Birthday!

Today is Qin Li's birthday!

Even Qin Li himself had forgotten.

But Dugu Old Devil kept it in mind.

At this moment, Dugu Old Demon had already chosen a good location, set up a table of delicacies, and gave Qin Li a bowl of noodles.

"Qin boy, congratulations on your 100th birthday. According to the customs of the cultivation world, this is called crossing the mortal tribulation, because 100 years old is the limit of mortal life, and you will live an extraordinary life today, which is gratifying. ”

"They were supposed to celebrate you, but now I can only come. I heard that there is a custom on your earth called eating cake. I don't know how to do it, so I cooked a bowl of longevity noodles for you, and it will last forever. ”

"Seniors. Qin Li was moved in his heart.

Chewing noodles, indescribable warmth.

If you think about it, you are 100 years old!

From Yangcheng to the ruins, and then traveled to the desolate realm, soared to the Quartet Domain, and dominated the Southern Domain, and then came to the Qianyuan World.

Too much has happened, and I am no longer young.

I am reminiscing.

Ear.

There was a cacophony of voices.

"Buy and leave, see who wins and who loses. ”

A group of demon cultivators huddled together, the scene was lively, and I didn't know what to do.

Dugu Old Devil said: "Fighting pigs, you can understand it as fighting crickets, a very common means of entertainment. ”

"Look!"

Qin Li wanted to see it.

When the two of them walked over, they saw the demons surrounding a bronze urn.

There are two insects in the urn, a thick white jade silkworm with broken teeth, and a green grasshopper, only the size of a soybean.

The two insects fought each other, and the white jade silkworm was ferocious, wriggling its thumb-thick body, vowing to annex each other.

Although the green grasshopper is small, it is fast, and it flashes and moves in the copper urn, and does not admit defeat.

Qin Li saw it.

He felt like a grasshopper.

The enemy was ferocious and pressed forward step by step, but he was not discouraged and fought hard.

Qin Li was inspired, and secretly cheered for the green grasshopper in his heart.

This green grasshopper was also competitive, showing amazing resilience, and finally killed the white jade silkworm alive.

"Good!"

Qin Li rejoiced.

At that moment, a magic hand reached into the copper urn.

With one palm, he pinched the victor - the green grasshopper.

"What are you doing!" Qin Li's anger exploded in an instant, and his eyes lit up fiercely.

It was the owner of the copper urn who struck, and he snorted: "The victory of the jade silkworm can make me money, but the little green grasshopper disobeys my mind and makes me lose a lot, so I should be pinched to death, which is relieved." ”

"Hateful!"

Qin Li gritted his steel teeth angrily.

For a moment, he remembered many painful memories.

The puppet show in the dream, the shame of being pressed in the chaos pool by the Xuanqi Weapon Spirit.

I don't know why, the anger in my chest is getting bigger and bigger, my reason is no longer there, and I have the urge to kill.

"Qin boy!"

Dugu Old Demon hurriedly stopped:

"That's just a green grasshopper, not you!"

Qin Li was instantly deflated, all his anger subsided, and his back was slightly hunched, full of helplessness and unwillingness.

This birthday was suddenly boring.

Qin Li returned to the room.

A cloud over his face that he could not dissolve.

"Senior, am I not injured in the Dao heart, so I am irritable and fragile. ”

"Not only are you injured in your Dao heart, but even your divine soul is polluted, and your cultivation path is basically cut off, because no matter how hard you try, you are making wedding dresses for others. Dugu Old Demon kept sighing.

