Chapter 21 Seeing Through Love Sees Through You
When you trust someone unreservedly, you will end up with only two outcomes: either the person in your life or a lesson in your life.
Thinking about things all the way.
When I went to the house in the Sakura community, I tried my best to tiptoe, but I still saw the light in the small tube room suddenly turn on.
"Ahh ”
"No, Master. Xiao Guan took my hand, entered his room, closed the door, and then said without saying anything: "Mr. Yang didn't leave until 10 o'clock, and he asked me to tell you something." ”
"It can't be so serious, right?what's going on?" I thought something was wrong with Yang's acquisition.
"Master, do you believe me?" Xiao Guan looked sincere, and his delicate face was covered with gloom.
"Well, I must believe it!" "I think we have moved several times, and we are all busy with the little pipe as a driver and a porter, and I am really happy to have such a little brother!
"Master, you and the master should be separated, she is not worthy of you!" Xiao Guan said with a red face.
"What's wrong, is your sister Ren back?" I was even more confused.
"Haven't come back yet. Xiaoguan said sadly: "At about 9 o'clock, there was a very obscene middle-aged uncle who picked her up in a BMW. She asked me to tell you that she also socializes. ”
"Hey, why haven't you come back so late?" I called her cell phone, not in the service area.
After the matter of Boss Su's high-tech company, Haixiang stayed at home for another month. Later, I asked the Liao supervisor to find her an electric car sales job in Hongqiao District.
At first, it was normal, I got off work on time every day, and I was excited to tell me interesting things about their company. I heard that her boss is a Zhijiang farmer who works her own, and I have sighed with admiration a few times.
But later, I also got busy, working overtime from time to time. Later, she was irregular, sometimes I got home, and I didn't see her come back at 11 o'clock at night, saying that she was working overtime. There were also a few times when I smelled alcohol on her body, which she explained was socializing.
I can understand the entertainment, but overtime, I feel a little puzzled, who is going to buy an electric car at night? The department stores and supermarkets are closed at 10 o'clock.
Seeing that it was 2 o'clock in the morning, I couldn't help but get anxious: nothing would happen, right? Until that moment, I didn't suspect that Ren Haixiang would go out of the wall for the second time, because in my opinion, there was really no reason?
The salary is 17,000, send 1,000 to her father, 1,000 for my son, and 15,000 left, and there is no need to pay the rent, and then save some money to pay a down payment, even if we have a home in Donghai.
In life, I was also very considerate to her, and in the days when my aunt came, the hot water for my buddy's feet was brought to her. She usually doesn't stir-fry vegetables, she usually cooks for small tubes, and I cook on weekends. Could it be that she often worked overtime during this time and neglected her feelings?
"Master", Xiao Guan looked at me anxiously, and comforted: "Ren Haixiang will not have an accident! ”
Xiaoguan went on to say that in the past half a month, the middle-aged uncle has sent her home almost every day, and he still comes to pick her up at 8 or 9 o'clock every two days. As for her, she goes out dressed up fashionably and avant-garde, and sometimes Mr. Yang has seen it at night.
There was another time when Xiaoguan and Wang Chuhan had a party, and Yang Yan was very concerned about what kind of woman I was looking for. Xiao Guan took out a group photo of the three of us, Wang Chuhan had sharp eyes, and said to Yang Yan, isn't that the person we met at dinner at the Blue Dream Restaurant in Yuantan?
It turned out that there was a rich second generation who wanted to pursue Wang Chuhan and specially invited her to the best hotel in Wushang, and she called Yang Yan as well. When I went to the bathroom halfway, I saw Ren Haixiang and a tall foreigner, and walked downstairs affectionately.
The reason why I was impressed was because the foreigner saw two beautiful women, and said with a hippie smile: "Hi!easy girls!" and then accosted in broken Chinese. When she moved her hands and feet, she was slapped twice by Yang Yan, and she scolded angrily: "Your mother is an easy girl, your sister and sister are an easy girl, and you are all easy girls in the whole country!" The woman hurriedly grabbed Yang Yan and apologized while explaining that her boyfriend had drunk too much.
I suddenly woke up, the foreigner is Sunny, no wonder Ren Haixiang said that Blue Dream Restaurant is also very ordinary, it turns out that she has been there a long time ago.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I crouched down weakly along the wall, unable to figure out the reasoning.
