Chapter 37: Guarding Each Other's Hearts
In the evening, Zheng Luanxiong and Xing Feng also followed Bai Yinting and them on the plane, five years later, on the one hand, they wanted to see Song Yumei, and on the other hand, they should also let Xia Zhu go to her biological father's tomb to put a stick of incense.
After all, as a daughter, his father didn't know she existed.
In fact, Xia Zhu has always been curious about why Xing Feng seems to know so much about everything, but because he can't find a suitable opportunity, he doesn't ask.
Ever since she knew these things, she had been depressed, but she didn't blame Bai Yinting in any way.
Returning to the familiar city, Bai Yinting's company suddenly had an emergency, so he had to go to the company first.
So only Xia Zhu accompanied Zheng Luanxiong and Xing Feng to his mother's grave, Zheng Luanxiong said that he had something to say to her alone, so Xia Zhu and Xing Feng stood at a distance.
This also gave Xia Zhu a chance, and the questions in her heart could finally be asked.
"Teacher Xing......"
"Stop calling me teacher. Xing Feng was not very satisfied with this title.
"What's that called?" Xia Zhu felt that the name was not very respectful.
"It's called brother. Xing Feng said in a somewhat joking tone.
"Here you go again. "Xia Zhu naturally can't be called, so where can this brother start.
"Don't you wonder why I parachuted into your school in the first place, why do I care so much about you?" Xing Feng asked.
Xia Zhu was actually very curious about this, but she didn't believe that Xing Feng was her brother.
"I was going to tell you a little later, but it's not appropriate to be near your mother's tombstone today, after all, she always thought that the man loved her alone. Xing Feng said and sneered.
"What do you mean?" Xia Zhu's heart hung again.
Xing Feng turned his head to look at Xia Zhu's puzzled eyes, and said with a sigh of relief: "Actually, I'm already relieved, I believe you can do it too." ”
"So you're really my brother? How could it be? The joke wasn't funny at all. Xia Zhu didn't want to believe it.
"Xia Zhu, in fact, before he met your mother, he was already married, and he only went out to work after my mother gave birth to a child, and he said at that time that it was to give my mother and me and my sister the best life, but he didn't come back. Xing Feng also listened to his mother.
"At the beginning, he would send money back, but then there was no news at all, when my sister died, it was my mother who endured the pain alone to support the family, in other words, I have lived a similar life with you since childhood, and my mother and your mother are in the same situation, they have been guarding him all their lives, a man who is not worthy of being guarded. Xing Feng continued.
Xia Zhu's eyes widened, she really couldn't believe it, and she didn't want to believe that it was true.
"When I grew up, I actually used a lot of contacts to finally find Zheng Luanxiong, and then found the existence of your mother through him, as well as you, at that time, I didn't feel worth it for my mother, and I inadvertently said these things in a quarrel with my mother, and my mother was devastated and couldn't afford to be sick. Xing Feng sighed, tears of guilt in his eyes.
"And your mother, too?" Xia Zhu suddenly felt a little congested.
"My mother is still alive now, and she figured it out later, and she had to say that you were the reincarnation of my sister who died young, so she kept thinking about seeing you, but she finally took you back, and before you could arrange a meeting, you ran away. Xing Feng felt depressed when he thought about it.
Xia Zhu was stunned, it turned out that Xing Feng had been obsessed with bringing himself back, and there was a reason, just say it directly, he wouldn't miss five years.
I didn't expect that there was still a person in this world who was so worried about herself, even if she hadn't met, she regarded herself as her daughter.
"Hey, speaking of which, our mothers are all great women, do you know what my mother said?" Xing Feng said with even more emotion.
"What?" Xia Zhu felt that he had calmed down, and under Xing Feng's words, it seemed that he had narrowed the distance between them.
"She told me to take good care of you, because you are my sister. Xing Feng was also very helpless, his mother was really obsessed.
Xia Zhu is very grateful to Xing Feng's mother, she has no resentment and is also an enlightened woman.
But such a woman is indeed so sad that it makes people feel distressed.
"I'll go see my aunt when I have a chance. Xia Zhu said.
"There's no need, she's been asleep for two years, she doesn't know anything, she can't hear what we say. Xing Feng looked at the sky and squinted forty-five degrees, just so that tears would not fall.
Xia Zhu looked at his side face in a daze, how could this be?
They are already very poor women, why is fate unwilling to favor them and let them spend their lives in misery?
Both of them fell silent for a moment.
It was as if everything around them had stood still, time had frozen, and only the bitter wind was telling them that life was like this, and that pain was proof of life.
Zheng Luanxiong stayed in front of Song Yumei's tomb for a long time, he was in tears, for so many years, he didn't expect that he could only watch them all leave him in the end.
All regrets and guilt have faded with the passage of time, and only the original feelings remain unchanged.
He got up slowly, secretly wiped his tears, and then walked towards Xia Zhu and Xing Feng.
The two men hurried up and helped him down the steps.
There are many things that don't need to be asked too much, and there is no need to explain too much, and even Xia Zhu doesn't want to know the specific details of those stories.
Forget it, after all, it's the business of the previous generation, these people have already passed away, what else to pursue?
No one wants to add unnecessary annoyances to themselves, does they?
The sky is clear, as long as you live your life well and don't leave any regrets.
As for Xing Feng, his secrets only wanted him and Xia Zhu to know, and he didn't want to talk about anyone else.
Even when he found Zheng Luanxiong, he wanted to find him to repay the favor on the grounds that his family had owed Fang Shaoyang a favor.
It is said that he is a kind and noble person, and every time Zheng Luanxiong mentions Fang Shaoyang, he will look very respectful.
Xing Feng didn't want to destroy the perfect image in his mind, after all, no one is perfect, forget it, there is no need to worry about it.
At least he found his sister, and Xia Zhu didn't hate him, as for whether they would be able to get along like brother and sister in the future, it was another matter.
After all, for more than 20 years, they have not participated in each other's growth, after all, their common father, they have not met.
After all, their mothers are not the same person, and after all, not everyone can accept the injustice of fate.
At least at this moment, they can protect each other's hearts, and there is no more extravagance.