Chapter 002: The Past
I'll never see that cute elf again. Although he often makes people angry, Zhuo Ziyuan has not beaten his daughter PP, but it is undeniable that this cute little elf is the only expectation in Zhuo Ziyuan's life in the second half of his previous life, looking forward to birth, babbling, walking, going to kindergarten, and going to elementary school. Before being reborn, my daughter was 7 years old and in the first grade of primary school, and I went home every day to accompany her in pinyin, mathematics, skipping rope, radio gymnastics, etc., very tired, but very happy.
Zhuo Ziyuan remembers very well that after his daughter was beaten, she would often cry and say "You are a bad father, fake father, I don't want you to stay at home", and then Zhuo Ziyuan would also pretend to wear shoes to go out, at this time, the little angel would come out again, "You go out for a while, you have to sleep with me at night", it is really angry and funny.
As the saying goes, a daughter is a lover in her previous life, and really, as long as you see her daughter's innocent smiling face, hear the laughter when she runs and jump, or look at the irregular hands, feet, and posture when she sleeps, even if she is tired and irritable, Zhuo Ziyuan's heart will become extremely peaceful, which is the only hope for the rest of his life.
For the sake of her daughter, whether she wants to marry Liu Wei in 11 years, the question suddenly popped up. There was no love between me and my wife in my previous life, and both of them met through the introduction of their elders, and they both felt that each other was not bad, and they got married naturally after getting acquainted with each other. After marriage, it is often a big quarrel for three days, a small quarrel for two days, especially after the birth of a daughter, the frequency of quarrels is higher, always for a little thing in life, you blame me for refusing to wash the dishes, I blame you for not knowing how to clean up the room, and you can't even find a nail clipper, both of them will shout back and forth a few times with their throats.
Zhuo Ziyuan in his previous life was a very ordinary person, he has always been bland, elementary school, junior high school, high school, and his grades have always been at the top of the class, after all, there is a university as a goal to strive for, and later it lived up to expectations, Zhuo Ziyuan became the first college student in the village;
After going to college, my grades plummeted, maybe it was because I had been depressed for too long in my previous studies, and I had fun as soon as I entered the university, and I often went to Internet cafes with my classmates, all night, and the college period was an online game period, and I passed long live in my homework, and even a few courses to make up for the exam, and English only passed level 4, and in society, it was difficult to even communicate in a decent English orally, and English emails had to be seen with the help of translation software.
Except for the crush on the beautiful class president in middle and high school, I didn't have a relationship in college. After going to work, I had a good impression of a girl, and the two of them were vaguely involved for a month.
First, Zhuo Zi was far from chasing the girl, and he didn't know what tricks he had, he just accompanied the girl to and from work, ate together, etc., and didn't invite someone to watch a movie.
Second, although Zhuo Ziyuan is ordinary, but he is very jealous, at that time, there was a male colleague who often looked for girls, and the girl often helped the male colleague to get things, clocking in after work, etc., Zhuo Ziyuan, who was jealous, was snubbed for a while, and this ignorant love ended without a problem.
Until he was reborn, Zhuo Ziyuan, who had worked for 12 years, was just an ordinary person who went to work and ate and waited for the dead, with a salary of more than 5,000 a month and a wife of 3,000, and the salary was enough to make ends meet.
Zhuo Ziyuan's parents worked as individuals before their deaths, with a little money, and the house and car were purchased with the help of their parents, but they also spent half of the family's savings. My father-in-law's family also has savings, and they also get labor insurance, and my father-in-law is still working.
Maybe it's because his family background is not bad, Zhuo Ziyuan doesn't have great ambitions, he goes to work all day, works overtime, reads novels, plays games, and originally thought that his life would go on like this. Unfortunately, his parents died in a car accident on the way home when he was 15 years old, and Zhuo Ziyuan was not able to inherit their individual career, and because of his introverted personality, he did not have many prospects in the company.
lived like this until 2019, his wife Liu Wei felt that Zhuo Zi was far from promising, married the wrong person, and did not enjoy happiness, but worked tirelessly every day, and the days after marriage were not happy at all, and finally filed for divorce in June 2019. In fact, Zhuo Ziyuan also felt that life could not go on, but the existence of his daughter maintained the marriage of the two, and even the two of them had no sex for half a year, so they naturally agreed to divorce.
But on the issue of raising her daughter, because her daughter has always been taken by her grandmother, her grandfather goes to work, and Zhuo Ziyuan is alone, and she has to go to work, so she has no time to take care of her daughter, so the court naturally awarded her daughter to Liu Wei to raise, and Zhuo Ziyuan provides a certain amount of child support every month, so she had a drunk car accident and was reborn.
In fact, Zhuo Ziyuan also felt that he couldn't stand his wife in his previous life, except for the wedding honeymoon and went to Hainan, he didn't take his wife on a serious trip, and they were all self-driving tours around his home, at most two days back and forth. At that time, there was some ability, which was not a 6-day trip twice a year, a week trip, or a trip abroad. And Zhuo Ziyuan is just staying in his own home, as soon as his wife says that he goes out to travel, Zhuo Ziyuan always has a lot of reasons to shirk, what kind of travel is crowded, what is the exhausting work of rushing to scenic spots, it is better to stay at home, watch a movie in the cinema or something, and then see the crowds of people during the tour posted by the circle of friends, and will point out and say, "Look, isn't it a crime to go out like this, there is that time, how good it is to stay in a quiet movie theater for an afternoon." ”
Now that I think about it, I really don't treat my wife very well, or because this marriage has no love foundation, I don't have the will to take the initiative to do anything.
In the final analysis, husband and wife can't live together too blandly, they still need some mood adjustment, and Zhuo Ziyuan has never given gifts on holidays, let alone candlelight dinners and the like, Liu Wei didn't bother to say it after saying it a few times, and Zhuo Ziyuan was even more lazy to think about it. Even in the sexual affairs are not very active, maybe it is the inferiority caused by the ability in this area, it may have something to do with the five girls who use too much (the first year of high school, sweat), it may also be related to life habits, never exercise, sit in front of the computer at work, sit in front of the computer at home, and it is strange that the body can be good.
How should I choose in this life, on the one hand, Zhuo Ziyuan's angel, the inner sustenance of the previous life, the cute elf, on the other hand, there is a loveless marriage, and the only feelings are also exhausted in quarrels and divorces.
"Maybe my little angel is living happily in another time and space, and I should also live well in this time and space", Zhuo Ziyuan comforted himself, and decided not to consider these for the time being, after all, marriage is in 11 years, and there are still more than ten years to consider, or everything will go naturally.