Chapter 3 I want to go back to the countryside
In the room, because of the departure of Gina and his new boyfriend, there was a short silence, and Li Fan didn't know that he was drunk yesterday.
In the end, how much did he told this girl who cheated him for more than 1,000 yuan, sometimes Li Fan hated his character very much.
Why was he so miserable, but he didn't have much hatred for this woman named Linlin, he thought it would definitely not be because of Linlin's beautiful face.
It may be nine years of compulsory education, three years of high school career, and four years of college life, which taught him to be kind and harmless.
Or maybe his nature is simple, simple, and he can't be evil at all.
suffered losses again and again, was beaten in society, and the three views were severely smashed, how many times with tears in my eyes, I told myself: "I want to be bad." ”
But maybe, it takes talent to be an evil person, and Li Fan's talent in this area can be said to be almost zero.
How many people in this world have told you since childhood to be kind and harmless, and after entering society, crying, crying, and becoming bad.
How many people still maintain their original intentions, take kindness as the foundation, and see a thousand faces as people, but never change their original intentions.
It wasn't until three o'clock in the afternoon that Linlin got up to leave, and when she left, Yang raised the mobile phone in her hand and said with a smile: "I need to contact WeChat." ”
That sweet smile was enough to capture the heart of an otaku, but thinking of 1,200 yuan, Li Fan's heart hurt again.
He began to hate himself for being poor, and maybe if he had a lot of money, he would be qualified to meet a woman as beautiful as Linlin.
Talking about a lifelong love, he is even sure that he will not be bothered, when he was a child, he watched costume dramas, and envied the life of three wives and four concubines, three palaces and six courtyards countless times.
When I grew up, I found that the kidneys were completely insufficient, and it was difficult to serve one.
As for why there are so many split-leg in this world, Xiao San, it is because there are many contradictions between two people who love each other.
Never doubt that firewood, rice, oil and salt can wear down a person's humanity and morality. And never doubt that in the face of life and death, on the contrary, most people can show no hesitation.
Life is actually more difficult to choose than life and death.
Now Li Fan asked himself, in the face of a beauty like Linlin, he can only be discouraged, he only has four yuan and five cents in his pocket, and he is not worthy of any woman's love at all.
Until three o'clock in the afternoon, when Linlin left Li Fan's house, Li Fan couldn't understand what this Linlin meant by staying at his house for so long.
If he couldn't figure out something, he didn't think about it anymore, and he turned on the computer and wanted to code a few chapters.
But there is no inspiration, so I can only open the webpage and watch some anchors to pass the time.
Li Fan's work is a freelance writer, he has written novels, lyrics, and scripts, but all his works have been lost.
The income is very small, but he can't stop him from loving this industry, so he is willing to spend a lot of time in it.
mixed with an income that is only enough for food and clothing, plus a casual worker, it also allowed him to save a lot of savings in just a few years.
But since he met Gina, his savings that seemed to him quite rich have been depleted little by little.
Until Li Fan bluntly said to Gina: "Let's save some money, we can't let you spend all the money alone, in the future, we will have children and a family, which will require a lot of investment, how can we have no money in our hands." ”
From that day on, Li Fan began to restrict Gina's consumption, because of this incident, the relationship between the two people for a year instantly pulled into a freezing point.
Gina, who has always been a big spender and holds financial power, couldn't stand the life without money in her hands, and began to run away from home at night.
All kinds of farces are endlessly emerging between two people.
Even, Gina's mobile phone began to set a password, never let Li Fan touch it, and the mobile phone rang non-stop every day.
This made Li Fan start to think crankily every day, and his spirit almost collapsed, until Gina proposed to break up, and Li Fan's emotions finally reached a critical point.
That's why I got drunk at the bar at zero later.
This matter, now it seems that Gina has found a new man, I am afraid it will be irretrievable, Li Fan in front of the computer is already full of confusion about the future.
is full of despair for love, an adult, if he doesn't even have a home in the end, what kind of life should it be.
Think about those bachelors in the village who don't have a daughter-in-law, it's really worse than the other, is it the future, that is the portrayal of his Li Fan's life.
Now Li Fan suddenly wanted to stay away from the city and move back to the village.
Back in the village, Li Fan is the king of the village, wandering on the streets of the city, he is the slave of the desires in this world.
A rural person, delusionally trying to fit into the city that makes you carry the weight forward, and the high cost of living makes you a slave, you actually have nothing.
On the contrary, the cost of living in the countryside is very low, and it is very simple to support himself, Li Fan wondered if he wanted to go back to his hometown and build his hometown.
