Chapter 221: Calm Down
The voice is very soft, and the eyes are very melancholy-
Taiwei suddenly realized that she had forgotten everything.
What he said to himself, she can't remember anything now.
Outside the window, the snow was falling, and it was not yet white.
Her palms were wet and cold, just like those words that had been lost in the long river of time. It was too long for her to remember the look in his eyes, the voice of his voice, but she forgot what he said.
Tai Wei closed her palm, withdrew her hand from the window, and let the water beads slip between her fingers.
The mother took a handkerchief to wipe it, held her hand and said, "I don't know what kind of snow I pick up with my hands, I really don't know how cold it is." ”
Tai smiled and shook his head.
Jiang Shi took a closer look at the lines of her palm.
Although she can't read faces, she has heard two sentences. Taiwei's palmistry, no matter how you look at it, is a long-lived and wealthy appearance. The fortune teller said it well, but in the end, her daughter was even shorter than her.
What longevity, wealth, peace and well-being, are all fake.
Wandering and dying young, it is true.
Jiang gently shook his daughter's hand.
"Have you heard that your father is going to arrange for your aunt and grandmother and mother and son to live outside the house?"
Taiwei was slightly stunned when she heard this: "Really?"
Jiang Shi nodded and smiled: "The old lady is unwilling, I'm afraid I'm really going to get sick." ”
Too lazy leaned on her mother's shoulder: "I didn't expect him to kick people out." ”
Jiang said: "My aunt and grandmother have lived in her mother's house with her children for more than ten years, and suddenly want to go out to live alone, and I must not be willing. ”
Taiwei smiled contemptuously: "She pointed out that the Qi family has no son, so that her son will inherit the family business in the future, of course she is not willing to leave Jingningbo Mansion." ”
Jiang touched her head.
The black hair was scattered and smooth as water.
"Ding'an, that kid, is not a responsible person. ”
Taiwei stretched out his hand, touched a piece of pastry, stuffed it into his mouth and chewed it: "Father knows about Zhou Ding'an." ”
Jiang Shi was stunned for a moment: "What's the matter?"
After asking, she suddenly came to her senses, and her face immediately changed.
"He knows that the old lady is going to marry you to Zhou Ding'an?"
Taiwei wiped the crumbs from his mouth and stretched: "I told him." ”
Jiang Shi was surprised: "He actually believed it?"
Taiwei pointed to her face and laughed: "With my honest face, what is not true?" What's more, what she said was the truth.
"Some things are true, and they sound fake. Jiang Shi looked at her helplessly, "It's too bizarre, it's really not going to come up." ”
Taiwei smiled undiminishedly: "Since he wants his aunt to move out of Jingningbo Mansion, he naturally really believes it." ”
Judging from what she knew about her father recently, he just didn't believe it all, and at least he took what she said to heart.
Taiwei approached her mother, reached out to hug her, and leaned into her arms like when she was a child: "Don't worry, he didn't think I was crazy. ”
Jiang smiled bitterly: "If it weren't for me, but if I made a fuss like that, you would be fine, and others would think you were crazy." ”
Taiwei was calmer than her, and thought more deeply than her: "If you think about it carefully, what your father said to you really didn't take it seriously at all?"
"In your dreams, he didn't bow down, did he?"
"He later made a very different choice, and I am afraid that even he himself could not be sure that this choice had anything to do with what you said. ”
Taiwei looked into her mother's eyes and said in a calm tone: "Nine times out of ten, he heard those words of yours. ”
When Jiang Shi heard this, a strange color slowly appeared on his face.
It seems to be joy, it seems to be frightened, it seems to be surprised, and it seems to be at a loss.
Mixed emotions flowed on her face, and even her eyes became weird.
For a long time, she let out a long breath.
"It's me who is useless. ”
Taiwei was stunned.
Jiang Shi took a deep breath and continued, "If I could have been as calm as you are now, how could things have developed like that. ”
Taiwei understood and wanted to comfort her, but when the words came to her mouth, she didn't know where to start.
Mother's words, isn't that right?
Wasn't it because she wasn't calm enough?
But—
Calm is two words, easy to say, how difficult to do......
If she hadn't experienced what happened later, and suddenly woke up to find that everything had turned upside down, would she really be able to accept it calmly?
I'm afraid not.
At that time, my mother was just an ordinary woman, and she had never seen any wind and rain in her life.
The biggest pain I've ever encountered is probably my grandmother's dislike.
In addition, her life is calm and calm, and there are no twists and turns.
She's timid, she's weak.
She couldn't be more ordinary.
But like this, she fell into the abyss from heaven to earth overnight - after the ruin of the country and the death of her family, the loss of her husband, and the struggle to survive......
She collapsed, she couldn't calm down, what's wrong?
What's more, at that moment, she didn't collapse.
What really crushed her was the death of her daughter, the tragic image of the child she conceived and born in October, who was tortured to death in front of her.
Who can calm down after witnessing such a scene?
Taiwei gently patted her mother's back.
It's not like a daughter comforting her mother, it's like comforting a friend.
Sympathize with each other and empathize.
She sighed, "It's over." ”
Three words is everything.
One cannot always look back.
When I came, I stumbled and stumbled, and there was always something to regret. But even though the past will climb up on its own, if you can't look at it, you still don't look at it.
Taiwei didn't say anything more.
Jiang didn't speak again.
The wind outside gradually became quieter, but the sound of falling snow gradually became louder.
There are snow particles blown in by the wind.
Blown into too long hair, it looks like a white head.
Jiang Shi hurriedly got up and went to close the window, which was closed tightly. Turning around, the expression on her face had calmed down a lot. Back then, she couldn't be as calm as Taiwei now, but now she is much stronger than then.
She looked at Taiwei and suddenly said, "Your father has finally become a father recently." ”
Tai Wei smiled: "It's true that it's getting weirder." ”
Jiang said: "Weird is indeed weird......
She said, laughing, smiling but worried.
The center of the eyebrows was tightly wrinkled into a Sichuan character.
Taiwei stretched out his index finger and pointed at the Sichuan character, rubbed it and said, "Don't frown, it's time to wrinkle." ”
But as soon as the words came out, she regretted it.
This sounds familiar, and it is clear that her father has talked about her.
Subtly, she was used to him.
It's horrible.
Taiwei listened to her mother's sigh, sighed deeply, and couldn't help but say, "You are worried about this, but he doesn't care." ”
Jiang Shi thought about the days, shook his head and said: "Nonsense, how can he really not care at all, he just didn't tell you." ”
Taiwei glanced at the porcelain plate on the small table.
There were still two pieces of snack left on the plate, but she had no appetite to eat.