Chapter 117: Heart Knot

Yang Jingxing opened the door and let Tao Meng sit heavily on the co-pilot, he closed the door lightly, went over to get in the car and looked at Tao Meng: "Let's discuss." ”

"You say. Tao Meng hugged the bag on his chest with both hands.

Yang Jingxing said: "Generally speaking, for a man and a woman to develop a relationship, the first thing is to meet. We're meeting in September '04, right?"

Tao Meng recalled: "Anyway, it was those days. ”

Yang Jingxing said: "It should be the fourth, Saturday." You were wearing a red dress that day, you weren't as tall as you are now, your hair was shorter than you are now, and your figure wasn't as good as it is now. ”

Tao Meng retaliated: "You are not as tall as you are now." ”

Yang Jingxing smiled: "That day, I learned that this good-looking girl is called Tao Meng, who likes to draw and music......"

Tao Meng was not happy: "Your tone is normal!"

Yang Jingxing said: "But your face was a little fatter at that time than now. ”

Tao Meng protested: "That's not fat, you don't know baby fat?!"

Yang Jingxing said: "Anyway, it's cute, that's to meet." ”

Tao Meng asked, "And then?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Then you became the representative of the English department, and the first time you called out my name was when you received homework, I gave you the homework book, and we knew each other." ”

Tao Meng can also remember: "At that time, you sat in the back, the same as Shao Lei." ”

Yang Jingxing is sensitive: "Do you remember him or me?"

Tao Meng smiled: "Stingy, I just remember that you two are the highest." ”

Yang Jingxing didn't pursue it anymore, and continued: "In the first week of music class, Mr. Hu asked the students to perform voluntarily, and you played "Let's Swing the Sculls". ”

Tao Meng was dissatisfied: "You said this. ”

Yang Jingxing said: "This is the key point. Originally, I was very unhappy during that time, and I didn't want to study in Shangpu at all, but after listening to you play the piano, my thoughts were a little complicated. ”

Tao Meng leaned forward and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yang Jingxing said: "At that time, I really realized that I had entered a school...... Paradoxically, on the one hand, I feel that we are both students, and we are not so far apart from each other. On the other hand, I have a little low self-esteem and feel that the distance is even greater. ”

Tao Meng smiled, but quickly reined in and became serious: "What's so inferiority in this." ”

Yang Jingxing said: "I have never had inferiority complex since I was a child, it was the first time, and it was the first time I felt that a girl was so beautiful. ”

"So what?" Tao Meng entered the play.

Yang Jingxing smiled: "That's why I didn't applaud you at the time." ”

Tao Meng immediately changed his expression: "What are you for!?"

Yang Jingxing is still angry when he thinks about it now: "Because I think you are showing off." ”

"How can I have!" Tao Meng, who was wronged, made a bitter face.

Yang Jingxing hurriedly said: "This is a misunderstanding, but I don't hate you, because you have the capital to show off." ”

Tao Meng said: "I'm not the only one who plays ......"

Yang Jingxing said: "But only your song touched me, and I remember it the most." ”

"Then you still think I'm showing off!" Tao Meng was very aggrieved.

"So I'm conflicted. Yang Jingxing adjusted the direction of the air conditioner and continued: "At this time, even if the understanding has deepened. ”

"But it's wrong!" Tao Meng was anxious.

Yang Jingxing said: "The mistakes are only a small part, and overall my first impression of you is still very good. ”

Tao Meng looked at Yang Jingxing: "At that time, my first impression of you was your appearance, and then I felt that you might not like to study and were not enthusiastic about your classmates." ”

Yang Jingxing smiled: "Yours is correct." Although we didn't say a few words in the whole freshman year of high school, I slowly found out that you are not a girl who likes to show off, you are enthusiastic about your classmates, you are serious about your work, and you are serious about studying. ”

Tao Meng asked, "Then what do you do to Ren Chuyu?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Good-looking...... That's all?"

Tao Meng asked again: "What about Jiang Jing?"

Yang Jingxing said: "It's also good-looking, I like to jump around in the classroom, it's annoying!"

Tao Meng said: "She was like that in junior high school. ”

Yang Jingxing continued to recall: "When I came home from winter vacation, they asked me if I knew a girl, and I said no, but I remembered you. ”

Tao Meng thought for a while: "You didn't have any time with Ren Chuyu at that time. ”

Yang Jingxing explained: "But this shows that I want to know you a little more." Life will keep meeting all kinds of people, but there are few that you want to get to know seriously. ”

Tao Meng doubted: "But then you didn't do well." ”

Yang Jingxing said: "No chance, just like if you see a very handsome and handsome boy on the road, you won't take the initiative to speak." ”

Tao Meng hurriedly said: "I don't want to know ...... at all I don't like the way you look!"