Qin Li smiled bitterly: "Senior, in fact, after coming back from the fairy world, I began to be confused and doubt myself. As the Immortal Emperor Heavenly Emperor pressed closer and tighter, not only could I not understand my obsession, but instead fell into pain, palpitations from time to time, and nightmares, and I was no longer the glorious Great Sun Sword God. ”

Dugu Old Demon understood that Qin Li's pain was the accumulation of long-term repression, and anyone who encountered this situation would be defeated. He wanted to help, but he couldn't do anything but say:

"Qin boy, I understand your feelings. After the destruction of my hometown, I wandered in the demon world. Fortunately, I met my master, the Heavenly Master. He is a very powerful Heavenly Master, and he also told me about the 'Three Mes'. ”

"The self, innate, directs the most primitive desires of the heart. Self is self-awareness, and it is also what you think. Tao I am the product of self-transcendence, and it is also the person you want to become. ”

"My own desires, my own will, my pursuit. The Trinity constitutes our independent personality. At the same time, the three selfs correspond to the past, present, and future in turn, which is also the trajectory of our life, which can also be called destiny. ”

Qin Li was thoughtful.

Chew carefully on the words of Dugu Invincible.

"I see, the three self in one, in order to have an independent personality. ”

"I may be the reincarnation of the Immortal Emperor, which means that I am not pure. Now it is grafted with the Dharma Phase, infused with the consciousness of the Heavenly Emperor, and the self is polluted. And my pursuit is nothing more than the safety of my family and the happiness of all living beings, but Chu Qingyin was kneaded by the Emperor of Heaven, which shows that I am just a puppet of others. ”

"The past me made me haunted by nightmares, the present I made my heart like a knife, and the future me made me confused and numb. ”

"Perhaps, there is no me at all, only a puppet ......"

The words fell.

Qin Li laughed miserably.

He figured it out and despaired.

Wisps of demonic energy evaporated from the surface of the body.

The original blue vertical eyes on the center of the eyebrows suddenly dimmed and turned into pitch black.

If you open the eye of heaven, not only does it reflect the door of all wonders, but it also has an eerie shadow, which is treacherous and poignant.

Dugu Old Demon was stunned:

"Oh no, Qin boy, you have already bred demons in your heart and disturbed your sanity. ”

"Heart Demon?" Qin Li frowned.

Accumulated for many days, malicious demons.

Dugu Old Demon was extremely nervous, and exclaimed:

"Distracting thoughts are firewood, malice is fire, and evil thoughts are reflected in the demons. ”

"It's a big trouble! The demon is poisonous, and there is no cure, so it's okay if it's another world. But in the demon world, the demonic energy is turbulent, the demon is langlang, and the demons in the heart will quickly breed and grow, take away your sanity, and occupy your physical body. ”

"To add insult to injury!"

Qin Li smiled bitterly and asked:

"Senior, is there a way to kill the demons?"

Dugu Old Demon said: "You must use great courage, great perseverance, and great wisdom to understand yourself and eradicate distracting thoughts in order to eliminate the demons in your heart." ”

"Otherwise, all external means are useless, because the demon in your heart is the evil thought in your heart, if you don't get rid of the roots, cut a thousand times, you will be resurrected a thousand times, the more you kill, the stronger you are, just like a leek, the more you cut it, the stronger it will be. ”

Qin Li smiled bitterly.

"Enlightened self, it seems that there is no play. ”

"The self is not me, the self is not me, the Tao is not me, how can I be enlightened?"

"It's so painful! It's more painful than when I faced all the things that were one, I couldn't see the enemy, I could only see my fallen self. Senior, will I die in this catastrophe?"

Dugu Old Demon was anxious to scratch his forehead and cheeks, he watched Qin Li's rise step by step, and witnessed Qin Li's demonization with his own eyes, his heart was like a knife.

wanted to help, but he had no means at all, so he could only watch Qin Li fall.

Rumble!

Suddenly, there was a muffled sound.

Then more and more noises were heard.

Through the window, you can see the mountains and forests in the distance, dozens of pillars of light soaring into the sky.

"It seems that the fruit is ripe and scattering leaves, and as a distraction, we must pick them as soon as possible. Dugu Old Devil said:

"Qin boy, don't you want to resurrect Chu Qingyin?"

"Clean sound. ”

Qin Li's dim gaze lit up instantly.