Chapter 59: Confession

In the middle of the night, the icy cold wind blew on the bridge like a knife, and the bitter cold wind and biting temperature made few people stop on the bridge deck.

Xi Shaoxuan desperately grabbed the railing, struggled desperately, and climbed up desperately with all the strength of his body.

His arms were bruised, and he gritted his teeth as hard as he could.

Faced with an almost hopeless predicament, an inner voice told him:

"I haven't lived enough! I don't want to die yet! I have a lot of things to do, I'm only thirty years old, my life has just begun, my life doesn't want to end like this, I want to live, I don't want to die yet!"

He struggled desperately......

Finally, Xi Shaoxuan's feet stepped on the support point from the new, and he stepped on the support point to continue to climb up, and finally let himself step on the bridge again.

He couldn't wait to roll off the railing and hit the ground hard, he lay on the ground gasping for air.

It's dangerous, it's really dangerous!

I don't want to die yet! I haven't lived enough!

The Second People's Hospital of Haicheng City

Xi Shaoxuan went crazy looking for Xia Zhifei's figure.

He had just almost lost his life, and he suddenly realized that nothing in this world could be more important than life.

Xia Zhifei can't die, we finally came to this world, how can we die easily at a young age, we still have a lot of things to do, how can we die easily because of a dispensable little thing?

So Feifei, you can't die, we are still young, we all have to live well together.

Xia Zhifei, you must not have anything!

Xi Shaoxuan shuttled back and forth in the hospital, but he didn't see Xia Zhifei, he desperately called her, but she just wouldn't answer.

"Xia Zhifei, where are you?"

Where is she, she won't really be on the top floor, will she?

Xi Shaoxuan was so anxious that she almost wanted to cry, isn't it just an evil obstacle? Why am I so impulsive, if she dies, then I will be a sinner for the rest of my life.

He was really afraid, he was really afraid that Xia Zhifei had been sent to the emergency room for rescue, and he was really afraid that there would be another corpse in the morgue tonight.

He went crazy and shuttled through the hospital, hoping to see Xia Zhifei.

Xi Shaoxuan stopped suddenly.

"The tallest building, she must be in the tallest building in the hospital. ”

Xi Shaoxuan hurriedly ran towards the inpatient department, which was the tallest building in the hospital.

He reached the top floor and found a lonely figure sitting alone on the top floor fence with one leg out of the fence.

"Xia Zhifei!" Xi Shaoxuan's heart was pounding with fear from the scene in front of him, Xia Zhifei really wanted to jump off the building!

"Shao Xuan, you're here. Xia Zhifei turned around and smiled at him, her face was unusually pale, and her lips were purple from the cold.

He stared at her nervously, but he didn't dare to take a step closer to her, he was afraid that she would jump off, he coaxed her softly: "Feifei, come down quickly, I have forgiven you, I will never divorce you." ”

Xia Zhifei laughed again, "Shao Xuan, I've already beaten that evil obstacle, do you know? I shed a lot of blood, really a lot of blood." ”

Xi Shaoxuan saw that Xia Zhifei's eye circles seemed to be swollen even more.

She choked up and said: "When I went to have an abortion, the doctor saw me crying, and no one accompanied me, thinking that I didn't care for myself and was abandoned by my boyfriend before I came to have an abortion." ”

Xi Shaoxuan listened to her complaint quietly, he didn't dare to say a word, because he was afraid that if he said anything, Xia Zhifei would collapse.

No matter whose child she is pregnant, no matter how many wrong things she has done, one thing will not change, Xia Zhifei, she is a flesh and blood person, she is the mother of the child.

A mother who kills her own child with her own hands and watches a piece of flesh and bone in her stomach slowly pass by, which is too painful for this mother.

Xia Zhifei said and tears flowed down, she wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve, she cried and said: "Xi Shaoxuan, I beg you, I have broken off with him cleanly, I beg you to forgive me again This time, I really know it's wrong." ”

Xi Shaoxuan approached her quietly, and he said to her, "Feifei, I forgive you, come down quickly." ”

"Then you have said it, you have to forgive me, you are not allowed to mention those things again. ”

"Okay, I'm not going to mention it again, you can come down quickly. Xi Shaoxuan handed her his hand.

Xia Zhifei didn't get down, "Shao Xuan, don't get too close to me, otherwise I will jump." ”

"Okay, I'll stay away. Xi Shaoxuan hurriedly took a few steps back.

"Shao Xuan, let's talk for a while, today's night is beautiful. ”

Xia Zhifei raised his eyes to look at the moonlight on the horizon.

In late autumn, frost and dew are heavy.

A broken crescent moon on the horizon glowed coldly, and from time to time, a dark cloud drifted by, and the entire crescent moon was hidden in the clouds.

Tears fell from the corners of her eyes again, and she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and sighed.

"Shao Xuan, do you know? Over the years, I really like you. ”

"I didn't fall in love in college, you were the first person I ever loved and the only boyfriend I ever talked to. ”

"I really like you, that's why I stalked you in the first place, so I had to marry you. ”

"Heh!" Xia Zhifei laughed self-deprecatingly, "I originally thought that our marriage would be very happy, and I originally thought that we would live a very romantic life." I thought that our daily life would be to eat together, cook together, clean together, do everything together, be ordinary together, and happily go through the second half of our lives. ”

"But I thought wrong, it turns out that life is not so romantic, and even the original appearance of life is really cruel, life is not flowers, but bread. ”

"It turns out that life is not so romantic, you and I have to work, we both have to work, and even you often work overtime and go on business trips, so I don't have much time together. ”

"You became a door-to-door son-in-law, so the neighborhood looks down on the two of us, and you and I have both had enough of white eyes. ”

"I've always had a lot of expenses, and when I didn't have a child, the two of us had a salary plus the money my parents gave me when they got married, and we could still maintain ourselves, but since we had a child, our lives have become more and more tight, and I have to ask my parents for money. ”

"Do you know? When we got married, I swore to my parents that I wouldn't care if they asked for money in the future, because I had Xi Shaoxuan to support me. ”

"But in the end, I still have to ask my parents for money. ”

"Two years ago, you went to the sea to start a business, and I swore that you would definitely be able to make a lot of money and get ahead, so I lied to my parents and took a lot of money from them. ”