Chapter 13: The Stain on Life
One day four months later, in the factory director's room.
Chang factory director (awkward mouth?), foreign factory director Sunny, water manager, and I have a showdown.
"Comrade Liu Dajun. "The factory director Yunshan fog cover, "It's been in the factory for 4 months, right?"
"Well, 4 months and 3 days. I replied wearily.
"I called you here today to ask you if you have any thoughts on turning positive?" said the factory director's habitual smile.
"I don't have any ideas! If you think I can do it, approve it, if you think it can't work, send me away as soon as possible!" I suddenly became irritable about this kind of detour.
In the morning, Haixiang got up early for the first time and bought breakfast. Seeing that I finished eating happily, I pumped and said that she was pregnant.
Anyway, I was divorced, and my son was awarded to my ex-wife, and I only paid monthly child support until I was 18 years old. I took her and said gently, "Let's get married." β
Who knows, Haixiang became popular all of a sudden: "Get married, get married, I think you're dizzy! The salary is so low, the house is still a rented dilapidated house, where do you live when the child is born?"
Originally, I wanted to tell her that we already had 400,000 yuan and could buy a second-hand house of more than 100 square meters in full. When the words came to my mouth, I swallowed again, thinking about the petty bourgeois tone of Haixiang, I was afraid that this house would be blown away by the wind of big meals and famous brands.
"Let's take our time, there will always be bread and milk. "Which movie is this?
"Slow, slow, I'm 29. Haixiang said dissatisfied.
"How did you get pregnant?" I struggled to recall, vaguely remembering that it was only in the last two weeks that I had not worn a condom at her request.
However, the fatigue of working overtime for a long time prevented me from thinking more deeply about a certain issue. A lot of times, I feel like I'm completely like a machine, spinning by inertia.
When I was a child, I thought that "going to bed early and getting up early to be in good health" was a slogan, but when I grew up, I realized that it was three wishes.
"You still don't wear a condom, are you okay now?" Haixiang cried again: "I didn't pass the TOEFL test, why am I so miserable!55555." β
It was necessary to review and assure her again, and persuaded her to stop in the rain and make an appointment to do it first. That's it, and I'm almost late.
"Ahem. The water manager is energetic again, "You're still dragging it up! I didn't recruit you in, it's just you, you're still wandering in the East China Sea, right?"
"I want to thank you for that!" I stood up, walked over to her, and bowed properly.
"However, I really don't think it's good to work overtime every day!" The tiredness, helplessness, and grievances of the past few months suddenly exploded: "You can go and ask and see who still has the energy to improve efficiency?
Sunny looked at me, shaking his head as he said something to the translator.
"Because of man, he is not a machine!"
Look at playing the piano to the cow, and I don't talk nonsense anymore, "I'm going to take a leave of absence in the morning, my wife is sick." β
"No!" the factory director suddenly tore off the usual elegant and kind disguise, "an enterprise has its own culture, we all consciously volunteer to work overtime, and few people ask for leave." And what about you? The probationary period has not expired, and I have taken leave twice!"
"I really have an urgent matter, my lover is going to have surgery. "At first, I didn't think about quitting my job, fantasizing about the best of both worlds, and wanting to use my IQ and EQ to keep things under control.
"Unless you give us a cost table of more than 300 products today!" said the water manager eagerly, "not only will you be granted leave, but you can also increase your salary." β
At that moment, my heart pounded. Before I found the next house, I didn't want to live the days of worrying about the last meal, not to mention that Haixiang was still with me now. From a professional ethics point of view, I don't have the right to take anything from the factory.
Who knows, at this moment, at the moment when I am already tempted.
"Liu", the foreigner factory director stood up, walked up to me and said, "Your girlfriend is open!"
Dude girlfriend open?Is it a dime relationship with you?
"But I can not take her out of the country", the foreigner shrugged, "although, happy in bed, I and she." she Likes extravagance so muchοΌβ
"Hehe!" The fat translator lifted his glasses and said slowly, "Director Liu, do you understand?" Sunny said that your girlfriend is very sassy in bed, and he likes it very much. But because she likes luxury, Sunny can't take her back to China, and he can't afford to support her. Don't you think your hat is green?"
The director of the plant and the water manager were stunned.
Looking at the translator and Sunny's unbridled smiling faces, a sense of shame rose from the bottom of my heart. I couldn't hold back any longer, and with a punch from my left hand, I hit the translator's fat face directly, and squatted on the ground with snow white and blood red.
Sunny reacted quickly and ran over the chair.
After flying in the air, my feet kicked out one after another, and there were two muffled sounds in a row, and the big man of 1.8 meters actually flew out a few meters, blood flew in his mouth, and he lay on the ground dying.
