Chapter 96: Coming Home
Since her parents had an accident and Li Xinyuan moved to live with Zhuo Ziyuan, she has never returned home.
When I opened the door, there was a smell of dust, and they didn't cover the furniture with sheets or anything before they left, so there was a layer of dust everywhere on the table, on the appliances, on the sofa.
Li Xinyuan's eyes were very red, but she didn't cry, she suddenly felt that this home was far away from her, a little strange, and the dust sealed her memory.
Li Xinyuan found a rag and began to clean it, as the dust was wiped away, her memory became clearer, her father taught herself to paint, she taught Zhuo Ziyuan to paint, her mother taught her to play musical instruments and singing, and she taught Zhuo Ziyuan to read music and play the piano.
The scene of the parents' joy when they learned that their paintings won the award, the scene of the mother's hatred of iron and steel when they learned the guqin by themselves and failed, and the scene of the family eating quietly.
The memories of this scene, as the dust was wiped away, came like a tide, and unconsciously, Li Xinyuan was already in tears.
Zhuo Ziyuan just silently accompanied Li Xinyuan, cleaning up the room together, starting from the living room, cleaning up everywhere, cleaning up room by room, he was also a little sad, a little guilty, he thought of the question again, was his own appearance, it was the butterfly effect that led to the car accident of Li Guoqing and his wife.
If it weren't for his appearance, Li Xinyuan might not have been admitted to the same high school as herself, and Li Guoqing and his wife might not have accompanied Li Xinyuan to the city that day, and such a tragedy might not have happened.
However, thinking about this question now, it is completely impossible to find the answer, yes or no, what is the difference, isn't it your own reason, don't you care about Li Xinyuan, that's impossible.
What Zhuo Ziyuan can do now is to take care of Li Xinyuan, no matter what his future path is, he wants to make Li Xinyuan live a happy and happy life, and do whatever she wants, he has taken this responsibility for himself.
Zhuo Ziyuan saw Li Xinyuan's state, but he didn't comfort her, many things are not forgotten if you forget, everyone has seven emotions and six desires, and the affection of parents is not so easy to give up, a few words of comfort may play some role, but more importantly, it is important to be strong from the bottom of your heart and regain the motivation to live.
Who hasn't learned to be strong while being hurt?
At this time, Zhuo Ziyuan just chose to accompany her quietly, so that she could still rely on herself when she was sad.
Zhuo Ziyuan doesn't want Li Xinyuan to feel the same loneliness as himself, Li Xinyuan often dreams of his parents, why don't he dream of his daughter, Li Xinyuan still has his own to talk about and rely on, what about himself? Who can he tell about his loneliness?
I can only rely on those paintings to express my thoughts.
Zhuo Ziyuan sometimes even thinks about whether to maintain the previous marriage, but why is there any need to continue such a marriage, it is not fair to her. Zhuo Ziyuan knew that she was not happy after getting married, and she was tired of the kind of life, how could she give her happiness, this kind of mentality was impossible to adjust. And even if the original marriage is maintained, it must be that cute elf who was born, so let her live a good life in another time and space. Let your thoughts accompany you for a long time, so that you will never forget where you came from, and why should you care where you go.
The two of them cleaned very carefully, and after cleaning for a long time, Zhuo Ziyuan specially called his mother and said that if he didn't go back to eat at noon, just let them keep some.
Finally, they cleaned the study and took out the musical instruments left by Li Xinyuan's mother, they carefully wiped them, and Li Xinyuan practiced them one by one.
"Let's talk about it again, we may not have a chance to talk in this room again. Zhuo Ziyuan didn't want Li Xinyuan to be silent all the time.
"Hmm. Li Xinyuan answered and picked up the bamboo flute left by Li Xiaomei.
Zhuo Ziyuan also tuned the guqin.
The two slowly started the ensemble, Zhuo Ziyuan felt that this performance was different from the future, if the previous performance was said to be high-spirited on the rivers and lakes, then the current song has a little more gloom, maybe it can be said that the previous performance was on the rivers and lakes, but now it has been secluded in the countryside, reminiscing about the past.
This feeling is very small, I don't know if it's a relationship between the state of mind, or if it's really my piano skills that have been mixed with these emotions.
At the end of the song, Zhuo Ziyuan felt refreshed, and all the previous sentimentality was expressed along with the song.
Li Xinyuan also felt that she was resurrected again, she knew that her parents would still be a deep memory in her heart, but in the future, she and Zhuo Ziyuan needed to go to Xiaoao Jianghu Road together, and this road would be very long, very long.
"Brother Ziyuan, accompany me to worship my parents, okay?" Li Xinyuan looked at Zhuo Ziyuan and said seriously.
"Of course, but first we go home and eat, we can't go hungry. Zhuo Ziyuan said with a smile, he saw the light on Li Xinyuan's face, the light of hope. He knew that Li Xinyuan had taken another small step, and one day, Li Xinyuan would be able to face all this calmly.
