Chapter 193: Even If She Doesn't Love Him
"Enough! Enough! Don't talk about it anymore! I don't want to hear it!" Ji Yuxuan covered her ears, she knew that the facts were the facts.
But she still had a glimmer of hope, hoping that Mu Beichen would care about her.
She didn't go back for a night, he really didn't worry at all, he really didn't care at all?
She still clearly remembered that Gu Jinyan had a little thing, and he would be all kinds of uneasy, that time Gu Jinyan was kidnapped, he personally drove out overnight to find it.
Then isn't he worried about her accident?
He Zhengbin pulled Ji Yuxuan's hand away, "Xuanxuan, stop deceiving yourself." Let go of him, and you won't be so miserable. ”
"Let go, I have loved him for so many years, how can I say let him go, everything back then is engraved in my heart, I even bear that pain, why do I still have to let go after I have persisted for so many years? Is it because of Gu Jinyan's woman?" Ji Yuxuan yelled at He Zhengbin.
She knew that what He Zhengbin said was not wrong, she was deceiving herself, she had been trying hard to convince herself that as long as she was persistent enough, as long as she gave everything to him, Mu Beichen would always fall in love with her.
"What Mr. Namu is like to Miss Gu, don't you see it all?" If it were back then, he would definitely not persuade her like this, no matter what she did, he would support her unconditionally.
But five years later, he could clearly see that Mu Beichen was just like a responsibility to Ji Yuxuan, just because of Ji Yuying's relationship, and he had a responsibility that Ji Yuxuan couldn't let go, it was not love.
Perhaps, now Mu Beichen only has Gu Jinyan in his eyes, a woman who will not ask too much from him, but is willing to give everything to him.
"Hmph, what is Gu Jinyan? Can the woman of the Gu family really make Beichen tempted? If Beichen had a heart for her, he would have married her a long time ago, why let her be a lover who can't be on the stage without a name or a point?" Ji Yuxuan should be glad that Mu Beichen only has hatred for the Gu family now.
He Zhengbin looked at her, and then, he walked over and hugged her into his arms, "Xuanxuan, some things are just done once, if he knows about that, what do you think he will do to you?"
"No, he won't know, he'll never know. All the strength that Ji Yuxuan had just now collapsed at this moment.
She leaned on He Zhengbin's arms like this, feeling the warmth he brought her, he was the person she trusted the most, but she didn't love him.
I'm afraid that there is really no fate between the two of them.
"I'll help you, as long as you ask. He Zhengbin knew in his heart that even if Ji Yuxuan didn't love him, and in his life, his eyes and heart were all filled with her, and he couldn't tolerate other women.
Ji Yuxuan didn't say anything more, all she was thinking about at this time was Mu Beichen.
"I'll go back first. Ji Yuxuan pushed him away, "Last night, thank you for taking care of me." ”
He Zhengbin looked at her and smiled, "I'll send you." ”
As long as it is what she wants to do, he has never stopped him, just like she told him at the beginning, the person she loves in her heart is Mu Beichen, even if he will become her brother-in-law, she loves him, and he, she doesn't want to appear in front of Mu Beichen.
For so many years, as long as Ji Yuxuan has something to find him, he has no hesitation and has never changed.
Ji Yuxuan shook her head, "No need, I don't want Beichen to see you." ”
"If Mr. Mu knows that I exist, even if you leave his side, he will let you go more calmly, right?" He Zhengbin smiled bitterly.
Since Ji Yuying died in a car accident that year, Ji Yuxuan is just one person, and her entire life must be dependent on Mu Beichen to live.
This is also why she can live in the Mu family, there is no reason, no matter how willful, arrogant, or noisy, she can live as she should, and no one will drive her away.
"Yes, he's everything to me. Ji Yuxuan never denied her feelings for Mu Beichen in front of He Zhengbin.
He Zhengbin nodded, "I'll send you downstairs and help you call a taxi." ”
The two went downstairs together, in fact, it was already this time, Ji Yuxuan didn't want to go to work in the company at all, maybe she was afraid of seeing Mu Beichen and Gu Jinyan go in and out together again, right?
But she is powerless to change.
Ji Yuxuan stopped, "Zhengbin, eat something with me!"
He Zhengbin didn't expect Ji Yuxuan to offer the two to eat together, usually, Ji Yuxuan didn't even want to sit with him and have a cup of coffee.
"Don't you want to?" Ji Yuxuan saw that He Zhengbin didn't say anything, and she asked again.
"How so? I'm afraid you'll be unwilling. He Zhengbin came to his senses and smiled, he took Ji Yuxuan's hand, "I know there is a restaurant near here, which has your favorite dishes." ”
The two walked towards the restaurant, and when the two sat down facing each other, Ji Yuxuan knew that perhaps, time could really change everything.
"Actually, you're not bad, it's just that I'm ......" Ji Yuxuan looked at He Zhengbin who was sitting opposite, if the person she loved at the beginning was He Zhengbin, would she still be so miserable now?
She thought, she must be happy, right?
However, she did not fall in love with him.
"Just because I'm not as rich as Mr. Mu, I can only let you eat and drink without worry, and I can't give you the kind of luxury you want. He Zhengbin is a person who really lives a life, but Ji Yuxuan is different, she wants more, brand-name clothes, brand-name bags, brand-name sports cars, so that she can be among the upper class.
Ji Yuxuan just smiled and didn't say anything, He Zhengbin knew her best, and it was he who understood her, she didn't need to hide and pretend in front of him.
Gu Jinyan knew that Ji Yuxuan did not come to work in the company, and she specially called back to the villa, and Aunt Ming answered the phone and said that Ji Yuxuan still did not go back.
After Gu Jinyan hesitated for a long time, she still decided to go to Mu Beichen, she was afraid that because of her, something would happen to Ji Yuxuan.
Mu Beichen was in a meeting, and Chu Rui walked into the conference room, "President, Miss Gu, she is here to find you." ”
Mu Beichen frowned slightly, "Let her wait for me in the office." ”
Perhaps, he probably guessed what Gu Jinyan came to him for, since she knew in the morning that Ji Yuxuan did not come back last night, she was a little uneasy.
"Okay. Chu Rui nodded in response.
"Yu Xuan still didn't come to the company?" asked Mu Beichen.
Miss Ji, she called the personnel department and asked for a day off. Chu Rui originally thought that Mu Beichen knew.
Mu Beichen nodded and continued the meeting, but he still ended the meeting as quickly as possible.
When he returned to the office, he saw Gu Jinyan walking back and forth a little uneasily.
"Looking for me?" Mu Beichen walked in and closed the door to the office.