In September, the autumn tigers are still very hot. Anna also went back to school, I have no intention of repeating my studies, my grandmother's feet have been cultivated for a period of time, although there is a good improvement, but my grandmother is old, she can no longer undertake any physical work.

Even if you accept charitable donations from well-wishers in the factory, this is not a long-term solution, and people are under the roof and sometimes have to bow their heads. I don't want my grandmother to work all her life and then look down at other people's eyes.

The so-called Roman road can be led by all roads, and repetition is not the only way.

Therefore, I plan to communicate and discuss this matter with my grandmother.

I woke up early on Saturday morning and prepared a few delicious side dishes.

After the meal, while helping my grandmother press her feet, I thought about sitting down with her for a serious talk.

While sandwiching the braised pork into the bowl outside, he said very seriously: "Grandma, there is a company called Xingchen International Media, they are about to recruit a group of trainees, and I plan to sign up." ”

"Duoduo, how can you not go to repeat it, it's a pity that you have the only way out if you don't read," Grandma looked anxious.

"Grandma, don't worry, I won't give up on learning, even if I work as a nurse outside, I can still study on my own with one of my own learning foundations, and then I can also take the college entrance examination next year. I'm not small, I should also make some contributions to the family, you see this time I am not working outside, but also earn a lot of expenses, and now as a trainee, if I am selected to participate in the training, the company will give each trainee a basic living security fee, do not have to pay tuition, will provide three meals a day, including accommodation arrangements. Just like a stage actor, if the opportunity is ripe, if you only go to the system like an actor. ”

"What do you mean by a trainee?" Grandma still didn't understand.

"The so-called trainees are preparatory students, after entering the Metro International Media Company, they will officially receive formal and systematic training, and the company will have a very systematic learning, and then they will become artists in the future, that is, actors. ”

Grandma's brows furrowed slightly, and she looked dazed, "Duoduo, do you mean that you want to be a star in the future?"

"It's an actor, grandmother. I explained seriously, "Being an actor is actually a job, just like the job of ordinary people." ”

Grandma was even more restless when she heard this, "Duoduo, you have to think about it seriously, there are so many news outside, all say this is not good and that is not good, what bad news is this, what is tax evasion, anyway, all in all, many things seem to have no freedom in life, and the freedom of life seems to be exposed in front of the public, is this kind of life really what you want? And there are many things you can't think of, what if you can't get more help?" I also heard that I had to eat with the director to get the opportunity to shoot actors, and I also heard that I had to eat with them and drink with them...... They don't seem to have a very good reputation in society......"

I can understand my grandmother's earnestness, because it is true that people nowadays have an understanding of this, and they all think that many of them can only receive some dramas because of an unspoken rule.

The kind of thing my grandmother said was really real, but I still wanted to stick to it.

"Grandma," I said, holding my grandmother's hand, "this company is very formal, and it is also quite protective of artists, and it is a large and regular entertainment company. They are also a publicly traded company. And they not only have actors, but also a lot of positions, such as production, photography, agency, maybe I can do something else. ”

"Duoduo, why don't you think about it again?"

I showed a very sincere smile to my grandmother, "Grandma, I just want to be an actor, I just want to like acting, I will definitely clean myself and get out of the mud." Those girls who want to be famous are easy to be taken advantage of by others. I assure you that if anyone tries to do this, they will not hesitate to quit, okay?"

"Although that's right, sometimes in this society, it's hard to draw skin and tigers, and you don't know your heart, but who can say for sure, will there be any changes at that time?" Grandma is still worried, "When grandma recovers from her illness, I can go outside to do things again, I heard that our house may be demolished at the end of today, and we are not short of this money." ”

"Grandma, they all say it's not to make money, it's a decent job," I looked at my grandmother very sincerely, "Duoduo really likes acting, this is also one of my dreams since I was a child, Xingchen International Media rarely trains trainees, this is their first bold attempt, they will definitely put good resources into this area, the opportunity is rare, I want to fight, grandma, I promise you, if I am not selected for their trainees this time, I will definitely listen to grandma." ”

"Didn't you always want to go to HKU?"

