Chapter 253: What Does Love Feel Like

Xu Xuehua, who returned home, looked at Zhuo Ziyuan with some amusement, "This neighbor is very beautiful, Xiaoyuan, do you know her?"

"I don't know. Zhuo Ziyuan didn't think about it and said.

"But I don't look like it, she looks at us very specially. Xu Xuehua's experience told her that something must have happened between Zhuo Ziyuan and this beautiful neighbor.

"A woman with a problem. Zhuo Ziyuan muttered.

"I said I didn't know. Xu Xuehua said with a smile.

"Ah, it's just one time that I ran up to me and told me a bunch of inexplicable things, which was inexplicable. ”

Xu Xuehua and Li Xinyuan were both amused by Zhuo Ziyuan's words, holding their stomachs and laughing.

"Tell me, what did you say?" asked Xu Xuehua, who finally stopped laughing, holding her stomach.

"The ghost still remembers, she ran over and asked me who I am? Which family is it? And talked about her mother and her aunt or something, anyway, a bunch of nonsense, oh, by the way, she said she was gay, let me die, do you say it's inexplicable, I haven't said a word to her, she said as if I was so interesting to her, how narcissistic this is, you say, which is worse than her Yuan'er or Sister Xue, I will be interested in her? So I said, this neighbor, there's a problem here, I don't think it's safe when we should move, to be neighbors with people like this. Zhuo Ziyuan said, while pointing his head, he suddenly thought, should I explain to the bodyguards downstairs, pay special attention to this neighbor, and also, the door of the sun room on the second floor must be closed at all times, in case something happens one day, break in from the balcony, then it will be a big deal, you have to pay attention at all times, safety first.

Xu Xuehua vaguely understood something, and she felt an aura from this woman, the aura of a workplace elite similar to her, although the other party looked very young, but her intuition told her that the other party was definitely not a student.

Xu Xuehua glanced at Zhuo Ziyuan angrily, "People are such a girl, you talk about people behind your back, it's not authentic, and I think people are quite normal, and people are beautiful, Yuan'er, do you say it." ”

"Well, I also don't think you should talk about other people's things behind your back. Li Xinyuan echoed.

Zhuo Ziyuan glared at her and began to tidy up the breakfast, if you can't win, you can only work silently.

Regarding Zhuo Ziyuan's defeat, the two women looked at each other and smiled.

After breakfast, Li Xinyuan pulled Zhuo Ziyuan to play Xiaoao Jianghu, played over and over again, and in the afternoon, he pulled Zhuo Ziyuan and asked him to take her to the gym to play, this is the first time Li Xinyuan went, several times during the summer vacation, Zhuo Ziyuan went alone, he also shot arrows and came back, Li Xinyuan followed Xu Xuehua to go shopping.

I didn't play long in the gymnasium, this gymnasium has all kinds of sports, only one is missing, swimming, Li Xinyuan came here, there is nothing to play, thinking of swimming, Zhuo Ziyuan suddenly found that he didn't seem to have been swimming for a long time, no, he had to find a chance to swim, it seems that there is a swimming pool in the school gymnasium, it seems that there is a swimming team, Zhuo Ziyuan doesn't understand, what is the purpose of a swimming team in the university, maybe there will be swimming competitions between schools.

What made Zhuo Ziyuan strange was that Meng Fan didn't show up this time, and he originally wanted to introduce Yuan'er and let him take care of it, after all, this guy is in the eastern capital, and his face is still very big.

The next day, the three of them got up and ran and met the woman next door, and the two sides still didn't say anything except eye contact.

After eating breakfast, Li Xinyuan pulled Zhuo Ziyuan and said that he wanted to go out for a walk, he wanted to go to the park to relax, he wanted to go sketching, Century Park, of course, Zhuo Ziyuan followed her, and after preparing things for a morning, the three of them drove Xiaomi

I went to the park.

The park is very large, more than ten times larger than the small park downstairs, and there are a lot of people, Zhuo Ziyuan's impression that people in this era should be more in the rush, and there should be a few people who have this leisure to visit the park, just like the park in Dragon City, there are fewer people, people who want to come to the big city of Dongdu are relatively idle, or they are usually too busy, and they need a place to relax and adjust their rhythm on weekends.

There are bird watching platforms, music squares, music fountains, and cherry blossom islands in the park, but unfortunately it is not the season for cherry blossoms, and there is a big lake, very large, called Mirror Lake. In the morning, the three of them walked around, and at more than twelve o'clock they camped on the big lawn in the park for lunch, there were many such people, and then the three of them came to the lake, Zhuo Ziyuan and Li Xinyuan began to paint, Xu Xuehua couldn't paint, but she was very patient to watch the two of them paint for two hours, and then the three of them went rowing, this is the first time Zhuo Ziyuan rowed in his life, tired and half dead, the two women have a little bit of rowing, he is contributing, the two women also get some water from time to time, playing with Zhuo Ziyuan, they are very happy, but Zhuo Ziyuan is alone。

For dinner, Xu Xuehua ordered another Western restaurant, Zhuo Ziyuan also served her, you are a good Chinese, you have to eat Western food, is it so delicious.