Transform the land and raise whatever you want, it obviously feels like a very low-cost life, but it still seems to be a luxury.
Thinking so painfully, the night had quietly climbed into the window, and Li Fan, who had been looking directly at the computer for a long time, also felt his eyes staring at the computer in the dark.
It was already sour, so I got up and turned on the light, and the whole room lit up in an instant.
Scanning around, there are too many memories of Gina in this room, the two met in the restaurant, that time Gina forgot to bring money, and there was no money for the owner of the restaurant, it was Li Fan who came forward to solve it.
Then the two of them added a WeChat to each other, and they kept in touch until they fell in love.
When they first met, they were also very sweet, and if they had a little more money, Li Fan had no doubt that the two of them could be together for a lifetime.
But the world is so helpless, my ancestors don't know how many generations he has been poor, and he has never heard of any legends in the family.
All of them are the poor peasants at the bottom.
That is, to catch up with the country's strength and abundance.
Let every family become well-off, eat and wear without worry, and the agricultural products people need are even cheaper. It all depends on the strength of a country.
However, although people have a material foundation, it does not hinder people's greed, and people will need more.
Cars and houses are still relatively expensive for most ordinary people, not to mention that there are many luxury goods and demand items in the world.
For example, home appliances, furniture, and various products, when your salary can afford to pay too much, it will become weak.
There is nothing that can be done, but anyone whose parents have no ability is the norm at Li Fan's age, he can't ask for it, and he can't love it.
There were too many painful thoughts, which made Li Fan's body feel weak, leaned back in his chair in a daze, looked up at the ceiling, and suddenly wanted to drink some wine, anesthesia or anesthesia.
Otherwise, sooner or later, he will be tormented and collapsed by these too many negative emotions.
Looking at the place next to where the wine is usually stored, there are only three empty bottles left there, this small room was bought by Li Fan for hundreds of thousands.
Because the area is very small, it is very cheap, and he knows everything in the room very well.
Knowing that if you want to drink today, you can only go out and buy it, and when you think of this, you can't resist the idea of wanting to get drunk, so you can only get up and put on your coat.
At this time, I took out my mobile phone to look, and it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night, and I didn't expect that it would be hard to be in a daze in front of the computer.
Time flies so quickly.
At night, even late at night, the city is still lit up, and many restaurants and supermarkets are never closed.
However, the nearest supermarket to where Li Fan lives is also a few minutes away.
The supermarket was not big, and soon three bottles of liquor, and some snacks to accompany the wine, after paying for it, were packed into plastic bags.
Walking out of the supermarket, Li Fan walked very slowly on the way home, and now it is April in the world, and the weather is particularly comfortable.
The greenery on both sides of the road is quite good, and even in the city, the air at night is exceptionally good.
It's strange today, there is not a single pedestrian on this road, and there are not even a few cars passing by, it stands to reason that there are bars and KTVs on this road, and it will never be so deserted.
Could it be that it's a Monday and everyone is busy, or is it because the nightclubs are at the end of the road to the west of the traffic light, where there are several main roads?
This east-west road is indeed rarely cared about.
"Boom, boom. ”
Just as Li Fan walked past the doors of several closed businesses, the sound of sports cars bombing the street suddenly sounded in his ears.
L City is a small third-tier city, and Li Fan, who lives here, has never seen any sports cars, although he has also heard the sound of sports cars bombing the streets.
But this time was different, even if he heard it before, he couldn't get to the scene, but today, he could hear the voice behind him.
Turning his head sharply, he wanted to see what kind of scene the legendary sports car was in reality.
Whether it is open or closed, I have only seen it in pictures before, and today it can be said that it is the first time that you can get up close.
In the fantasy, at this hour, on this street, the sports car behind it may be open-topped, and then there must be a beautiful woman with an explosive body sitting in the passenger seat.
However, it didn't matter if he turned around this time, Li Fan's pupils contracted sharply, because he saw that there was indeed a sports car driving rapidly behind him.
But just as the sports car passed by him, the door of the co-pilot of the sports car suddenly opened, and a person rolled out of the co-pilot.
The man rolled a few times, and lay straight in front of Li Fan, such an incredible scene that Li Fan didn't have time to look at whether the streamline of the sports car just now was beautiful.
The styling is not wow.
I could only see the man rolling down from the co-pilot at my feet, with long black hair and a black suit.
The sports car just now did not stop, and the door where the co-pilot was opened was instantly closed again, and then galloped away.
Immediately afterwards, another jeep turned into the east-west main road, and the throttle was thudn, bombing past Li Fan.