"I'm not good!" This time, Xia He finally faced him honestly.

I'm not good, my heart is very uncomfortable, my head is very bad, can you hug me?

Chang Qiming sighed, he held Xia He's face and let her look at him. Xia He didn't dodge, raised his head and looked straight at him, but he couldn't say anything about his belly.

"Why didn't you answer my phone, why didn't you tell me, why...... Want to leave?" Natsu felt that the question she asked was not important at all, but she cared.

"Because you can't pretend to be easy, because you can't pretend not to know, because you're just as ...... as me" So, let me be that deserter, not brave people, as long as I am enough.

Chang Qiming lowered his head and kissed her on the hat, and then gently took her into his arms and hugged her very lightly, as if he was afraid that he would be reluctant to leave if he hugged her, and he regretted all his decisions for fear of hugging her.

Xia He slowly felt his body temperature, today's Chang Qiming only has a faint mint smell, no perfume smell, no tobacco smell, he is finally just a simple appearance, but he does not belong to Xia He.

"Congratulations, the new book is on the shelves. Chang Qiming said something that Xia He didn't like at all, but Xia He just wanted to listen and listen quietly.

"If you're not there, I'm not used to it. Xia He resisted the urge to hold him tight.

She admits that she is greedy and cruel, and she is stupid to make a seemingly smart choice, what is the point if you are not there? Although Xia He felt that it was wrong to think so, her original intention of publishing was not because of one person, but she wanted to continue, but because of one person.

"You belong to a wider world. Chang Qiming turned his face sideways and whispered in her ear, "You shouldn't be tied to a small square, I've been divorced, I'm a round older than you, I'm messing around day by day, I won't take care of people, I won't suppress emotions, I won't coax people." "Yoyo Book League

Xia He listened quietly, not intending to give an answer to this question. Yes, he's such a bastard, these are enough to make people dislike him, what is there to be sad about?

"You should have a new vision and expectations. "Chang Qiming is finally like Teacher Chang this time, always saying such unpleasant things.

"Okay!" Xia He grabbed Chang Qiming's hand and gently put it into his clothes.

Chang Qiming's hand retracted like an electric shock, but it was held down by Xia He, she pressed her stomach, there was a scar there, although it was invisible now, but it could be easily traced with her fingers.

"Chang Qiming, don't forget me, okay?" Xia He's hand stopped, she could feel that Chang Qiming was trembling, but he was trying very hard to control himself and not let people see it.

"Good...... I'll remember, that girl named Natsuwa. Chang Qiming felt a little uncomfortable in his throat, and his words were a little hoarse.

Xia He let go of him, and then took the initiative to take a step back and get out of the way, she turned her face away, unwilling to see his embarrassed side.

"You're not in good health, take care of yourself. Chang Qiming buttoned down her hat and blocked Xia He's eyes.

The radio on the side played the last boarding urging broadcast, Chang Qiming pulled the box and walked away slowly. Xia He never dared to look back, she didn't like separation, she didn't see it, so let's pretend that there was no parting.

He finally didn't stay, and she finally didn't stay, some words, not to be said, some things, don't have to be complete.

The reality is that no one will stop for you, nor will they turn away from their original goal for you, they are all adults, each responsible for their own lives.