The light on the viewing platform was not very good, but at this moment, Li Mo and Lin Jianfeng fell into a long period of calm, and such a scene was a little weird.

After a long time, Lin Jianfeng came back to his senses and reached out to pat Li Mo's shoulder.

"Is he still like this now?" Lin Jianfeng asked.

"Now I usually avoid him, so it's rare. ”

"What about your grandparents, what about the other relatives, haven't they taken care of you?" Lin Jianfeng continued to ask, his tone a little solemn.

"They have passed away a long time ago, and Li Zhipeng has no immediate family members who are very close. Except, of course, for me!"

"Do you keep calling him Li Zhipeng?" Lin Jianfeng was a little surprised, Li Zhipeng was still very good in the mouth of their coach, one of the main forces of the men's basketball team that year. Unexpectedly, his son didn't even want to call him a father. It's really unpredictable.

"Almost!" Li Mo responded lightly, and then continued: "There is an aunt who lives downstairs in our house, and when I was young, she was helping to take care of me in many cases.

However, Aunt Lin's family is also unlucky, she and her husband divorced. It's very hard to be alone with a child and take care of an old mother.

So she doesn't have much time to take care of me.

She has a daughter, and more often than not, it's all the two of us who play together. She just glanced at us from a distance, and we weren't stolen. ”

Li Mo stopped for a moment when he said this, and Lin Jianfeng didn't interject, he didn't know what to say, just quietly waited for him to continue.

"Her daughter's name is Jin Xuan, and she is a very optimistic girl. And because of my family, I have been very pessimistic since I was a child. I have even had suicidal thoughts more than once, and I have also acted on them.

Once, I climbed to the top of the house and wanted to jump off and end this boring life.

When she found out, she sat down on the edge of the rooftop, right next to me.

That height scared her to tremble, but she still persuaded me on the side,

She gently told me that this world is very beautiful. You have to live and see this splendid world.

You can go to see the sunrise, watch the sunset, lie on the ground and watch the stars shine on a summer night.

Her grades were good, even though she was very young at the time, not yet ten years old.

But she can show the colorful splendor of this world in front of my eyes through words.

Following the description of her words, I seemed to really see the brilliant morning sun, see the burning sunset, and even hear the calm waves······

Her voice seemed to have a magical power, and it took me out of my grief at that time.

Finally, she persuaded me to get off the balcony.

But she herself was so frightened that her feet went limp!"

Lin Jianfeng felt that his throat was a little dry and choked, and sighed: "You are all good, is she much older than you?"

"No, the same age as me. ”

Lin Jianfeng was a little surprised, and said with emotion: "You guys are too precocious!"

Speaking of the past, Li Mo didn't feel much sadness, people's personalities and emotions are contagious.

After getting along with Jin Xuan for a long time, Li Mo himself has become much more optimistic.

Jin Xuan would sometimes say to him, "Look, doesn't that building look like it's dancing?"

It wasn't that Jin Xuan was joking with him, but that she really felt that the building was dancing.

Later, Li Mo saw an explanation of this situation in a book.

There is a kind of flow in the human body, and this flow is probably something like a physiological magnetic field.

When people are in extreme tranquility, people's flow will appear, and this flow that can be felt is called a peak experience in some places.

In that experience, one can observe oneself in a way that resembles an out-of-body experience.

In that case, it seems as if your soul flies out and observes your every move.

The two of you coexist in this world.

It is an extremely pleasant experience, in which human beings see things around them and have the same feeling as if a physical object is flowing.

This kind of experience is difficult for ordinary people to come into contact with, but the little Jin Xuan often told Li Mo stupid things like dancing in buildings, roads, and mountains.

Although Li Mo couldn't do what she did, he had been in contact with her for a long time and was also infected by her indifferent attitude.

So at this moment, when he talks about his previous sad experience, he will not be sad, but a feeling of detachment between his past self and his current self.

He explained to Lin Jianfeng lightly: "Human potential is beyond imagination. At the scene of the car accident, a father was able to lift a car weighing several tons with his bare hands in order to rescue his son who was crushed under the car. A mother, her son is sick abroad, she has to go to take care of him, but she doesn't understand the language of that country, in order to take care of her son, she can actually learn that language in just one month.

Sister Xuan and I are the same, when I was very young, I experienced the hardships of life. You can imagine that the hardships are not just talking, teacher, often not having enough food and clothing, and often being awakened by freezing in the cold night.

In these extreme cases, human potential is automatically tapped. This is why it is often said that children from poor families are in charge of the family at an early age.

I also once saw an interesting experiment in a book.

A science team did an experiment on monkeys.

They took the monkeys to an isolated island in the Pacific and trained them to use a tool.

When the number of trained monkeys reached 100, the magic happened.

Monkeys in other parts of the world have not been trained, and many of them have learned to use that tool.

Scientists call this situation the group subconscious.

The group subconscious is a treasure trove of instincts for a species.

I think this is the case with Sister Xuan and me, the difficult environment has stimulated our potential and allowed us to learn something from the treasure trove of human group subconscious. ”

Lin Jianfeng: ·······

"Can you stop talking so mysteriously? You are like this, I am a teacher who has no face! I didn't understand anything you said. ”

Li Mo also smiled awkwardly and continued to explain: "Actually, Sister Xuan and I are often hungry, and when we are too hungry, we will go to read books to divert our attention.

So I learned a lot in the book.

Sister Xuan's talent is even better, and she is the first in almost every exam. Later, when she took the high school entrance examination, she was also the first in the city. ”

Speaking of Jin Xuan's matter, Li Mo couldn't help but talk more.

Even he didn't know this.

Lin Jianfeng still chose to remain silent, waiting for him to continue.

