"I indirectly killed my mother......"

Su Xiaoning lay in Mo Shenyu's arms, and her voice was inevitably stained with a few traces of crying, "Over the years, the pressure in my heart has also been great......

"Zhexuan persuaded me every time that it was my mother's choice, and I didn't mean to ......"

"But I just can't convince myself......"

She closed her eyes, her face full of pain, "Your sister is in a similar situation to my mother, I went the extra mile when I operated on your sister...... So she succeeded. ”

"When my mother passed away five years ago, she told me not to blame myself, and she did it voluntarily. ”

"But I can't forgive myself...... Because I also thought of this step back then, but it was just ...... It's just that I hesitated, I'm afraid...... I was afraid that one more step would put my mother's life in danger. ”

"But that's the end of it...... Mom didn't hold ......."

Those pasts were all sealed in Su Xiaoning's memory, and she never dared to mention it to anyone.

In the first few years, every time she dreamed back in the middle of the night, she would cry and scream for her mother to wake up.

Later, she met the director of Qingcheng Hospital.

He told Su Xiaoning that the last thing a doctor should do is to perform surgery on his relatives that he is not completely sure of.

Because it will make people blame themselves for the rest of their lives.

It is precisely because of his words that Su Xiaoning is willing to work in Qingcheng Hospital.

Lin Ning's surgery was Su Xiaoning's lifelong guilt and wound.

And the reason why she wrote these in her paper was because Mo Fusheng's surgery was successful.

As a medical worker, Su Xiaoning hopes that more people will guide her on how to deal with this disease.

It's just that she didn't expect it...... This paper will become a weapon for Tantai Qingxuan to attack her.

It is precisely because she is aware of this matter that she has made a fuss about her again and again.

From the beginning of the insult that she did not dare to operate, to the current uncovering of her scars.

Tantai Qingxuan is destroying Su Xiaoning's dream and her life step by step.

Mo Shenyu hugged Su Xiaoning, and his big knuckled hands gently stroked her back, "It's okay, the original thing is over." ”

"If I were your mother, I would have made this choice. ”

Su Xiaoning's sobbing body paused slightly.

She looked up at the Ink Domain, "Why?"

"Because she, like me, knows that your heart is good. ”

Su Xiaoning looked at Mo Shenyu with those black grape-like eyes and didn't speak.

The man took a deep breath and kissed her on the lips, "Zhexuan told me that the operation you performed on your mother-in-law was not a whim. ”

"He said that you contacted many authoritative foreign experts on the Internet to inquire about the feasibility of this plan, and you accompanied your mother during the day, stayed up alone until three or four o'clock at night, and slept only four or five hours a day, and it took more than a month to complete this plan......

"Your original intention is that your loved ones will live longer and overcome their illness. ”

"Before you did this program, this condition had never been overcome. ”

The man held her face, "To put it mildly, even without your surgery, your mother would only be able to survive for a month." ”

"If I were her, I would have chosen to have you have this surgery as well. ”

"Rather than endure the pain, it's better to give it a go. ”

"Even if you're not a doctor with real combat experience, but you're my daughter, and I'm more willing to trust you than those professional doctors. ”

Su Xiaoning pursed her lips and looked at Mo Shenyu with teary eyes, "I know, I understand the truth......"

It's just that she really can't get over this hurdle in her heart.

When I think of my mother, it's because I ......

She couldn't help but blame herself and wanted to cry.

Seeing that she was still crying, Mo Shenyu could only pat her back helplessly, "If you really can't help it, just cry." ”

"Hmmm......"

Her tears were like a dam that had opened the floodgates, and they continued to fall on his sleeves.

Mo Shenyu hugged the woman's thin and small body, and there was a burst of distress in his heart.

Now she thinks back to what happened back then, she is so sad and sad......

When Lin Ning left five years ago, how fragile and confused should she be?

And at that time, he, the so-called man who loved her the most in the world, was not by her side......

The man hugged Su Xiaoning tightly in his arms, "I swear." ”

"In the future, I will be by your side for every important occasion in your life. ”

Su Xiaoning closed her eyes and nodded with a sob, "Hmm." ”

——————

Evening.

When Tang Yihan arrived at the ink house, Su Xiaoning's eyes were already red and swollen like peaches.

"Ink Sinking Domain!"

As soon as Tang Yihan, who rushed over in the dust, saw Su Xiaoning's appearance, he directly picked up the pillow on the sofa and smashed it towards Mo Shenyu, "This is what you promised me, I will take good care of her!?"

Mo Shenyu's big hand calmly took the pillow and put it on the sofa, "Come back so quickly." ”

"Nonsense!"

Tang Yihan rolled his eyes, "What has happened to the outside world?

"If it weren't for the company still having something to do, Zhinuan would have come back with me!"

Su Xiaoning sat on the sofa and cried all afternoon, her emotions had calmed down a lot, she looked at Tang Yihan, "Have you gone to find Zhinuan?"

"Of course!"

Tang Yihan pursed his lips, sat down on the sofa, took the teacup handed over by Sister-in-law Li and drank it, "I ran to find Zhinuan when I heard Mo Shenyu talk about Bai Youyou that day!"

Su Xiaoning frowned, glanced at Tang Yihan a little blankly, and then glanced at Mo Shenyu, "It has something to do with Bai Youyou?"

Why do you want to go to Zhinuan when you know about Bai Youyou?

What is the relationship between the two?

Mo Shenyu frowned, and threw a reproachful look at Tang Yihan.

Tang Yihan paused, and then began to play haha, "It's okay, it's okay, I saw Bai Youyou's circle of friends saying that Mo Shenyu was her boyfriend, so I was very angry and went to Zhinuan to complain." ”

Su Xiaoning: "......"

As for it?

But......

"Bai Youyou's circle of friends said that Shen Yu is her boyfriend?"

"How do you have a friend who is white and quiet?"

Tang Yihan: "......"

She scratched her head a little embarrassedly, "That, I don't have her friends, I saw it with Gu Senzhi's mobile phone." ”

Su Xiaoning frowned again, "You use Gu Senzhi's mobile phone...... Are you reconciled?"

Tang Yihan pursed his lips, he really didn't know how to explain.

In the end, she could only pick up her backpack and change the subject, "I went to Europe this time to see your father, and he asked me to bring you a lot of gifts!"

As she spoke, she picked up a USB flash drive, "Your dad said to let you see it yourself in the dead of night, and it is what he wants to say to you!"

Su Xiaoning pursed her lips and took it, "Did Dad say something about it?"

"It's about...... Your dissertation this time. ”

Tang Yihan took a deep breath, "Your father has already read the content of the paper, and he also knows which patient the failed case in your paper is." ”

"He asked me to tell you that you will always be the pride of him and your mother. ”