It's really delicious, Zhuo Ziyuan has to admit that the food in the few Western restaurants Xu Xuehua picked is really good, but even if it's delicious, do you need to come every day, and besides, if you eat a steak, it will be bloodshot, which is not in line with your beautiful temperament.

No matter how picky Zhuo Ziyuan was, he still obediently accompanied the two beauties to have a good meal.

went home and continued to write, at ten o'clock, Li Xinyuan came again, this time Zhuo Ziyuan didn't need her to ask, and directly said, "I'll clean up right away, and I'll go to bed later." ”

Li Xinyuan had no intention of leaving, and slowly sat down on the chair opposite the desk, "Brother, is she beautiful?"

What should come is always coming, and what should be faced is always unavoidable, Zhuo Ziyuan knows that Li Xinyuan will ask about this matter sooner or later, Zhuo Ziyuan smiled and said, "Not as beautiful as our Yuan'er." ”

"You love her very much. Li Xinyuan then asked.

Zhuo Ziyuan thought about it, love, "It should be." ”

"I guess too, otherwise you wouldn't have been thinking about her, you wouldn't have been sick, and you wouldn't have been out of shape like that, brother, what does it feel like to love someone?"

This time Zhuo Ziyuan thought for a while, " The first time you see her, you know that she is the person you want, if you can't see her, you will miss her, see her, you only have her in your eyes, you can't accommodate anything else, you will think of all the ways to get close to her, you will become cautious, as soon as you get close to her, you will be nervous, your heart will beat faster, but as soon as you are separated from her, you look forward to getting close to her, in front of her, you will become cautious, in front of her, you will think about everything you do, do this, what will she think, you can't see her grievances, you can't see her hurt, without her, your world may collapse。 ”

Zhuo Ziyuan was immersed in his thoughts, Li Xinyuan looked at Zhuo Ziyuan very carefully, looking at his expression when he said this, it should be happy, she understands this emotion, she just wants to see if Ziyuan's brother's love is the same as her own, and now she has confirmed it.

"Then why did you choose to leave? Li Xinyuan asked this sentence with difficulty, because she was likely to face the same problem, and whether she would choose to leave when the time came.

"Love her, I can't tolerate her being with others, I thought I could bear it at first, but in the end I realized that I was outrageously wrong, every time I saw them together, my heart hurt even more, even if they just stood together, without any intimate movements, I was very uncomfortable, my heart couldn't bear it, so I chose to disappear. Facing Li Xinyuan, Zhuo Ziyuan opened his heart unreservedly, she is the only person in this world who can tell him, even his parents, he doesn't want them to worry about it, they have been worried all their lives.

Li Xinyuan felt that something was wrong, she knew her own feelings and changes, at the beginning when Tong Xue appeared, she was very uncomfortable, but slowly, she became acceptable, or this was because Zhuo Ziyuan said that they were ordinary classmates.

But after knowing that Zhuo Ziyuan was chasing a college classmate, although Li Xinyuan was uncomfortable, she wanted to accompany Zhuo Ziyuan more, she felt that Brother Ziyuan could do whatever she did, as long as she didn't leave her alone, she didn't know why she felt this way, didn't she love Brother Ziyuan, she didn't dare to think about it.

However, when she heard that Zhuo Ziyuan was rejected at the beginning, she was obviously very happy and happy, although this happiness instantly turned into worry about Zhuo Ziyuan, but she knew very well that this flashing feeling was that she still loved Brother Ziyuan, so why did she not feel so uncomfortable when she heard that Brother Ziyuan was pursuing other girls, she was a little confused, but unfortunately no one could give her an answer, maybe time could answer everything.

Looking at Zhuo Ziyuan's slightly bitter cheeks, Li Xinyuan said, "Brother, can you drink less wine in the future?"

Zhuo Ziyuan couldn't give a definite answer to this question, he didn't know if he could do it, "Yuan'er, brother promised you, I will drink as little as possible, is it okay?"

"Brother, I just feel distressed when I see you like this now. Li Xinyuan said, and couldn't help but leave tears again.

"Silly girl, brother understands, you also want your brother to come out as soon as possible, but it will take a little time. Zhuo Ziyuan walked up to Li Xinyuan and gently stroked her head.

"Hmm. Li Xinyuan nodded lightly and leaned on him, she knew that her brother Ziyuan could do what he said.

After being silent for a while, Zhuo Ziyuan patted the little girl's head, "Okay, it's not early, go to sleep, I have to rush back to school tomorrow." ”

Li Xinyuan hummed softly, stood up and left.

Zhuo Ziyuan climbed on the tatami mat, picked up the red wine and glass on the windowsill, poured a glass, let's drink a little less today, I can't let down the people who care about me.

The white moonlight sprinkled on the wine glass also turned red.

That night, he still curled up on the tatami mat and fell asleep.