"Does it work? Master. Xiao Guan said cautiously, "You hit Sunny later, and I didn't see you break up with her." Do you know what Yang Yan said about you?
She said you are pathetic, hateful, and unprincipled about feelings. People are poking knives at your heart, and you're still worried about whether her hand will hurt if it's too fierce?
Mr. Yang also said that some women are cheap! No matter how good you are to her, she will not be moved, which is called extreme self-centeredness. ”
At 7 o'clock the next morning, I opened my eyes in a daze and found that Ren Haixiang had not returned all night.
It seems that it is the autumn of the breakup.
All day, I was a little dazed, and I didn't even hear Zhang Shan greet me.
Ren Haixiang came home on time that night, and I thought that she had found out in her conscience and wanted to explain something to me.
"Liu Dajun, I want to talk to you. She said lightly as she drew her eyebrows.
I said, "Okay, I'm looking for you too." ”
With that, sit on the edge of the bed.
"Liu, Dajun, you are a good person. Perhaps she was ashamed of herself, she first praised me, and then changed her words: "But we are not suitable! Don't always blame anyone, including your ex-wife." If you're good enough, how can you be the one who was left behind? You, I've been divorced, and I don't dislike it, but now you're going to take your son over, have you ever thought about how you feel without me! How will we get along in the future?"
I was silent.
"Also, you're not enough of you!" she said suddenly, "You don't even let a fart out of me and Sunny." I thought at the time, even if you beat me to death, I won't blame you, because you have me in your heart!" After saying that, she actually cried 55555.
I'm going to hit you, can you stand it?
Perhaps her heart is incomparably strong, not at all the delicate helplessness in appearance and language. She has been waiting for takeoff, I am just her most solid last runway, the ancients Yunliang birds choose trees to perch.
"I won't say more, you are good to me, I remember. Ren Haixiang stopped crying and raised his head: "I will also give you a piece of advice before breaking up: everyone is cheap, please don't be too good to women in the future, like laundry and cooking, let her do what the woman does." ”
"Huh?" I sobered up and asked, "Can you give me a reason?"
"It's very simple! With you, I have to face a lot of pressure, and I have to work hard with you. And with the boss, I can enjoy life now. Also, he will discuss with me if he has sales problems, and I feel that he is the one who really needs me!" Ren Haixiang said bluntly.
She's always been so ignorant and fearless! What I can't figure out is: Have you been a salesman in just a few days? And the boss has to discuss with you.
"Okay, got it!" Don't you just think I'm poor?
I was really going to break up, and suddenly I was feeling relaxed, like I was leaving that factory.
This is different from breaking up at the time of first love, at that time, it was so uncomfortable that I wanted to die. In wishful thinking, there is only cheapness and no love, we are all the same, and in the end, it is only ourselves who are moved by kneeling.
Everywhere you see you and the other person is going to cut your heart. Especially men, when they think of her who is so charming, they will love other men in the future, and she no longer belongs to you!
I don't know if my dear readers will despise this instinct on my part, and hope that you have a noble view of love, and I have no choice but to leave that sad city.
And I said, "Let's talk about the division of property, shall we?"
Originally, I thought that my 100,000 shares would be 3 or 400,000 yuan after deducting the medical expenses I compensated Sunny and the translator and Ren Haixiang, so love is not in benevolence and righteousness, so give her the last bit of life security.
Until that moment, I always thought that she was unaccompanied, lonely, and with her own personality and ability, how much suffering would await her in the future.
"Property, funny! What bullshit property do you have?" Ren Haixiang screamed regardless of his undergraduate qualifications, and summoned Yang and Xiaoguan, who were working downstairs, and they stood at the door of the room silently.
"Our savings in Baofeng District and our savings in the past two months!" I said tentatively.
"Oh, I spent it, I have 25,000 left. "Oh my God, that's a deposit of 10 tens of thousands.
It's no wonder that he has been so bejeweled recently, but in addition to the company's work clothes, only four years ago, my ex-wife considered that I was going to be the president, and specially bought a Pelomon blue suit.
I don't know who said, "You're in charge of being beautiful like a flower, and I'm in charge of making money to support my family," right? But I did it at that time.
