Zhuo Ziyuan had a dream, in which he and his daughter seemed to be reunited after a long absence.

A sunny weather, an airport, Zhuo Ziyuan watched the plane land in the distance, anxiously waiting, the radio broadcast that a certain flight had landed safely, he began to wait and see at the exit, not letting go of every face that came out.

Finally, a sunny smiling face appeared, Zhuo Ziyuan shouted something, and then the owner of the smiling face, threw down the luggage, stretched out his hands, and ran to him quickly, he also stretched out his hands very naturally, and finally, hugged, just like when he was a child, Zhuo Ziyuan hugged the girl a few times before putting him down, and the girl kissed him sweetly on the face, "Dad, I miss you so much." ”

This is Zhuo Ziyuan's daughter, she can still be seen from her smiling face when she was a child, and now, she has grown up and has become a fair lady.

A girl, holding the old father's arm, walked out of the airport happily, but it was really cold outside, it was winter, the old father pulled out his hand, hugged the girl, and walked into the sunny cold wind.

Zhuo Ziyuan was woken up by the dazzling sunlight, the things in the dream were very clear, maybe in another time and space, he did not die in a car accident, but was lucky to survive, and was able to accompany his daughter to grow up slowly, Zhuo Ziyuan's heart suddenly brightened.

Glancing at the surrounding environment and thinking about what happened yesterday, Zhuo Ziyuan shook his head self-deprecatingly, he even had such a gaffe, in vain he was still a reborn person, and he was so helpless with such a little storm.

Zhuo Ziyuan sat up slowly, slept on the cement floor all night, Zhuo Ziyuan felt a slight pain in several places on his body, his nose was a little itchy, stared at the sun a few times, "Ah", a big sneeze came out, Zhuo Ziyuan instantly felt much more comfortable, and after a while, his nose was a little itchy, he knew that he should have a cold this night.

It's autumn now, it's getting cooler every day, and the temperature at night is almost below 20 degrees.

Although the air around him was still a little cool, the morning sun still had a warm feeling on his body, Zhuo Ziyuan sat on the ground and sorted out his thoughts.

Isn't it just that a boyfriend suddenly appeared, snatching it up, people say that the first love in college often ends without a problem, let alone in high school, combined with yesterday's words, Zhuo Ziyuan has now figured it out, the one named Lu Ren, and Xiao Lan are high school classmates, the two should have dated in high school, and they will be separated because the college entrance examination did not go well.

In this way, his latecomer, theoretically speaking, is a villain who destroys other people's feelings, and his previous self is just wishful thinking, but so what, as the old saying goes, you just have a boyfriend, and you are not married, even if you are married, you can divorce.

Zhuo Ziyuan didn't want his first relationship to end before it started, he made a decision in his heart that he couldn't just let go.

Decades of life experience have given him many ways to comfort himself, and he has many emotional verses to convince himself and cheer up.

However, what he thinks in his heart is best known only to himself.

Zhuo Ziyuan stood up, stretched, sneezed again, and walked outside, walking, running, running, and laughing.

Zhuo Ziyuan ran desperately on the sports field, kept running, ran lap after lap, he didn't know how long he ran, until he couldn't run and collapsed on the ground, this was the only way he could think of catharsis now, or a way to torture himself.

He wanted to let himself remember this lesson, because he felt that if he had confessed earlier, he would not have known that she had a boyfriend at that time, that is, she refused, but he had tried, and it would not be as painful as now.

Zhuo Ziyuan, who came to his senses, hurriedly went to buy a lot of breakfast and went straight back to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, everyone had already gotten up one after another, and when they saw Zhuo Ziyuan coming back with breakfast and a smile, Han Youliang shouted, "Old Zhuo, you are moving fast enough, you confessed yesterday, and you did everything you can yesterday." ”

Zhuo Ziyuan's smile slowly put away, "I bought breakfast for you, let's eat together, I'll go to class." ”

After speaking, Zhuo Ziyuan quickly picked up his schoolbag, turned around and went out.

Everyone felt that something was wrong, and Han Youliang said in a bit of confusion, "Did I say something wrong?"

"I guess it didn't work out yesterday. Wang Feng analyzed.

"It's impossible, it's not possible, what do you want?" Han Youliang said a little boldly.

"Don't be a girl, be careful to let the fourth child hear. Li Shang whispered an accusation, although he was used to Han Youliang's open-mouthedness, but this is also his brother's sweetheart, and he still has to pay attention to what he says.

"Look at my mouth. Han Youliang slapped his mouth and continued to ask, "Did you say that Lao Zhuo really didn't succeed yesterday?"

"I felt like I felt chills when he smiled down just now. Qian Chen said.

Several people discussed and discussed, but there was no specific result, but Ma Jiaming came and said, "What's the use of you talking so much, just ask the fourth brother at night." ”

Everyone looked at each other, this honest man always likes to tell the truth.

