Chapter 65: Unintentional Words
Xia Zhifei's smile froze on his face, it turned out that he thought so in his heart, so did he just do that, did he already make him angry?
It turns out that he still doesn't have the same me, and even if I force him to die, he won't really forgive me.
But yes, a woman like me still deserves to be forgiven, I'm dirty, and he'll never love me again.
Xia Zhifei smiled self-deprecatingly, her eyes were full of sarcasm, I really want to do it all over again, but how can I do it all over again in life, I don't have a chance anymore.
The atmosphere in the air was very depressing, Xi Shaoxuan didn't say a word, Xia Zhifei wanted to break this embarrassing atmosphere, there was apology in her voice, she lowered her head and fiddled with her fingers and said, "I...... I don't drink soup anymore, yes, I don't want to drink soup anymore, I'm fine, I don't need to drink soup at all, and the stew is so troublesome, and it's quite troublesome at night. ”
Then she forced a smile and said cautiously, "Give me the medicine, I want to take the medicine." ”
Saying that, she hurriedly snatched the pill from Xi Shaoxuan's hand, and stuffed it all in her mouth, and the pill without sugar coating melted in her mouth, making her mouth soaked with the taste of crying.
Xia Zhifei is most afraid of bitterness, she has not liked to take medicine since she was a child, but this time, she seems to have lost her taste buds, as if she has become numb to the bitter taste, she doesn't seem to have a trace of feeling, she swallowed all the pills into her stomach at once, and she didn't even drink a sip of water.
"Feifei, drink some water. Xi Shaoxuan hurriedly handed her the water cup.
Xia Zhifei obediently took it, as if he was drinking a decoction, and drank it all in the cup.
After drinking the medicine, she lowered her head and remained silent, as if a wet mist had soaked her eyes.
The silence in the air was terrifying, Xi Shaoxuan didn't know how to break this suffocating atmosphere, he didn't know how to explain it, and he didn't know how to explain it before Xia Zhifei believed him.
He could only accompany Xia Zhifei to be silent.
Xia Zhifei is a very sensitive woman, she won't believe my unintentional words, not only her, but also any woman won't believe it.
But am I really unintentional? Heh, what man in the world wants to see his woman pregnant with someone else's child, and he is even more generous. If it weren't for Xia Zhifei's life today, I would never forgive her.
After a long silence, Xi Shaoxuan heard a faint choking sound in the air.
Xi Shaoxuan raised his head suddenly, he found that Xia Zhifei's face was full of tears, and he hurriedly said, "Feifei, what I just said is really unintentional, don't be angry, okay?"
"I'm not angry. Xia Zhifei hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, but there was a slight sigh in her voice.
"Fei Fei, I'm really unintentional, I've really forgiven you. ”
"I know, I believe in you. Xia Zhifei smiled at him casually, but her smile was more ugly than crying.
"Feifei, I ......"
Xia Zhifei unconsciously raised her voice, and she interrupted Xi Shaoxuan's words crying, "Don't you explain, okay? I know you are unintentional." ”
"I ......" Xi Shaoxuan knew that Xia Zhifei would not believe that this was unintentional, no matter how she explained it, she would not believe it, but he still wanted to explain and exonerate himself, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only shut up and be silent with her.
"Whew......" Xia Zhifei exhaled a long breath, she put aside the frustration in her eyes just now, looked at Xi Shaoxuan expectantly and said, "Shao Xuan, can you take a few days off to take care of me at home? ”
"I ......" Xi Shaoxuan hesitated.
Xia Zhifei has just had a miscarriage, and it stands to reason that her husband should indeed take a month's leave and take good care of her at home, even if she can't take a month's leave, she will have to take at least ten days.
Otherwise, my wife had a miscarriage and no one took care of her, and I didn't ask for leave to accompany her, so am I still a person?
But I can't rest, I still have to work, I have to pay off my debts.
I owe more than one million yuan, and I have a lot of loads, and the people who ask for the debt call me every day to urge me to repay the debt, so in order to be able to repay the money, in order to be able to prevent the creditor from finding my home, I can't rest.
But he looked at Xia Zhifei's eyes full of expectation, he didn't know how to say this, otherwise Xia Zhifei would be sad again.
Before he could figure out how to speak, Xia Zhifei seemed to know the result, and she hurriedly excused him and helped him relieve his embarrassment.
"You can't just forget it. Xia Zhifei laughed self-deprecatingly: "You have only been employed for a few days, and you will be dismissed if you ask for leave at this time, and you can't lose the job you finally found." ”
Xi Shaoxuan didn't defend himself anything, he lowered his voice weakly and said, "I'm sorry." ”
"It's okay. Xia Zhifei smiled at Xi Shaoxuan casually, but with a smile and a smile, her tears flowed.
She didn't want Xi Shaoxuan to see her lonely appearance, and she didn't want Xi Shaoxuan to see herself crying, so she looked up at the ceiling and said, "Shao Xuan, can you take a day off tomorrow? Just ask for a day, can you go to my parents' house tomorrow to pick up Zijin." ”
After speaking, she added: "It's too lonely to be alone at home, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear the loneliness." ”
After speaking, Xia Zhifei laughed self-deprecatingly, she couldn't bear the loneliness? What if she couldn't bear the loneliness? Could it be that she had just had a miscarriage and wanted to find someone to around again?
"Good. Xi Shaoxuan hurriedly agreed.
Wait a minute, bring Zijin back?!
Xi Shaoxuan suddenly realized the seriousness of the matter.
No, Zijin can't come back! Not only that, it's best that Xia Zhifei doesn't stay at home!
In the past, Xia Zhifei got off work later than herself, and at that time, he still had time to take a shower and wash clothes, so she would not find herself working as a plasterer on the construction site, but if their mother and daughter were at home in the future, this matter would soon be revealed, and the matter of her debts would not be hidden.
No, I can't sit still, let alone let this matter be revealed!
"Ahem...... Xi Shaoxuan coughed twice, he felt sorry for Xia Zhifei, but he still had to offend Xia Zhifei.
"Fei Fei, shall we discuss something?" Xi Shaoxuan looked at her with a pleading face.
"What's the matter?"
"You ......" Xi Shaoxuan looked at the expression on her face, and said cautiously, "Can you go back to your parents' house for a month?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Xia Zhifei's face changed.
"Why?" she asked.
"Because I'm working now, I don't have time to take care of you, and Zijin is so noisy, if you take the child over, you won't be able to take care of her, and it will affect your rest. ”
"So...... Can you go to your parents' house?"