"Okay", I forced my heart to be sad and said: "That's it, you give me change, and you take the rest of the 20,000 with you." After all, even if your boss is rich, you have to live with dignity, and you can't keep asking him for it. ”
"Hmph!" Ren Haixiang finally tore off the veil of warmth and affection: "Do you still want a fraction? In the past two years, I have never left to accompany you, who will compensate for my youth? Liu Dajun, who do you think you are? Are you very handsome? Can you still fight grasshoppers with your bare hands! When people catch butterflies, don't they all have to spend money to buy a net!"
Youth, how precious! Is the butterfly net woven with money?
"Well, well. I don't want it, when are you leaving? Do you want me to send you?" I suddenly felt weak, and my heart fell into the 18th floor of the ice cellar under the vast Arctic ice field.
"Put away your hypocrisy! That's not good for you, it's so unlike a man! I thought you were going to quarrel with me and even beat me, but you're still so hypocritical! ”
"Ren Haixiang, you remember: you can call me stupid, or you can say that I am a scumbag, and even you can tolerate it when you go out of the wall. But I have to tell you: there is no need to beat you and scold you, because you don't deserve it!"
I just want to be good to her since we are together, even if I treat myself badly, I can't make my beloved woman live a tight life;
Why should I count the other person's faults when we break up? What's more, there's nothing wrong with me asking myself.
Poverty is not my fault! Like most readers, we are not the second generation of rich people, we are just young people who are down-to-earth, diligent, and diligent for the sake of our family, for the sake of our children, and at least for the sake of our country and nation to become rich and strong as soon as possible.
Our nation has always advocated the virtue of thrift and housekeeping. Our ancestors once created and accumulated tremendous wealth for future generations! It is a pity that in modern times it has been robbed by all kinds of foreign robbers.
Our country and nation are also working hard to rejuvenate again!
When life is not satisfactory, I endure, I go up every day!
When a person associates the happiness of his ego with the prosperity of the nation and the strength of the country, there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome.
Perhaps, life has taught me too much? Perhaps, I have transcended the harm!
"Well said!" Yang walked in and said, "There is no place to stay here, there is a place to keep a master." ”
"Master, congratulations, liberated!" Xiao Guan also said happily: "Find me a beautiful master, I'm angry with her!"
"Hmph, let's see, let's see who is doing well?" Ren Haixiang carried the box and rushed downstairs angrily, and the sound of a car starting soon sounded outside the door.
"Don't be angry, it's not worth it. Whoever misses it will be passers-by who will leave! I'll ask you to go with Xiaoguan later. Yangtze River comforted me and said.
"No, I want to be alone. ”
I've come out of the initial shock and loss, but the emotional thing is not just to say. It lies dormant in your scarred wounds, and on a rainy day, it will suddenly jump out, tear it hard, and even brutally stir it with a knife!
"Okay, another day. Go to bed early, the person you like may have fallen asleep with someone else in their arms. Alas, since ancient times, there has been a lot of affection and empty hatred, and this hatred is endless. ”
After Yang Zijiang finished speaking, he left with Xiao Guan.
I closed the door and looked at the empty walls and the smell of women in the room, and I had mixed feelings: my heart has been pierced by you, and you have to keep sprinkling salt.
Thinking about the various hardships and grievances of this year, thinking that my kind and upright self has already had the stain of life, thinking about giving my heart to others, in exchange for hurt and humiliation again and again.
This made me deeply reflect on myself for the first time, is I not decisive enough in life?
The first time I went out of the wall, I should have made a break with her. Because of some people, the more you forgive, the more she becomes more and more serious, and it becomes natural for her to get used to it?
I used to think that treating someone I loved with sincerity would last forever, but now that I think about it, it's just a joke.
Many years later, the boy named Leng Mo sang about my confusion and confusion:
You put on the new clothes he bought
The smile is as sweet as before
From now on, in your two-person world
There was someone who took my place forever
Such an ending should have been thought of a long time ago
I can't give what you want
Look at you in a small car and go away in style
Leave me alone in the rain
The merciless world is unforgiving
You treat love as a transaction for money
No more compromises to keep you
Let the tears wash away the traces of love
Memories are tormenting things
Thinking too much can become weak
All the past turned into sighs
Seeing through love also sees through you
In that sleepless night, more often than not, I had empty eyes and didn't think about anything. Only Clayderman's piano piece "Destiny" echoes in the room.