentence filled me with pain and helplessness, we did love deeply, but following the footsteps of the light of time, and then looking at this love, it has been so pale and so weak, so Angel will use the past to tell that love.
I squeezed the bank card I had left behind tightly, and once again felt the pain of trying to hold it but not being able to hold it.
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I rode Lu Yu's motorcycle all the way as if venting, and it took me less time than when I came to return to the bar, and after I returned the key and helmet to Lu Yu, I didn't say anything, I asked the bar for the strongest drink, and then drank it one after another in silence.
Chu He snatched the wine glass from my hand, grabbed me, and asked in a choked voice, "Jiaming, what's wrong with you?...... Is my matter putting too much pressure on you?"
I broke free of Chu He, took back the wine glass from her hand, but squeezed out a smile and said, "It's nothing to do with you, I just want to drink, I haven't slept well recently, and I won't lose sleep if I drink a little wine." ”
"Then you drink less...... Don't get drunk!"
"Don't worry, you won't get drunk. ”
As he spoke, Munn walked over from the stage and said to me, "Zhang Rixuan called me just now, saying that he was coming to Chu He's bar to sit down. ”
"Why, haven't you brought her to play before?" I asked, finally putting down my glass.
Munn smiled and said, "I've invited her to play, but she's been very busy, and she may only be free tonight." ”
I answered and didn't speak again.
Munn suddenly remembered something and said: "Jia Ming, isn't Zhang Rixuan the CEO of Jumei Shopping Center, or a master's degree from the University of Pennsylvania Business School, and he must have a lot of insights in business marketing