Yang Jingxing smiled: "I'm making an analogy, this is like a pyramid, the bottom is everyone I know, there are many, many people, but at the next level, there may only be half of those who can be said to have a basic understanding." ”

Tao Meng nodded in agreement.

Yang Jingxing continued: "But it is only a basic understanding, most of the classmates are like this, knowing each other's academic performance, what friends they have, and so on, and meeting to say hello. And then the next level is to contact more ordinary friends, such as me and Cao Ayalan. ”

Tao Meng judged for a while and then nodded: "You are ordinary friends." ”

Yang Jingxing said: "At this time, I have a little more details, and I know a little bit about each other's general personalities, what hobbies they have, what kind of family environment they have." ”

Tao Meng agreed: "Yes." ”

Yang Jingxing said: "The next thing is to contact more friends, and I will talk when there is something to do, and occasionally know the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the other party, such as me and Ren Chuyu at that time." ”

Tao Meng looked at Yang Jingxing: "You may be like this to her." ”

Yang Jingxing said: "Next, they are closer friends, they can really be regarded as friends, they know each other better, and there is no politeness between each other, just like you at the same table in the third year of high school." ”

Tao Meng asked, "When is the third year of high school?"

Yang Jingxing said: "In the first half of last semester, when we would help each other, you occasionally hated me and forbade me to change my pen...... Being able to tell the other person directly what to do with him is a big step forward in the friendship. ”

Tao Meng nodded: "I won't say that to other students." ”

Yang Jingxing was proud: "There are relatively few such friends, and they also have a certain status in each other's minds, especially friends of the opposite sex, I think they can be called goodwill." ”

Tao Meng asked, "When did you have a crush on me?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I obviously feel that I have been secretly happy for a long time on the night I shared the table with you, which also shows that I have long wanted to share the table with you...... Actually, I'd love to be at the same table with you as soon as I entered the school. ”

Tao Meng understood: "But these two are not the same......

Yang Jingxing nodded: "Yes, if you just enter the school, you just want to have a beautiful tablemate, and in the third year of high school, you just want to share a table with Mengmeng." ”

Tao Meng smiled, and twisted his body to look at Yang Jingxing: "Then what?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Although they are friends of the opposite sex, friendship is still dominant at this time, as a friend, I will hope that the other party will be happier, have better academic performance, and be admitted to a good university...... In short, I hope that each other will be happy. ”

"And then?" Tao Meng moved the bag that was in the way to the other side.

Yang Jingxing said: "Then there will be more and more exchanges with each other, and there will be more and more time together, and suddenly one day, one person will want to personally try to give happiness to another person, or happiness with her, I think this is love." ”

"So fast. Tao Meng was a little dissatisfied, and asked again: "When?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I don't know the way, anyway, that's it." ”

Tao Meng thought for a while and said, "Then I won't ask, but there are still questions." ”

Yang Jingxing was stern: "Ask." ”

Tao Meng's head was biased, and he wanted to see Yang Jingxing's two eyes clearly, and asked, "What about Yu Xinting, to what extent?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I hope her piano level can be improved to the next level, make a good boyfriend, and be happy." ”

Tao Meng was dissatisfied: "It's so high!"

Yang Jingxing said: "It's not high at all, and there is still a long way to go from your level." ”

Tao Meng asked again: "What about Du Ling?"

Yang Jingxing said: "It's all about the same, and Lu Lin and them, I hope these friends will be happy in the future." ”

Tao Meng thought for a while, and suddenly became deep: "I still have a question I want to ask, you are not allowed to be angry." ”

Yang Jingxing said: "I promise you. ”

Tao Meng sat upright and pondered for a while before speaking: "It's when you were in junior high school." ”

Yang Jingxing smiled: "I thought it was nothing, let's put it this way, the bits and pieces of life, whether sweet or bitter, are actually worth recalling and cherishing, but I hope that experience has never happened." ”

Tao Meng didn't think so simply, lowered her eyes and asked, "What's that girl's name?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Liu Sha, we are in the same grade, and we don't have a class. ”

Tao Meng asked, "How did you meet?"

Yang Jingxing smiled: "One morning when we got out of school, we walked together, and I didn't speak before. ”

Tao Meng continued to ask, "How did we come together?" and his expression was as low as if he had made a mistake.

