It is said that girls are easily moved by details, and thinking of this possibility, Su Mu felt as if she was indulging in this relationship again.

Su Mu is a very good person, although she will not take the initiative to chat with anyone, or take the initiative to express herself with a specific person, but she loves to post moments and talk, so her life, her emotions, and even her views on things, as long as she flips through what she publishes, she can understand everything clearly. This is the fastest and most convenient shortcut for everyone who wants to get close to her, but after so many years, those who have said that they like her and want to know her and take care of her are just trying to get Su Mu to say these things in front of them and say them personally. They never thought about whether Su Mu was a person who was willing to express his heart with others, whether they were going against her will by letting Su Mu do this under the banner of love, and of course they didn't think about what they would do to understand Su Mu.

This is all done by those men who claim to be mature, and after being rejected by Su Mu, they will also put the responsibility on Su Mu, feeling that she is difficult to approach, feeling that she does not know how to cherish, and feeling that she has a lot of problems. Su Mu has never refuted a single sentence, and it can even be said that she is too lazy to clear her name, and sometimes when her friends want to stand up for her, she will stop people.

There's really no need.

After all, when these people put the blame on Su Mu, they were destined not to appear in Su Mu's life in this life. And although Su Mu cares a lot about what others think of her, this "other person" is only limited to people she also knows, and she doesn't even bother to pay attention to those who have nothing to do with her. Therefore, she doesn't need to explain her own affairs to these irrelevant people at all, which saves her from making her unhappy.

Adults are already having a hard time, so there's no need to waste your precious free time on these useless people.

Because of these experiences, Su Mu has always felt that she has almost no hope of meeting the man in the novel or TV series who is very careful in the process of love. She even thinks that those boyfriends who seem to be perfect are "ideal". Of course, her so-called ideal type is different from the "standard of boyfriend" in the public sense, and her "ideal type" refers to a man who will only appear in imagination, and is a character who will not exist at all in real life. At least so far, there had never been a man who had met her imagination, but today, Ling Feng had accidentally completed this criterion.

Su Mu felt a little incredulous.

She has always felt that adults should know how to fall in love, because when they are older and have experienced more, they will understand what is called care, what is called fit, and what is called responsibility, these things should be an indispensable foundation in love. But today she suddenly realized that her thoughts seemed to be a little wrong, maybe more than such maturity, naïve, more pure to appreciate how fierce and profound love is. Because only at this age, people can do what they want to do regardless of the consequences, and they will have the time, courage, and opportunity to collect all the romances in the world together and contribute them to the person who loves them wholeheartedly. It's just a pity that because of my age, there are some things I want to do, but no matter how hard I try, I can't do anything.

So Su Mu began to understand why most first loves are always difficult to forget.

Because in addition to not being consummated, perhaps every relationship since then will never be as simple and all-out as the first time. So maybe it's not necessarily how memorable the person is, but this experience, everything I have done in this experience, I don't want to be forgotten.

For a long time after that, Su Mu had a guilty mentality towards Ling Feng. Although she is not Ling Feng's first love, compared to her emotional experience and life experience, Ling Feng is almost no different from a blank paper, and when she falls in love, emotionally, Ling Feng must pay more than her, and all she can do is not let him have any pressure on money.

Su Mu has never liked to owe anything to others, whether it is money or feelings, she doesn't want to owe. So when she realized this, she felt very distressed, because she didn't seem to be able to love Ling Feng any more, but she didn't want to use money to make up for it, making herself look like an emotional liar.

This was a question that made Su Mu jealous of her bald head, not only that, but what kind of New Year's gift to give Ling Feng made her even more worried. First of all, the bottle of perfume that Ling Feng gave her was very expensive, plus the express delivery holiday, and she didn't have a day off during the Chinese New Year, she had to go to work from the opening of the mall to the closing of the mall every day, and it was impossible to give up her store halfway and go out shopping, so if she wanted to prepare a proper return gift for him like Ling Feng, it was completely impossible for Su Mu to solve it on the first day of the Lunar New Year. Su Mu even began to complain a little about Ling Feng for this, why was he so delicate in treating her, otherwise, he wouldn't have made her so distressed now.

Therefore, sometimes a woman is really a very troublesome animal, she may be annoyed when she is good, and when she is not good to her, she has to find all kinds of reasons to accuse you of being bad to her. Ling Feng can be said to have a deep understanding of this matter in the days to come, but to a certain extent, so much so that he summed up an experience, that is, when Su Mu is gentle with him, he must ask for a little more, and ask for a little more, otherwise, if he wants to enjoy such treatment, he will probably have to go through several storms, and he doesn't know what he will be made of by Su Mu.

He didn't want to quarrel with Su Mu because of anything, he didn't have the energy, and he quarreled too much, no matter how strong his feelings were, he would be diluted, and now his life was already very difficult, if Su Mu didn't love him, it was estimated that he wouldn't be able to live that day.