I don't have the strength anymore. Squatted on the ground, lit a cigarette, and said calmly: "Who is that, who often works overtime, right? β
The patrol soon came, and one of them checked the injuries of the two, shook his head and said, "Look at your politeness, why do you have such a heavy hand?"
A week later, Yang Zijiang used his connections to release me and compensated me for 100,000 yuan in medical expenses.
It is said that I didn't go home on the day of the incident, so Ren Haixiang called Sunny. The water manager was accompanying her and told her that I had hit someone and that the police station was now closed.
I don't know what she thought at the time, whether she would shed tears of remorse, but she still had a good conscience, and she quickly called Xiaoguan's phone and begged Xiaoguan to find Lao Yang to save me.
At the police station, I stubbornly refused to admit my mistake. Several patrolmen who asked me were also sympathetic to me, and wrote in the transcript: The foreigner is at fault for seducing someone's girlfriend first, and the translator insults others later, and the fault is greater than the perpetrator.
My tears are gone, but the only stain on my life can never be washed away.
The most painful lesson of growing up is that the person you have never defended has fired the hardest shot at you.
I can't remember who said: This is a merciless and pale age, faithful to the truth, the truth deceives us, loyal to love, love destroys us!
A few months ago, I was an admired hero, but now I have become a murderer!
The day it came out was June 1st.
I walked out of the door of the detention center and saw the golden sun shining warmly on the top of my shaved head! I don't know what happened to them?
Yang Zijiang came to pick me up.
"Master. Opening the door, the tube squeezed a smile into the driver's seat.
I nodded, ashamed.
"Ah," Yangtze River chose the topic and said, "just come out, take a rest!"
"Well, thank you for it, bring me a cigarette. β
After holding back the cigarette for a few days, I smoked three cigarettes in one go, and I don't know how to face Ren Haixiang?
When I arrived at the community, I saw Ren Haixiang from afar. She was visibly thin, with her hands on her laps, like a child who had done something wrong.
"Alas!" Yang Zijiang opened the car door, and the Audi car reflected a dazzling light in the sun. "We're not going to go, you can decide for yourself!"
The car drove away quickly, and my mind went blank as I stared blankly at the flying dust.
"Army, let's go home?!"
For a long time, Ren Haixiang shook my hand, tears in his eyes.
"Go home, do I still have a home? Let's break up! I replied blankly.
"555, I was wrong! I'm sorry for you, you can kill me. Ren Haixiang pounced on me and hugged me tightly. "But please, don't leave me alone!55555. β
"Alas, I can't give you the life you want. If you continue to live here, I will pay the rent for this quarter and lend you some money for living expenses!" I said rudely.
"What about you?" she looked up, tears streaming down her face.
"Let's go adrift, maybe that's my destiny in this life. I replied weakly.
"Please!" Ren Haixiang said sadly: "If you don't care about me, I can only die!"
"I can't take you with me, so you'd better go. I shuddered, my head tilted to one side, "I'm really tired, very tired." β
"It's all my fault, I'll listen to you in the future, I'll be good to you, I swear! I can also cook, do laundry, I'll do it all, okay? Don't drive me away, 5555. She said pitifully.
Looking at her tearful face with pear blossoms and rain, think about her mother who died when she was 8 years old, and her stepmother gave birth to a son, and she suffered from the hardships of life at a young age. I couldn't be hardcore anymore and hugged her sadly.
"What did you say you did? Am I not good enough for you?" I hugged her head, "Yes, I don't have any money, but as long as I have money, which time didn't I spend it on you first?!"
"No, no, you're very good to me, very good!" The sobs sounded again: "It's me who is not good, the ghost is obsessed, and I have listened to the rhetoric of the people of the nut country." β
"You, you!" I said distressedly: "You are not a little girl anymore, why are you still so naΓ―ve? Even if pie falls from the sky, how many of us ordinary people can follow?"
"He said he would be good to me and would take me back to Nut Country, 55555. She said with some remorse.
We helped each other upstairs and got home. I didn't say anything all night, but I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, only to find that Ren Haixiang hugged me to death.
A few days later, I went to the factory to pick up my personal belongings. Seeing the expressions of pity and affection for me from Liming and other children, I didn't say a word.
Thinking that people were leaving, and there were no more grievances, I took the initiative to hand over the cost calculation table of more than 300 products to the water manager. With tears in her eyes, she wanted to say something to me, but I shook my head and turned and walked out of the manager's room.
Looking at the factory at sunset, thinking that this is the first place I worked in the East China Sea, I suddenly felt reluctant. But when I think about their squeezing management, endless overtime, I feel relaxed.
Donghae, I won't give up on you! I swore secretly in my heart.