"Grandma, I have figured it out now, is it a problem for me to retake the 981 university in China with my scores and foundation, but I now feel that I have a career that I like more. I'm grown up now, even if it's self-study this year, I can be sure that I can pass the exam, grandma, you have a good rest, the sky can't fall, all roads lead to Beijing, I will work hard, grandma. ”

Grandma sighed softly, still anxious, "It's grandma who has caused you, and the poor children are in charge of the house early." ”

"No, grandmother, don't say that, if you hadn't worked hard to pull me up, how could I have such a beautiful flower today. "I try to be as relaxed as possible.

Grandma sighed, "You girl has been very assertive since she was a child, and it seems that even ten cows can't pull you back now." If you really want to persevere, if this is really your dream, then let it go and fight. Grandma can do so much for you, and grandma will definitely be your strong backing behind you. ”

"Thank you, Grandma!" I said with a sour nose and hugged my grandmother.

"Good boy. ”

I feel really happy and happy, after I was reborn, this family relationship was not easy to come by, I secretly swore in my heart, no matter what kind of future I will get in the future, and no matter what situation I will develop in the future, I will definitely repay my grandmother and repay her for this hard-won parenting grace.

I have lived for 26 years, and until today, my biggest realization now is that I can't be too persistent, and I must stick to what I like.

Everything is to be divided into two.

The vast majority of people subjectively are: I, what I want, what will I do, what I want to do, I just want to do this...... No matter what kind of person you face at any time, the first idea of starting point is always the first to express and affirm yourself. Someone goes against my will, or if my current idea cannot be realized in private, I will be wronged immediately.

That's when I was too compromised.

I didn't break this until today.

You have to fight for everything.

In the past, I didn't need to pay attention to nine times out of ten in the world, and at that time, Chen Jiayang would definitely take care of me in all aspects, and many things seemed to me to be indifferent, so I would be deceived.

So I thought about it, I have to do what I want in this life.

I didn't go to Casablanca today, but I want to relax my body and mind before going to the Stars International Media Interview tomorrow.

Luckily, there's one thing in this world that I can enjoy, and that's music. Lie down on the small sofa in the room, turn on the MP3, and let the sound of the water piano flow through the room.

This is a habit I once developed when I was young, even after my marriage to Chen Jiayang. Every morning when you open your eyes, the first thing you do is turn on the stereo, and then in the room full of music is a new day, dressing, washing, breakfast, from the pastoral folk Yeste

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e want to listen to all popular Internet celebrity songs.

It's really strange in the world, and the hobbies that I kept in my previous life are still there today.

Every night after I was reborn, it was also timed to sleep with music in the dark.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling screens, a light rain was falling. The weather in September is the rainy season, and the taste of memory is quietly brought out by the chorus and music, a little lingering, but more so, full of sadness with nowhere to hide.

Really, if everything could be done all over again.

Tomorrow, I will step back into my former territory.

......

Star International Media's autumn audition, this event plan was planned by me and my team last year, unfortunately, this event has not had time to start I ove

Finish.

Now that he is promoting it in various media with great fanfare, it seems that Chen Jiayang did not cancel this event because of my planning, but it can be regarded as his dedication to the company.

This autumn draft mainly opens a wide door for those students in film and television schools, and also uses another platform for those children who failed the college entrance examination.

I picked up a form at the front desk and followed the direction of the arrow to the waiting hall.

All the faces are teenagers of the same age as me, handsome men and beautiful women, each teenager is filled with the atmosphere of youth and enthusiasm, everyone comes here with the dream of being a star, accepting challenges and being challenged, all in order to find a brightly lit stage, on the road to the bright road, it seems that everyone is full of confidence.

Some of the teenagers are even talking about it.

"Handsome guys, if I can sign a contract with the company, doesn't it mean that I can go to the Mediterranean every year to bask in the sun?"

"Brother, you think too much, at most, it's almost enough to let you go on vacation in Sanya every year. ”

"In my first play, I'm really looking forward to playing against Andy Lau. ”

"Haven't we been selected yet?"

"Haha......"