After self-study, Li Mo, as usual, took advantage of the fact that the other classes had not yet finished school, and prepared to go to the cafeteria to eat first.

However, as soon as he walked out of the classroom, he bumped into Shi Zhengfei head-on.

"Shi Zhengfei, aren't you taking a professional class? Why did you leave class early?"

Shi Zhengfei was a little depressed, "Brother Mo, I'm not in a good state, the teacher asked me to leave class early." ”

Shi Zhengfei's physical education teacher is Yu Wei, and Li Mo doesn't have much of a good impression of this teacher.

Although Yu Wei pretended to be very good, Li Mo had emotions around him, Yu Wei took good care of him on the surface, but behind his back, he despised and despised things Li Mo still remembered in his heart.

Li Mo didn't expect Yu Wei to let him out of class in advance because Shi Zhengfei was not in a good state, which was not like Yu Wei's style.

"Teacher Yu is so good?" asked Li Mo tentatively.

"What a fart, he said I wasn't training seriously, and he was upset when he saw me, and told me to get out. ”

"Haha, this is Mr. Yu Wei's style!"

Shi Zhengfei said aggrievedly: "Brother Mo, you are still laughing, I am uncomfortable to death." ”

"What's wrong with you again?" Li Mo didn't expect this fat man to be so sick today.

"I'm hungry, you accompany me to dinner. "Fat people are 'spoiled'.

The corners of Li Mo's mouth twitched, "Brother, can you talk well, I'm a little unaccustomed to you like this." Are you possessed for the rest of your life?"

"Wow, it's uncomfortable! Brother Mo, what should I do if my parents are divorced, will they not want me anymore?"

Shi Zhengfei was teary-eyed, living like a girl.

"Let's go, go eat, talk while eating. ”

Li Mo took Shi Zhengfei straight to the window where he used to eat noodles.

The cute cashier girl looked ahead with her hands on her cheeks, and when Li Mo walked into the cafeteria, the cashier girl's eyes immediately lit up.

"Uncle Xie, two taels of plain noodles!"

The noodle cooker was smoking a cigarette, and when he heard the cashier girl say this, he wondered, "Didn't you just eat a steamed dish?"

"No, the guests are here. ”

"Okay!"

Uncle Xie extinguished the cigarette butt and began to prepare.

"Brother Mo, what are we going to eat? Why don't I treat you to stir-fried vegetables?"

Li Mo shook his head, "No, I'll take you to eat something delicious, it's cheap and delicious." The most important thing is that their somen noodles are also added with beef for free. ”

The fat man shrugged his face when he heard this, "Eat noodles?" I believe in you, Brother Mo!"

When he arrived at the cashier, Li Mo hadn't spoken yet, and the cashier girl was smiling and laughing, "Classmate, two or two plain noodles, right?"

Li Mo was stunned for a moment and nodded, "Little boss, do you know me?"

"Hehe, it's hard for you to know you like this, but you're a regular guest of our family. The cashier's voice was crisp, like a brass bell, "I saw you come in, so I asked my uncle to prepare it for you." ”

"Uncle Xie, are you ready?"

"Right now!"

Li Mo was a little embarrassed, "Thank you!"

"Hi, thanks what. The cashier girl shook her ponytail, lively and smart.

Li Mo scratched his head, "What, my classmates also have to order." ”

Li Mo said and pointed at Shi Zhengfei, never thinking that the fat man's eyes were staring at the girl up and down at this moment.

The cashier girl frowned slightly, "What do you want to eat?"

"Huh, just like Brother Mo's. ”

"Uncle Xie, let's have two more plain noodles. ”

After the cashier girl greeted her, the fat man Shi Zhengfei suddenly shouted: "Wait!"

"What?"

"I want half a catty, two taels are not enough to eat!"

Li Mo: ······

Cashier Girl: ······

"Uncle Xie, ..."

Uncle Xie wiped the sweat on his head and laughed: "I heard it, the young man has a good amount of food!"

Li Mo smiled speechlessly, "He has a lot of food." Little boss, how much are two servings of noodles?"

"4 pieces!"

Li Mo was about to give money, but the fat man Shi Zhengfei suddenly grabbed Li Mo's hand, "Brother Mo, what are you doing here? Look down on me Shi Zhengfei, don't you? How can you invite me? Beauty, take my money." ”

Shi Zhengfei said as he took out a five-yuan bill from below and slapped it on the desk.

The corner of the cashier's mouth twitched, but Shi Zhengfei's senses were finally a little better.

"Well, it's looking for your money. ”

The fat man waved his hand, "Don't look for it, it's a tip." ”

The cashier girl's forehead flashed with a black line, and she pretended to smile and said, "Thank you, guest officer." ”

Uncle Xie, who was cooking noodles, laughed directly when he saw this, "Little fat man, my old Xie has lived for most of his life, and you are the most interesting person I have ever met." ”

The fat man buckled the back of his head, embarrassed.

"Uncle, since I'm so cute, can you cook me one or two more noodles, I can make a grimace for you!"

"Look, a little ·····"

Shi Zhengfei said, really made a grimace, stuck out his tongue and kept slightly.

"Stinky fat man, saliva got in my face!" the cashier girl shouted, the whole person was shy and anxious.

Li Mo had no choice, so he hurriedly pulled Shi Zhengfei to find a place to sit down, so as not to 'embarrass him' here again.

"What's wrong with you now?" Li Mo asked first.

Shi Zhengfei let out a long sigh when he heard this, his fat face was full of sadness, Li Mo looked at it and wanted to laugh, but he held back.

"Brother Mo, do you want to hear about my family?"

Shi Zhengfei was rarely a little serious, and Li Mo also straightened his attitude, "Say it! I listen, although I can't guarantee that I can help you anything, I can guarantee that I will never tell anyone else what you tell me." ”

Li Mo has read a lot of books and knows that some people endure unspeakable pain because of their family environment.