"I'm really a little hungry, so let's go home and eat. Li Xinyuan said with a smile, and took the lead out of the study and out of the house.
Zhuo Ziyuan also happily followed behind, that lively and lovely girl, it shouldn't take too long to come back.
At this time, it was already more than 1 o'clock in the afternoon, and while walking on the road, Zhuo Ziyuan received a call from Lu Tao, and he had already investigated the relevant information.
"Mr. Zhuo, I have already found out, at present, I am afraid that we have no way to register security companies and investigation offices, and the state does not allow private individuals to establish such companies. Lu Tao said on the phone
"Oh, tell me, what the problem is. ”
"The security company must be established by the Ministry of Public Security, supervised by them, and the company's business direction is very strict, and the person in charge of the company must go through a strict review, we do not have a certain background, it is impossible to establish a security company. As for the firm, the state does not allow such a firm to be registered, and the existing ones have existed a long time ago, and there are some people who sell dog meat on the head of a sheep, and we have to register, there is no possibility. ”
"That's a bit of a problem. Zhuo Ziyuan pondered.
"Mr. Zhuo, I think, we are a bit of a bull, we want to achieve the goal you want, we don't have to establish such a company, we can set up a security department under the Wanjia convenience store chain, any company to set up a security department will not be organized, as long as we don't make a profit. Lu Tao suggested on the other end of the phone, obviously, after knowing that he could not establish a company, he also considered countermeasures.
Zhuo Ziyuan patted his head, "Yes, why do you have to establish a company, just set up a security department, you are really a person who wakes up in a dream, just do it." ”
made up his mind, Zhuo Ziyuan was going home to discuss this matter with Zhao Qiang.
Zhuo's father has also returned, and the family has nothing to do, Zhuo's father and Zhao Qiang did not stay at home, and Zhao Qiang did not come often, he generally did not live in Zhuo Ziyuan's house, but would go back to his own house.
They are visiting now, Zhuo's father is already familiar with some merchants in the town, often visiting the door, and some stores are often not patronized, such as furniture stores or something, so they also go to the door to chat and fart, and sometimes play cards or something.
Men always like to wander around, which Zhuo Ziyuan doesn't like and is not good at.
Zhuo Ziyuan and Li Xinyuan were eating the meals that Zhuo's mother and Zhao Lan had helped to heat, Zhao Lan was doing winter vacation homework on the other side of the table, Zhuo's mother was still busy in the back, Zhuo Ziyuan sometimes couldn't figure it out, was there so much to do at home, and it always felt like my mother was busy.
"Lan'er, how are the results of the final exam this time?" Seeing Zhao Lan doing his homework, Zhuo Ziyuan suddenly realized that he had never cared about Zhao Lan's study before, and when he thought of this today, he asked.
"Okay, 18 students in the class. Zhao Lan raised his head and replied happily.
"You're quite happy to get 18 places in the exam?" Zhuo Ziyuan quipped.
"Yes, there are 25 students in the midterm exam, so much progress. Zhao Lan said with a smug face.
Zhuo Ziyuan felt that there were crows flying over his head, and he took the class 18, you can still be so happy, and you are also convinced, if you continue like this, if you maintain such a term, it is a question of whether you can be admitted to the university.
In this era, going to college is quite rare for rural areas, Zhuo Ziyuan remembered that in the village, he was the only one in his generation to go to college, and he was also the first college student in the village.
However, Zhao Lan is only in the 5th grade now, and the living conditions and educational conditions are much stronger than her before, as long as she is willing to work hard and work hard, there should be no problem.
"Your sister Yuan'er and I are both in the top three in the class in school, you have to work hard for such grades, and you will go to college in the future. Zhuo Ziyuan hit her.
"I know my brother and sister are very good at school, so can you tutor me, some teachers have talked about it, I don't really understand, and I don't dare to ask the teacher. Zhao Lan looked at Zhuo Ziyuan expectantly.
"Yes, this winter vacation, we are all living at home, if you have any problems, just look for Yuan'er, Yuan'er, Lan'er's counseling will be handed over to you. Zhuo Ziyuan is going to find something to do for Li Xinyuan.
"No problem, I'll be a teacher again. Li Xinyuan said with a smile.
"Sister Yuan'er has also tutored people before?" Zhao Lan asked curiously.
"Well, I was a teacher for Brother Ziyuan, and I taught him painting and piano at the beginning. Li Xinyuan said proudly.
"Really, Sister Yuan'er is so powerful, can you teach me. "Zhao Lan hit the snake with the stick.
"No problem, but first, your academic performance needs to be able to improve. Let me tell you, when I taught Brother Ziyuan at that time, Brother Ziyuan was ......."
Li Xinyuan told Zhao Lan about the past, and Zhao Lan also listened carefully, and laughed when he talked about the fun places.
Zhuo Ziyuan looked at Li Xinyuan's cheerful appearance, and he was very happy, and he didn't mind being teased by them.