Chapter 42: Lu Xin's Change!
It is precisely because she thinks that she has seen through the warmth and coldness of the world, so she doesn't stick to her dreams like before, she Lu Xin already knows that some things are not persistent or have results.
Because of those special circumstances, Lu Xin has been very disappointed in his situation, but Lu Xin feels that he still has to live well, not to realize his dreams, at least to live happily and chicly.
It was precisely because of that accident that Lu Xin, a simple girl with a great future, became a girl who enjoyed life.
However, Lu Xin's nymphomaniac is just a mask for himself, used to hide that sad heart.
If she hadn't found new fun, Lu Xin would have been tired of the busy campus life of the school and hated the cookie-cutter learning mode.
It was also when he was becoming more and more disappointed in his studies that Lu Xin discovered an interesting thing, that is, every time he saw a handsome boy, his heart would beat so fast, and sometimes it would take several days to adjust.
At the beginning, Lu Xin was still a little embarrassed and rejected this feeling of herself, but slowly Lu Xin's mind changed, if only she could always have a beautiful man who made her heart move, so that her boring life could come to an end!
When the girl who was immersed in fantasy slowly saw those handsome young men, she also blushed from the beginning to the calm face at the back, and her heart was actually happy.
The girl stopped from watching from a distance at the beginning to then looked at each other, but unfortunately there was never a handsome male classmate who liked Lu Xin, which made Lu Xin uncomfortable, so she had to continue to look for the next target!
Slowly, the girl becomes a special nymphomaniac! At least that's how she behaves, and she is very eager to have a handsome boy to associate with.
In fact, in Lu Xin's heart, it doesn't matter if there is a young and beautiful man who likes him, the important thing is that he can like him alone, no matter whether his grades are good or bad, or whether he is beautiful or ugly, whether his family background is good or bad.
Lu Xin has always hoped that such a boy will chase after him, after all, even if such a boy is not handsome, he is absolutely sincere to himself, and he can be assured and bold to date without worrying about being hurt.
In fact, Lu Xin's heart has always been in a state of contradiction, on the one hand, he hopes that someone likes him, so that he can show off his ability in front of his classmates and show his affection.
On the other hand, Lu Xin is afraid that if there are really boys who like him, but others perform better than him in all aspects, then he is not worthy of others?
If people really like themselves, isn't it a drag on them if they agree to come down?
If people really don't like themselves, if they have a purpose, then what will they have that others can plot, and will they encounter danger at any time. If you do encounter such a situation, should you accept it or reject it?
If you refuse, will it hurt people's self-esteem, and it will be very embarrassing to meet in the future. If you accept it, will you be wronged to approach someone who doesn't like you and doesn't like yourself?
Lu Xin didn't know how many times he asked himself such a question, but in the end he didn't think about it, because it didn't make any sense to think about these things no matter how much he wanted.
Time passed quickly, and Lu Xin, who was immersed in the pursuit of short-term happiness and fun, felt that he was almost unable to find someone or something that could arouse his interest!
At this time, Lu Xin knew the news of Yang Tian's confession to Yan Qiuyu, to be honest, Lu Xin didn't think there was anything wrong with it at the beginning, wasn't it just an ordinary confession? What is there to make a fuss about.
But later, after carefully inquiring about Yang Tian, Lu Xin began to be shocked, it turned out that although Yang Tian was not very good-looking, he actually had such courage.
Although it seems to be a trivial thing in Lu Xin now, it is really an incredible thing for high school students who have not yet been out of society.
The usually little-known taciturn boy, like a stuffy gourd, does not drop the chain at all at a critical moment, and is very strong, and actually has such courage.
If it was just like this, Lu Xin wouldn't care about Yang Tian, what really made Yang Tian care was that this young man named Yang Tian actually liked that Yan Qiuyu for three years, which was really a difficult thing to stick to.
It was also after learning about such a thing that Lu Xin felt that Yang Tian was incredible. At the same time, Lu Xin's heart was also very envious of the woman named Yan Qiuyu.
After hearing about Yang Tian's failed confession, Lu Xin was more sympathetic to Yang Tian and dissatisfied with Yan Qiuyu. At the same time, Lu Xin's heart couldn't help but burn a glimmer of hope, and his eyes shone slightly.
This Yang Tian is really interesting. Such an interesting man, I also want to meet him.
That time I met Yang Tian for the first time outside the cafeteria, I don't know why, Lu Xin saw his own shadow on Yang Tian's body, at first Lu Xin thought it was his own illusion and didn't care.
When I saw Yang Tian that time, I was going to get to know Yang Tian, but in order to be less conspicuous and to leave a good impression on Yang Tian and himself, he left silently.
In fact, at that time, Lu Xin really wanted to rush up and get to know Yang Tian, but he was afraid that some people would point fingers at him and Yang Tian, and it might even be rumored that Yang Tian was looking for a new love.
This is not good for either himself or Yang Tian, so Lu Xin at that time naturally forcibly held back the excitement in his heart and slowly disappeared.
Although unwilling, Lu Xin also has his own plans. Lu Xin plans to have a chance encounter with Yang Tian this Friday afternoon, and he will definitely leave a good impression on Yang Tian at that time, and if he is lucky, he can become his boyfriend.
During the period of time when he was looking forward to meeting Yang Tian, he had heard all kinds of genius rumors about Yang Tian.
Because she wanted to be a girl before, Lu Xin naturally needed to know everything about the school. With the continuous understanding of Yang Tian, Lu Xin's heart couldn't help but be more shocked by Yang Tian, and he was more looking forward to a beautiful encounter with Yang Tian.
It's a pity that Lu Xin didn't calculate the existence of Du Xiaoqin.
In fact, it's no wonder that others are all because Lu Xin is immersed in the beautiful picture of meeting Yang Tian, and he doesn't know the latest news about Yang Tian at all, so he doesn't know about Du Xiaoqin!