"Sister Xuan has a good relationship, and we are relatives who rely on each other.

A few years ago, her mother went to work outside, and Sister Xuan was taken care of by her grandmother.

At that time, we were a little bit older.

I often go to the street to pick up trash and sell it for money.

When I was older, I would go to the streets to be a stick.

After another two years, Sister Xuan's grandmother passed away. Aunt Lin hurried back to handle her old mother's funeral, and then sent Sister Xuan to one of her relatives to take care of hers. Then, after a few days, Aunt Lin left again.

The family treated Sister Xuan very badly, so Sister Xuan ran back by herself.

The two of us will find a way to earn money to support ourselves. ”

When Lin Jianfeng heard this, he interrupted Li Mo.

"Where's her mother? Didn't she send her money back?"

"I did, because Sister Xuan didn't have a bank card herself, so she called her relative's house.

But almost all of that money was taken by her relative. They will only give a small part of Sister Xuan. ”

"How can there be such a person?" Lin Jianfeng clenched his fists tightly, "In this era, why do these things still happen?"

Li Mo chuckled, living at the bottom of society, he had seen too much of the squalor that belonged to this society.

He understood what Lin Jianfeng meant, probably such a thing should only appear in the kind of feudal society in ancient times.

How can such a thing happen in such a civilized society now.

"Actually, I think that such things rarely happened in ancient societies. ”

Lin Jianfeng was a little confused.

Li Mo continued to explain: "Ancient society is divided into two parts, one is the era of war, and the other is the era of no war.

Putting aside the era of war for the time being, but in the era of peace, the etiquette of feudal society is very strict.

There are many shackles on people, and people are far from being as free as they are now.

For example, a peasant in a village is not only under the management of Li Zheng and the three elders, but also by local grassroots officials. They will also be subject to the control of the patriarch of the family.

If a relative withholds the widow's living expenses for her children.

That relative may be scolded to death directly, and he will not be able to raise his head for the rest of his life. They may also be subjected to corporal punishment by the patriarch or the Lizheng.

In serious cases, there are even dipping pig cages.

But now, Sister Xuan's relatives deducted the living expenses her mother gave her.

How many people go to accuse them of immorality?

The society we live in now seems to be free, but the requirements of morality in the whole society have been extremely low.

As long as you don't break the law, who cares if you're immoral?

And Sister Xuan's matter, even if she reports the case or sues the court, what will be the result?"

Li Mo's words made Lin Jianfeng a little uncomfortable, he was stunned for a long time, and finally said something slowly.

"Child, it's all over, it's all over!!"

Li Mo looked at his tearful appearance and was a little speechless.

I thought to myself, why are you still crying?

You know, there are some cruel things he hasn't said yet.

Deducting money is a trivial matter, and some people who have fallen into pyramid schemes have been deceived by their relatives.

even introduced some little girls from relatives to some hair salons.

In this society, there is no shortage of malice.

In order to protect Jin Xuan, Li Moke investigated the family background of the gangsters who were a little bit on the cards in Surabaya City.

If they dare to do anything to Sister Xuan, Li Mo is barefoot and not afraid to wear shoes, thinking that they will also experience despair.

That didn't happen.

"Well, it's over. Li Mo followed Lin Jianfeng's words, afraid that he would really cry wow-wow-wow.

That's a little embarrassing.

"Alas, at the beginning, your teacher Yu said that the situation in your house was not good, and you couldn't even get 300 yuan for sports equipment and training fees. I just thought your family was more specific.

But I didn't expect so many things to happen to you. ”

Li Mo smiled and joked, "At that time, Mr. Lin, you just wanted to shoot Teacher Yu's ass, right?"

"Haha, you kid can see it. Don't say it, after I got together with your teacher Yu, she also told me that she tried to associate with me because I didn't hesitate to propose to give you a make-up lesson, and she felt that I was a caring person. ”

Li Mo was surprised: "You are already together?"

Lin Jianfeng was a little speechless, "Are you stupid? Why are you so smart in other places, I have been so close to your Teacher Yu recently, and you haven't seen it?"

"Well, I've never been in a relationship, how do I know?" Li Mo retorted.

"Then what is your relationship with that Sister Xuan of yours?"

"I treat her like a sister. And I read a psychology book before, and according to what the book says, Sister Xuan is actually a 'mother' in my heart!!"

Lin Jianfeng: ······

Li Mo's words obviously made him thunder.

"What does that mean?"

"In other words, she played the role of a mother in my mental upbringing. This phenomenon is common, and some men will also see their girlfriends as mothers in a psychological sense when they are in love!"

······

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it. I don't even know what I'll be like the next time I see you, Teacher Yu. ”

Li Mo: ·······

"Teacher, don't do anything stupid!"

Lin Jianfeng glanced at him, and said angrily: "What about you and the girl in class zero? I see that you are quite close to her, there shouldn't be any situation, right?"

Li Mo was stunned when she heard this, "You're talking about Xiaoyu, right? She is a rich girl who doesn't eat fireworks in the world, and she doesn't understand the hardships of this world at all." Her mind was full of dreams, all she was thinking about, what kind of prosperous Tang Dynasty, these things were extremely far away for me.

She and I are not in the same world at all. ”

Lin Jianfeng smiled speechlessly, "Yes, yes, you are not from the same world, because you kid is a monster." Okay, you should be looking for me to say something, after so long of foreshadowing, you can also talk about business, right? I'm still waiting to go back and watch TV series with you Teacher Yu!"

Li Mo is a simple-minded single dog, so he won't feel like he has eaten a bite of dog food because of Lin Jianfeng's words.

"Teacher Lin is well aware, I do have something to tell you. ”