In the traditional culture of China, what is paid attention to is the filial piety of the father and the son, and the family and everything is prosperous.

In such a cultural context, some people can only bear the damage at home.

Because if they say it, they may not get the understanding of others, but ridicule and judgment.

Mock the person who is not strong enough, and ridicule the person who is not filial enough.

After all, it doesn't hurt to stand and talk.

What? Do you have a pain in your back when you stand and talk? Congratulations, you probably have a little kidney deficiency, it is recommended to find an old Chinese medicine doctor to rejuvenate yourself, maybe you can be fierce again.

The fat man grabbed Li Mo's hand, "Thank you, Brother Mo! I know it's still you, I haven't even talked about Lan Zuoren's affairs in my family." ”

The corners of Li Mo's mouth twitched, can we not be so sensational?

"What's wrong with your family? It's normal for husbands and wives to quarrel. It's not normal to not quarrel. Your dad and mom might be together after a while. ”

Shi Zhengfei shook his head, and said in a somewhat sad tone: "Actually, they can't divorce, and I don't care if they get along or not." I'm just a little uncomfortable right now, and I feel like they've never loved me. ”

"Really, why do you say that?"

To be honest, Shi Zhengfei's words caught Li Mo a little off guard, after all, he had never felt fatherly love from his father Li Zhipeng since he was a child.

As for his mother, he had never seen him.

Shi Zhengfei was about to continue, but the cashier girl shouted at this time: "Hey, your face is ready." ”

"Talk while eating!"

Li Mo went to get noodles as he spoke, and Shi Zhengfei also followed.

As usual, the cashier girl added a piece of beef to Li Mo's bowl.

And Shi Zhengfei's bowl was nothing, a bowl of somen noodles with clear soup and little water, and oil stars visible to the naked eye floating on the surface.

"Why don't I have beef!"

The cashier girl blushed, glared at Shi Zhengfei and said, "You are so fat, what kind of beef do you eat? I'm doing this for your good." ”

Shi Zhengfei was confused when he heard this, "Thank you, thank you, you are such a good person! I will definitely lose weight in the future." ”

After a short episode, Li Mo and Shi Zhengfei continued to eat.

"Brother Mo, do you know why I'm so fat and my grades are so bad?"

Li Mo instigated a mouthful of noodles, "Why?"

"Because my parents didn't care about me since I was a child. My dad was a businessman and he was so busy that he didn't come home at night······"

When Li Mo heard this, he couldn't help but scold, I'm afraid this is not a serious businessman. But in front of Shi Zhengfei, he naturally didn't say this, but asked curiously:

"And then?"

"My mother doesn't care about me, she goes to play mahjong every day, and she doesn't come home until late every day.

At that time, I had just started elementary school, my grandfather had passed away early, and my grandmother was the only one in the family to take care of me.

When I was in third grade, I came home from school and found my grandmother on the floor, and I was so scared that I called out to my grandmother a few times, but there was no response.

I thought my grandmother was dead, I was only eight years old at the time, and I was afraid of the dead and I was afraid of ghosts. I was so frightened that my feet went limp, and I lay on the ground and cried for a long, long time.

My family lived in a villa in the suburbs, and no one outside could hear me crying.

When I was able to move my feet and ran out into the street crying, a nearby neighbor came to ask me about my condition, and then I took my grandmother to the hospital.

But when I arrived at the hospital, my grandmother was really out of breath.

The doctor said that my grandmother had died of a heart attack, and that if she had been taken to the hospital earlier or taken fast-acting medicine, she might have survived.

Brother Mo, you know what? Since then I've always felt that my cowardice killed my grandmother, and I had nightmares every night. ”

Li Mo felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he didn't expect that he had always shown that it didn't matter what he had always been, and Shi Zhengfei, a fat man like a fool, had experienced such a thing.

His stupidity, his indifferent attitude, now seems like a layer of his own disguise.

Perhaps after experiencing such a self-reproachful thing, he put on a thick armor for himself.

But no one knows that under the thick armor, there is rotten flesh and heart.

"Shi Zhengfei, this has nothing to do with you. You don't have to blame yourself!"

Li Mo comforted him painlessly, even he knew that such a deep self-blame was not something that he Li Mo could make a person feel relieved by just saying a word.

Murder is fashionable and guilty, so how heart-rending pain should it be to think that a loved one died because of him?

Li Mo had not experienced it, and he could not feel the helplessness and fear that Shi Zhengfei had experienced.

Shi Zhengfei's eyes were a little red, and a bowl of noodles didn't move at all, "Yes, later, when I grew up, I told myself that my grandmother's death was not my fault, it was because my dad only knew how to work, and my mom only knew how to have fun." None of this has anything to do with me. I'm also a victim. ”

"You're hurt! But let him pass the past!"

At this time, Li Mo felt that it was so difficult to comfort a person, he thought that he had read a lot of books and understood a lot of truths.

But there are some things that you haven't experienced that you really haven't experienced.

"Woo woo, Brother Mo, I'm uncomfortable!"

When Shi Zhengfei said this, he finally couldn't help sobbing and crying.

Li Mo was in a hurry, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

At this time, the cashier girl frowned, with a dark face, holding a spoon in her hand, which was full of a spoonful of beef, and scolded Shi Zhengfei:

"What are you crying about, isn't it just that I didn't add beef to you? Take it, this is beef for you, cry again, be careful I beat you!"

The cashier girl shook her fist at Shi Zhengfei fiercely, and walked away in a huff.

Shi Zhengfei finally held back his crying, but squeezed out a smile on his face that was more ugly than crying.

"Thank you, you're such a nice guy!"