Yang Jingxing said: "It's just that I met, say hello." ”

Tao Meng asked knowingly, "Do you remember?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I probably remember. ”

Tao Meng was silent for a while and continued: "How long have you been together?"

Yang Jingxing said: "A few months, almost a semester. ”

"Do you like her?" Tao Meng's eyes began to redden.

"I don't think this question makes sense to us. ”

"I want you to answer!" Tao Meng whispered, his eyes already wet.

"Okay. Yang Jingxing compromised, "At that time, I liked it." ”

"Are you sad after separation?" Tao Meng's tears fell very crisply this time, his face was expressionless, and his lips and chin did not tremble.

Yang Jingxing nodded: "It's uncomfortable for a while." ”

Tao Meng was like a cannon: "Where is she now?"

Yang Jingxing said: "I heard that I studied in Quhang. ”

"Have you met?" Tao Meng's tears fell one by one.

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "No." Take a tissue to help Tao Meng wipe her tears.

Tao Meng was motionless: "Do you want to see it?"

"I don't want to. Yang Jingxing gently wiped Tao Meng's tears like broken beads, and said, "What else, you can finish asking at one time." ”

"Do you miss her?" Tao Meng was really unkind.

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "No." ”

"If those things hadn't happened, would you have been together forever?" Tao Meng was sad as if she was the person concerned.

Yang Jingxing changed a tissue very calmly: "I don't know what to do." ”

Tao Meng continued to guess: "If you don't come to Puhai to study. ”

Yang Jingxing said: "It won't be good, there are no ifs in this world." ”

Tao Meng changed his words: "What would happen to you if you met?"

Yang Jingxing said: "Say hello." ”

Tao Meng asked again: "Does she like you?"

Yang Jingxing shook his head: "I don't know what to do." ”

Tao Meng changed his way: "Was she sad at that time?"

Yang Jingxing still replied: "I don't know what to do." ”

Tao Meng closed her eyes vigorously and opened them again: "If you can do it all over again, do you want to continue to be with her?"

Yang Jingxing said: "If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't know her, and I went to Shangpu in junior high school." ”

Tao Meng twitched and whined: "But...... You've already had someone else in mind. ”

Yang Jingxing asked, "You dislike me?"

Tao Meng shook her head while crying. Yang Jingxing raised his hand, gently hugged Tao Meng's shoulders from behind, leaned over with his upper body, and used a difficult posture to make Tao Meng's head rest comfortably against his chest through the brakes.

Holding it gently like this, Yang Jingxing didn't say anything, making Tao Meng cry. Tao Meng choked quietly at first, whined loudly after a while, and then depressed for a while, but soon whined harder.

After a few minutes, Tao Meng's hand also climbed onto Yang Jingxing's back, and then her head also twisted, Yang Jingxing could feel the heat on his shoulders through his clothes when he was buried, Yang Jingxing's chin and neck could feel the moisture when he was tilted, and occasionally Tao Meng's hair was still rubbing and sliding on Yang Jingxing's neck.

But Yang Jingxing didn't do anything, and let Tao Meng cry and cry. Ten minutes later, Tao Meng seemed to have really stopped, Yang Jingxing gently stretched her away, wiped the tears on her face, looked at the reddish eyes and said: "I don't want to say it, but I still tell you, I don't have any nostalgia for that so-called relationship, I used to be angry with her and her family, I don't want to see her again, I don't want to hear anything from her, I don't want to bless her or curse her, every time Zhang Yang Duling talks about it, I really hope nothing has happened...... But I'm calm now, I'm willing to bless her, I don't hate her family anymore, and I'm not afraid to see her anymore, because of you. ”

Tao Meng's jaw trembled, her mouth opened, and she cried louder this time. Yang Jingxing hurriedly hugged him again, making Tao Meng cry for a few more minutes.

This time, Tao Meng himself left Yang Jingxing's chest, and his hand still rested on his waist. The faces of the two were quite close, and although Tao Meng was still twitching, he could speak smoothly: "I have a proposal...... We all forget about it cleanly, and never think about it again, okay. The breath sprayed and blew on Yang Jingxing's face.

Yang Jingxing nodded: "Okay." ”

Tao Meng leaned on Yang Jingxing's shoulder again and continued to whine. After a while, the crying stopped abruptly, and Tao Meng left Yang Jingxing's body again, rummaging through her bag: "I want to listen to the CD." ”

After the CD was put in and the music of "Blooming" sounded, Yang Jingxing wiped Tao Meng's chin and neck again. Tao Meng did it herself, then took a deep breath and said, "Go back and take a bath, I will also wash my face." "Although the voice is slightly crying, it is much better than before.