Chapter 244: I Want to Hug You
"Alright, let's go out and talk. β
He was surprisingly easy to talk to.
Wen Wen had no time to find out what Lu Jingchuan had to do with this terrible place from the clues, she just wanted to escape as quickly as possible, and then wash away the bloody smell mixed with alcohol that was stained on her body at that moment.
In the quiet bar upstairs, Lu Jingchuan picked a normal private room and asked the waiter to serve her a glass of lemonade.
Lying on the table with a pale face, he raised his eyes to look at Lu Jingchuan for a long time, "What do you want to show me?"
Her voice was weak and her gaze glazed over, like a walking dead stripped of her soul.
"Those are the playthings. β
"I was just jokingβ"
"Warm, I have always regarded you as a lover and a future wife from beginning to end, so I don't allow you to say this, it's an insult to me, and it's also an insult to yourself. β
"Andβ"
An ugly smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Do you see clearly? How many ways do I make you obedient?"
"You're threatening me?"
"It's not a threat, it's just a statement. Lu Jingchuan's face did not change.
"Warmth, I'll never do that, you know that better than I do. But if I throw you in, it won't take an hour, and you'll be on your knees begging me to let you out. β
His tone was calm, without any hint of discrimination or insult.
Yes, in all fairness, in the territory of a demon who does not allow death, she would rather be tortured by Lu Jingchuan alone.
"Think about it with your brilliant mind that graduated from Purin, why did I take a shortcut, pretend to be stupid in front of you over and over again, and do ridiculous 'atonement' over and over again?"
"Because I love you, don't I?"
Wen Wen almost lost the ability to think, she covered her head that was so painful that she collapsed, and a pair of bloodshot eyes were still staring directly at Lu Jingchuan, waiting for him to give a reasonable explanation.
Why show her all this terrible thing?
Obviously, she is the victim, why is she threatened by him again and again and persecuted by him.
Tears crackled like beads of broken thread on the solid wood table.
"You look up at me. Lu Jingchuan's tone had a hint of command in his tone, and Ling Wen couldn't help but do what he said.
"I know what you're thinking, don't I coerce you now? Don't you have the right to refuse? Warmth, I can't imagine that such a ridiculous thing as a schoolboy will appear in your mind. β
"The weak eat the strong, survival of the fittest, natural selection, survival of the fittest. That's what you're most familiar with, isn't it? I'm just putting my rights in front of you. β
"I beg you to think about it, are you still the same you were?"
One sentence slammed into her mind, turning everything into a blank.
Is Lu Jingchuan saying that she has changed?
After countless brutal injuries to her, to say it's all her fault?
However, the next sentence brings the warmth back to reality.
"That's right, I'm not as a beast, so I'll spend each day of my life atonement for the sins I've committed, or whatever you want me to do, let me go to the nail board. β
"What about you? Warmth, you tell me where the proud warmth was? Immersed in the past and sadness every day, using my guilt, taking advantage of Xi Muzhi's unbearability, turning myself into a rice worm, right?"
"Tell me, 'I'm going to live like this for the rest of my life, I don't need you to take care of it'! I'll send you to Xi Muzhi now, and I won't disturb your life again in this life. β
"Because, you're not the person I'm looking for. β
Wen Wen raised her hand to cover her ears, but the phrase "You are not the person I was looking for" still echoed in her ears over and over again.
She seemed to vaguely understand what Lu Jingchuan meant.
For more than two long weeks, she didn't face anything on her own.
When she encounters someone she doesn't dare to face, she screams and asks Xi Muzhi for help; when she encounters a meal she doesn't like, she picks up the dishes and throws them on the ground; when she encounters a project that can't be handled, her first reaction is to be coquettish to Lu Jingchuan, and then cheat the contract into her hands.
When did she start to become so disgusting?
No, that's not her, it's notβ
She blamed Lu Jingchuan for treating her as a commodity, but it was obvious that she regarded herself as too cheap.
She cried even harder, her shoulders shaking violently.
"Warm," Lu Jingchuan softened his tone and spoke again.
"Anyone who is injured should have a time to heal themselves, but that doesn't include challenging the bottom line over and over again. β
"I can tolerate your willfulness, but I will not condone your depravity, because my bottom line is you. β
The bottom line......
She finally couldn't hold back and burst into tears.
The bartender at the front desk may have been taken aback, and the sound of the quilt falling upside down on the ground could be heard in the distance.
Lu Jingchuan's hand trembled slightly, and he forcefully hugged the warmth into his arms, his voice was hoarse, and he was a little choked.
"Look at the man in front of you, do you hate him, and if so, please cheer yourself up and let this bastard in front of you lose everything, okay?"
He stretched out a hand, on which faint traces of blood were faintly visible from the porcelain shards.
"Count me begging you, don't let me make a choice......" The warm cry collapsed and was aggrieved, she kept shaking her head and sobbing.
She was only less than ten centimeters close to Lu Jingchuan, and tears and snot were rubbing against him.
Lu Jingchuan helped her pin a strand of hair behind her ear and wiped the tears from her face, "Little fool, why are you crying?
In her blurred vision, she watched as a tear slipped down the corner of his eye.
In the middle of the night, she stretched out her right hand, and her slender and slender fingers interlocked with his.
"Lu Jingchuan, tell me, what else can I do......"
Re-got into Lu Jingchuan's car, and looked at the flowers and plants outside the window warmly, all kinds of storefronts, as if they were in a different world.
She didn't want to recall how naΓ―ve and capricious she was during this time, and just quietly watched the man driving in the driver's seat.
In the bottom of her heart, she finally had an accurate choice.
"When you're tired, sleep for a while. β
Red light, Lu Jingchuan took out a blanket from behind as if by magic and handed it to Nuan.
She was still a little uneasy.
"Back to the company orβ"
"Go home. Warmth closed his eyes and wrapped himself in a blanket to make rice dumplings.
Really scared?
Lu Jingchuan couldn't help but look at it warmly.
He originally just wanted to scare her, but accidentally, the emotions that had been stored in his heart for a long time forced him to say these words.
He didn't want to see her turn into the one she hated the most.
He, or the Lu family, can be her backing, she can retreat to the harbor of rest, but she can't charge for her.
After a few years, Wen Wen became a woman who was no different from countless noble ladies, and focusing on her husband and marriage would be his most defeat and regret.
The focus of her life should be herself.
"Lu Jingchuan. β
"Huh?"
"When I get home, I want to hug you. β