All day, in addition to eating, Zhuo Ziyuan stayed in the classroom, and went to the library to write books at night, he wanted to pretend to be nothing, but he couldn't help but look up to see what Xiao Lan was doing, when he left the library, Zhuo Ziyuan saw the freshman named Lu Ren, standing at the door of the library, meeting the other party's gaze, Zhuo Ziyuan barely squeezed out a smile on his face, nodded, and passed by.

When he returned to the dormitory, he was inevitably asked by his roommates, he had been hiding for a day, where else could he hide, Zhuo Ziyuan could only tell the truth, "Xiao Lan has a boyfriend, she is her high school classmate, because she didn't do well in the third year of high school, she repeated her studies for a year, and she was admitted to our University of Tokyo this year." ”

"Holy. For a long time, Han Youliang held back such a foul language, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

"Fourth, it's just a loss of love, a trivial matter, who hasn't fallen out of love. It was Qian Chen who spoke, but his words offended almost everyone.

Except for him and Zhuo Ziyuan, the other four people in the bedroom are all first loves, and they are all in love.

So, a pair of messy things smashed into him.

"Fourth, it's okay, there's one less Xiao Lan, don't you still have Jian Qiu, and your high school classmates, who are much better than Xiao Lan. "It's still Wang Fengfeng who comforts people.

"Brothers, don't worry, I'll get through, it's just that there will be some discomfort during this time, and it'll be fine slowly. Zhuo Ziyuan said with a smile, this group of people, there are a few people who understand what love is, fall in love for the sake of falling in love, chasing girls for the sake of chasing girls, Zhuo Ziyuan really doesn't know if they are in love, or just enjoying the sweetness of love, take what Wang Feng said, there is also Jian Qiu, and high school classmates, can this TM be the same, watch one chase one, can this TM be called love, this is called estrus.

Li Shang patted Zhuo Ziyuan's shoulder to show comfort, in the whole bedroom, maybe he is the person who understands Zhuo Ziyuan's feelings the most, he understands Zhuo Ziyuan's longing for love, it's not that others are beautiful to chase, not to pursue love, but to chase after love, and if you chase it, you can't care about whether it's beautiful or not, Zhuo Ziyuan values love itself, so he didn't persuade Zhuo Ziyuan, and he didn't know how to persuade it, ordinary people, with Wang Feng's words, you can persuade that the best way to treat falling out of love is to start a relationship again, but for Zhuo Ziyuan, it's useless.

Zhuo Ziyuan didn't know what to do, he did have a lot of words to comfort himself and cheer himself up, but once he thought of Xiao Lan, it was useless.

No. 3, nothing has changed, running in the morning, venting from exhaustion, sitting in the classroom during the day, occasionally looking downstairs, to see if she will appear in his field of vision, Zhuo Ziyuan did not ask Zhou Qin for their class schedule again, this is the case, what class schedule do you want, I still went to the library at night, and when I came out, I saw Lu Ren again.

On the 4th, Zhuo Ziyuan fell ill, fever, 39 degrees of fever, this was the first time he was sick since he was reborn, took the medicine that Li Shang bought for him, Zhuo Ziyuan was wrapped in a quilt and lay on the bed, weak, he hadn't felt this way for a long time, he felt as if his whole body was not his own, he knew that his illness was mainly caused by psychological problems, sleeping outside that night and running exhausted for the past two days were just appearances.

I couldn't go to class for a day, and I didn't go to the library at night.

On the 5th, Friday, Zhuo Ziyuan, who got up in the morning, still felt groggy, he simply took another day off and went back to the scholarly mansion, the next two days are weekends, don't worry about missing classes, and you can recuperate at home.

It's a pity that the house is empty, Li Xinyuan is still in military training, Xu Xuehua is really on a business trip, for three days, Zhuo Ziyuan stayed at home alone, cooked some porridge to eat when he was hungry, and after three days, his condition improved, and the fever had subsided, but Zhuo Ziyuan's head was still groggy, and he was holding on to his spirit, Zhuo Ziyuan went to class, he felt that it might not be a way to lie in bed, move around more, maybe it would be better sooner.

Sure enough, at the end of the day, Zhuo Ziyuan felt a lot better, and at night, Zhuo Ziyuan couldn't help but go to the library, he hadn't seen Xiao Lan for several days.

A little lucky, when Zhuo Ziyuan walked in, he saw Xiao Lan head-on, Zhuo Ziyuan nodded to her with a smile, which was regarded as a hello.

Xiao Lan looked at him in surprise, Zhuo Ziyuan didn't know why she had such an expression, he sat down in a fixed position by himself, took out his notebook and began to write a novel, which had not moved for many days.

Occasionally looking up at Xiao Lan, sometimes you can meet her gaze, as if you have returned to the time when the two sides didn't know each other.