"A lot of times a lot of things can't be let go, but people are not like this, they just have to learn to grow up slowly, once I couldn't let go, but after a long time, I slowly let go.

I'm really tired today, I want to go back and rest early, as for the things between us, that's it, we don't owe each other for the rest of our lives.

Although I ask and make it clear that I will never pay you back, you can rest assured that as long as you are useful to me in the future, I will definitely do my best to give everything. ”

An Junxi knew that if she continued to argue with Xiao Haoyu, it would be fruitless, and she didn't want to argue about these things anymore, she was really tired, this day, she experienced the ups and downs of her life, she didn't want to and didn't have the energy to think about anything, she just wanted to sleep well now, hoping that everything would return to normal when she woke up.

"I use you as my fiancée, I need you, Junxi, give me a chance, okay?"

Xiao Haoyu is unwilling and can't give up, he still wants to fight for it once, for his own sake, for that promise, this time, he can't let go.

"What do you want to do most right now, you know?"

An Junxi didn't answer Xiao Haoyu but continued to ask, where did Xiao Haoyu guess, and he wouldn't guess, after all, An Junxi's thinking was so jumpy.

"It's like waking up now, I'm still in school, and I'm talking to everyone around me about everything in my dreams, but they just smile at me and say it's all dreams.

That afternoon, that kind of student days, I didn't experience everything around me, everything came back to the dot, I was still me, the carefree me.

People are really contradictory, when I was young, I looked forward to growing up, thinking that when I grew up, I could do whatever I wanted, but when I grew up, I felt that the carefree time when I was a child was what I wanted most.

Now I can afford the dolls I loved when I was a child, and I can afford the luxury goods I have been looking forward to for a long time, but I have lost the happiness that is most important to me. ”

An Junxi said these things to Xiao Haoyu, but they had nothing to do with what Xiao Haoyu asked her, and he didn't know what An Junxi wanted to say.

"Junxi, what do you want to say?"

Xiao Haoyu was so anxious that he almost jumped up.

"You can't give you the happiness I want now, so we really don't need to be difficult with each other anymore, it's good for you and me, and I can't tie you up anymore and hinder you from finding happiness that truly belongs to you.

In fact, you and I are like now, Nuo Han once said to me, she said that I am not in love with Sui Yichen, but just possessive, but Xiao Haoyu, are you the same with me now?

You are used to calling for wind and rain, and you like others to obey you, I am such an alternative in your life, and you mistake this feeling for love, so you have always been possessive of me.

It's like when you were young, you would like a car, but when you get it, you get tired of playing, you don't like it that much, and you like another car.

And I'm the little car, and what I can't get is always in turmoil. ”

"No, I really know how I feel about you, it's not possessiveness, it's love, I can understand that if I can't even read my own heart, then I'm not myself. ”

"Xiao Haoyu, I'm really tired, don't let me think about this question anymore, I'm really tired, so tired, you have to know that growing up hurts, then I'd rather not choose to grow. ”

An Junxi said that she was about to force the ring into Xiao Haoyu's hand, but Xiao Haoyu did not take it.

"The reason why I have never taken back what I have given away, since I have given it to you, then I will naturally not take it back, just know it for so many years, I gave you a gift!

You don't have a burden, I understand what you say, but I still won't give up, An Junxi, even if the road chasing you is full of thorns, I will overcome the thorns. ”

Xiao Haoyu didn't accept the ring, An Junxi shook her head helplessly, she could only keep the ring temporarily, she also thought about it, if there was a suitable opportunity in the future, she would definitely return it to Xiao Haoyu, after all, in this life, she already had a ring, so how could she take this one.

"Whatever you want, I'll keep it for you first, and one day, when you meet her, I will definitely return it to you, something like a ring can only be given to one person in a lifetime." ”

After An Junxi finished speaking, she walked towards her ward, Xiao Haoyu looked at An Junxi's back, her heart was full of pity, her back was so lonely, like a small tree swaying in the cold wind, it would break with a little force.

Today's Xiao Haoyu heard many things and words that An Junxi had not mentioned to him before, and it was not until today that Xiao Haoyu knew that he knew so little about An Junxi, as if he had never entered her world.

After returning to the ward, An Junxi closed the door and sat directly on the hospital bed, and the pain came from her forearm at this moment.

"It's really a little painful, it didn't hurt so much just now, I really deserve it, but it's okay to hurt a little like this, many things have to be remembered after all, not only in my heart. ”

An Junxi said to herself, she wanted to get a good night's sleep, but she couldn't sleep at all because of the pain.

An Junxi picked up her mobile phone and looked at it casually, she really wanted to make a call to Yi Nuohan, she didn't know what happened to Yi Nuohan's injury, but she didn't dial it out for the sake of face, and the worry in her heart drove her to contact Zhang Jiacheng.

"Junxi, what's the matter at such a late hour?"

"Uncle Jiacheng, are you all resting?"

An Junxi only thought that at this time, maybe Zhang Jiacheng had already fallen asleep, and she was a little abrupt.

"Not yet, the dinner party has just ended, and I have just returned to the room to take a shower. ”

"It's good that I didn't disturb your rest, or I'm really sorry. ”

"Are you going to talk to me about the script?"

Zhang Jiacheng thought that An Junxi should talk to him about the script so late, but An Junxi's words next made Zhang Jiacheng a little unexpected.

"No, I wanted to ask you if you saw Nohan after I left the dinner today. ”

"Didn't you leave together?"

Zhang Jiacheng was a little surprised by An Junxi's question, he knew that An Junxi and Yi Nuohan were usually inseparable, why would An Junxi ask him about Yi Nuohan's whereabouts, Zhang Jiacheng was a little surprised.

"Something else, Nohan didn't leave with me. ”

Hearing An Junxi's hesitant answer, Zhang Jiacheng knew that something must have happened between her and Yi Nuohan.