Chapter 150: In the end, you paid it wrong, and I was cruel in the end

"Xiao Haoyu, you really don't understand love, if I didn't guess wrong, I think things must not be like this. ”

An Junxi said what he really thought in his heart, and Xiao Haoyu didn't understand what An Junxi meant.

"Listen to what my uncle meant, I think there must be something hidden from you, not as you think, I think if you have time, you have to talk to your aunt about it.

It is not easy for your aunt to take you alone for so many years, so you should cherish it! There is a good saying: the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait.

I used to be the same as you, so willful, when I experienced some things, I can see through a lot, when I treat my relatives, I still have to cherish the time they spend together. ”

An Junxi couldn't help but think of her father again, and the thing that An Junxi regretted the most was never having the opportunity to say sorry to his father.

"I still don't understand what you mean, but if I have time, I'll definitely talk to my mother. ”

Xiao Haoyu still didn't understand what An Junxi said, but he still wanted to try according to what she said.

"I think after you talk to your aunt, you'll understand what I mean, and you'll understand what I'm saying.

If that's nothing, I'll hang up first. ”

An Junxi didn't know what else to say to Xiao Haoyu, now that the matter has been resolved, she is only worried about the success or failure of the operation and the safety of Yi Nuohan.

"Wait. ”

Xiao Haoyu hurriedly said, for fear that An Junxi would suddenly hang up the phone.

"Anything else?"

"We... Can we continue to be friends? Just like before, don't worry, I won't pester you like I used to, I think very clearly.

I just want to be there for you, really, I don't think anything else about you.

If, I say if, if you want to get married one day, then I'll always be there. ”

Xiao Haoyu doesn't ask for anything now, he just wants to simply accompany An Junxi, which is enough.

"Hahaha, Xiao Haoyu, I am extremely suspicious of your low IQ now, if I don't want to pay attention to you, do you think I will still answer your call?

But many times, you can't go back to the past, but you are still my best brother. ”

From Xiao Haoyu's kiss, An Junxi knew that no matter how many things had passed, they would never be able to go back to those times when they had nothing to talk about.

"That's good, I don't ask for anything else, I just want you to think of me when you need me...."

"Anything else?"

After Xiao Haoyu said halfway, the phone fell into a long silence, if it weren't for An Junxi looking at the phone and still beating seconds, she would have thought that the phone was broken.

"There is a question that I have actually endured in my heart for a long time, and I know that if you ask, you may feel heartache, but if you don't ask, I can't let go. ”

Xiao Haoyu's inner contradictions are entangled.

"You want to ask me if I still have Sui Yichen in my heart, right?"

“.......”

An Junxi's smart Xiao Haoyu has seen it.

"To say that there is no such thing as self-deception, I have tried my best to restrain my feelings, but the moment I heard that he was sick, I felt that the world was bleak.

Sui Yichen's meaning to me no longer exists in the lovers who broke up, but more like family.

But now if I ask if I can get back together with him, my answer is still no, since I chose to break up, then I won't look back.

In fact, you have to ask me if I regret it, I do regret it, but this regret only exists when I am at a low point in my life, and whenever I am at that time, I hate myself a little bit. ”

An Junxi laughed after finishing speaking, laughing loudly, but bitterly.

"You really don't have a chance?"

Xiao Haoyu didn't understand what An Junxi thought.

"Hey, good horses don't eat back grass, I'll try my best to comfort myself, as for the chance... After Sui Yichen's surgery was successful, I had already negotiated the conditions with his family.

As long as the operation is successful, they will persuade Sui Yichen that the sun will never set, and then we will not be able to contact us even if we want to.

This should also be a happy end to the relationship between us, such an ending may be the best ending, as long as you don't want to see each other, it will not owe each other.

This time, when I pay him off, we don't owe anything between us, and I think I should be able to get real relief. ”

An Junxi's words sounded like she was saying to Xiao Haoyu, but why didn't she say it to herself.

"No matter what the outcome between you is, I will always be there for you, at least when you are sad, remember that there is still a shoulder to lean on. ”

"Aren't you afraid that I'll take advantage of you?"

An Junxi asked Xiao Haoyu tentatively, although it was a joke, some people took it seriously.

"I treat you as you do to Sui Yichen, even if I am used by you, I am willing to do it, and emotional matters are always inexplicable.

You just have to remember that I have never changed with you over the years. ”

Xiao Haoyu's words made An Junxi speechless for a while, An Junxi never thought that Xiao Haoyu's feelings for her would be so strong, her heart gradually wavered, and then she regained her calm.

"I don't know what else I can say or do to you other than be sorry, you have paid me by mistake after all. ”

Regarding Xiao Haoyu's confession, An Junxi finally chose to refuse.

"Okay, I won't talk too much to you, you can rest early. ”

After Xiao Haoyu finished speaking, An Junxi hummed, and then hung up the phone.

A figure in the corner had been watching what was happening, with tears in his eyes, and he only laughed at himself for being stupid.

'Jun Xi, it turns out that you saved me not because of love, but because you feel indebted, but you have never owed me, all you care about is promises.

Jun Xi, in the end, you just want me to get better, and then push me away, it seems that I have thought too much about this relationship after all. ’

Sui Yichen watched for a long time before leaving quietly.

An Junxi kept looking at the corner, knowing that the figure was missing, she finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Sui Yichen, you should have heard everything just now, right? I hope this time it can really hurt you thoroughly, and don't have any thoughts about me again.

Sui Yichen, this time separation may be forever, for the rest of your life, may there be no more me in your world, may you still be the same as before, and you will still be the boy who took me away in the bar.

Sui Yichen, this time we really have to say goodbye to the past completely!"

An Junxi muttered to herself, like a mental patient, she didn't know why the ending was as she wanted now, and there was still a crystal slip in her eyes.

"Is this a tear?"

An Junxi looked at the crystal in her palm, which reflected colorful colors in the afterglow, and smiled self-deprecatingly......