Chapter 85: Divorce (X.)
It turns out that my fate with Xi Shaoxuan has really come to an end.
Once, he was very tolerant of my love, and even forgave me for cheating, but now, I left him because of the failure of his career.
Xi Shaoxuan, am I very cheap? I obviously don't want to divorce you, but I don't want to suffer with you.
You love me so much that you can even forgive me for cheating, but I'm so selfish that I won't even suffer a little with you.
We are husband and wife, we should be close to each other, share weal and woe, but the bloody reality is that husband and wife are birds of the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes.
Xi Shaoxuan, I'm sorry, forgive me for being so selfish, forgive me for not loving you so much, I don't want to suffer with you, I don't want to suffer with you......
Xia Zhifei collapsed in despair, tears falling from her eyes.
......
Xi Shaoxuan was dressed in dirty mud clothes and paced slowly on the sidewalk.
Winter had come, and the howling north wind swept the autumn leaves like knives in his face, through his thin clothes, and stabbed him one by one.
Xi Shaoxuan was originally wearing thin clothes, and his clothes were still wet, the whirring cold wind was blowing on his body, he should have been shivering from the cold, but he was like no one, and he barely felt a trace of coldness.
Although his face had been frozen pale as paper, and although his lips had been frozen to a dry purple, he seemed to have lost consciousness and could not feel a chill.
He looked up and saw that all the leaves on the plane tree by the roadside had fallen, leaving only the dry trunk, on which a few homeless birds occasionally roosted, and soon flew away from the place, adding to the gloom of the slaughtering winter.
But the KTV not far away is still bright. There is an endless stream of pedestrians coming and going, and the big beauties at the entrance of the KTV are as enthusiastic as the summer sun, wearing revealing clothes.
Xi Shaoxuan sighed, full of sadness and tears, and he reluctantly dialed a number.
"Hey. ”
"Hey, Mom, are you at home?" The moment the phone was connected, Xi Shaoxuan's heart was beating more and more.
"No, I haven't gotten off work yet, are you okay, Shao Xuan?"
"I ......" Xi Shaoxuan didn't know how to speak, he had already asked for 60,000 yuan from home.
That time, I lied to my mother that I accidentally drove into someone else, and I didn't dare to tell Xia Zhifei, so I asked my family for money to compensate others.
But this time, I will ask for 170,000 yuan, what reason should I find?
Last time it was 60,000, this time it's 170,000.
230,000 yuan, which is the lifelong savings of their old couple, but it may not be that much money at home.
I lived to be 30 years old, and I have never fulfilled my filial piety as a child.
My parents worked hard to bring me up and send me to school, hoping that I could become a dragon and phoenix among people and get ahead.
But what about me? I'm 30 years old, I'm no longer a child, and my parents are old enough to get old, so how can I use their pension money?
What's more, I went to be a door-to-door son-in-law despite their opposition, and in normal times, I rarely even went home to see them, I was an unfilial son, how could I have no shame?
"Shao Xuan, what's wrong with you?" Xi Shaoxuan's emotions this time were obvious, his words were all slurred, and Xi's mother didn't even have to guess before she noticed that something was wrong with him.
Xi's mother couldn't help but think that in the past two months, Xi Shaoxuan had only called home three times.
For the first time, he was struggling, as if he was hiding something in his heart. Eventually, he cried on the phone, saying that something had happened to the company recently and that he was under a lot of stress.
The second time he called, he asked for money from his family, saying that he had hit someone else and didn't dare to tell his wife Xia Zhifei, so he called his family to ask for money, but what about this time?
What's going on with him this time? Is there something going on with him? Why do I feel like my son has been going on with something on his mind lately, and it's been blocking his breath?
Could it be that this is my delusion? But I, the son who knows me best, I don't think my intuition is wrong, Xi Shaoxuan must have an accident.
"Mom, how much money do we have at home?" Xi Shaoxuan wanted to ask about it, if their family's current savings were not 170,000, if he opened his mouth to ask for 170,000, wouldn't he want them to go out and borrow money?
"Why are you asking this? Do you need money again?" Sure enough, Xi's mother knew that she had guessed correctly, something must have happened to Xi Shaoxuan, and he needed money again.
"Is there something wrong with you? I've always felt like you've been weird lately. ”
"I ......" Xi Shaoxuan sighed again, he didn't know how to speak, he didn't want to tell his mother that he was going to divorce Xia Zhifei.
At the beginning, I ignored the opposition of my family, I had to marry Xia Zhifei, I had to be a son-in-law, I was very young at the time, I was only 25 years old at that time, I was high-spirited, I didn't want to listen to my parents' words, and I believed in love without hesitation.
I thought that I would be close to Xia Zhifei and live happily and lovingly for the rest of my life. So I swore to my family that if I married her, I would love her for the rest of my life, and even we would not have conflicts at all, because we would not have conflicts. Except for Xia Zhifei, I won't marry anyone.
At that time, Xi's mother asked him, "What should you do if you divorce her in the future?" It is already a very shameful thing to be a door-to-door son-in-law, in case you divorce again, won't everyone laugh at you to death?"
At that time, I swore that "we both love each other deeply, and she and I will never divorce." ”
But the world is impermanent, life is unpredictable, and we finally came to the day of divorce.
The once sworn love of the mountains and the sea, and the unswerving love to the death, has also become a bubble and dissipated with the wind.
"Xi Shaoxuan, how did you stumble and vomit? You never hid things in your heart before, what's wrong with it now? Do you have to hide it in front of your own mother?" Xi Shaoxuan has been refusing to tell the reason for the incident, Xi's mother is getting more and more anxious, as soon as he opens his mouth, he asks how much money the family has? What happened to him?
"Mom, I'...... I ......" Xi Shaoxuan still couldn't speak.
"What the hell is going on?" said you?" Xi's mother's voice became more and more anxious.
"Mom, can we make up enough savings for 170,000 in our family?"
"170,000?!"