Xi Shaoxuan stayed up day by day, unwilling to rest for a minute or a second, he spent all his energy on earning money to pay off debts, but ignored that his body was not made of iron, and on this day, he finally fell ill.

Xi Shaoxuan had a headache, but he was still unwilling to ask for leave, so he had to go to work, and finally, he collapsed at his post.

Xi Shaoxuan realized that he couldn't stay up like this anymore, he only slept two or three hours a day all year round, and his iron-beaten body would also get sick.

Once again, he was caught in a dilemma.

With a stable job on one side and the temptation of money on the other, he doesn't have too much energy and is able to do both.

If he wants to make a steady profit and have a fixed salary every month, then he can only stay in the company and get a salary of 27,000 yuan per month, of course, these salaries are already very high salaries, compared to many positions.

But with these salaries alone, he had to struggle for 5 or 6 years, living on tight means, to pay off these foreign debts.

But if he quit his job and concentrate on setting up a stall, he will go out day and night, and he knows that the turnover will definitely be much higher than now, and he may even earn 100,000 yuan a month.

However, this is also his second venture, the last failure, so that he owed more than 1 million foreign debts, lost his wife and children, this time, he really did not dare to gamble, did not dare to let go.

Once again, she came to a fork in her life, she didn't know how to choose in the future, the temptation of money was always mixed with infinite risks, and no one knew what the world would become in the next moment?

Then he now sells fried chicken, and if he suddenly learns the news that chicken plague has broken out, then it will be a catastrophe for him.

Xi Shaoxuan has quit drinking for a long time, and he hasn't drunk since he went home, but today, he drank a little wine, a glass of spirits, as if all his worries could disappear.

"Heh, there is a good saying, people live for a lifetime, plants and trees for a lifetime, how can you live not live?" Saying that, Xi Shaoxuan lit another cigarette, and the room was filled with smoke and fog in an instant, and the smell of alcohol and cigarettes fascinated him, as if it could make him forget all his troubles.

He didn't go crazy drunk, he sat at the head of the bed and pressed his forehead, what should he do on the road ahead?

Should he quit his job and take the risk of chasing money, or should he end his stall career, concentrate on his post, and live a stable life.

Xi Shaoxuan took out a photo from his pocket, a photo

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"Mom, I'll discuss something with you. Xi Shaoxuan thought about it for two nights and finally decided.

"What's wrong, why didn't you go to work today?" Xi's father and Xi's mother had just come back from the stock, and they saw that Xi Shaoxuan hadn't gone to work yet. In the middle is a photo of Zijin and Xiong Da, he hasn't seen Zijin for a long time, I don't know how she gets along with her new father?

"Alas. Xi Shaoxuan pressed his forehead uncomfortably, everything was forced to give her daughter to Xia Zhifei, in order to let the child live a better life, so she could only follow Xia Zhifei.

But fortunately, the child is gone, he didn't live with me Xi Shaoxuan, he worked during the day, set up a stall at night, and was busy every day, he didn't have time to take care of the child at all, he didn't want the child to live in a loveless family since he was a child, and grow up slowly in the shadow of childhood.

"Zijin, Dad, I'm sorry for you. Xi Shaoxuan thought that now Zijin is no longer called Xi Zijin, but changed his name to Zhang Zijin, and he is ashamed of the child and blames him for his incompetence.

I hope that in his lifetime, he will have a relationship with his children, and they will see each other again.

If Xi Shaoxuan can develop and become rich in the future, even if I fight for this life, I will take back the custody of the child and give the child a good life.

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After thinking about it for a long time, Xi Shaoxuan still decided to resign.

This morning, Xi Shaoxuan got up early according to his usual habits, and when it was still dark, he took the first bus to the company and submitted his resignation.

Xi Shaoxuan's business ability in the company is very prominent, the boss kept him, unwilling to let him go, he thought that Xi Shaoxuan was disgusted with low wages and wanted to raise wages, so he offered to give him a salary increase, but Xi Shaoxuan had already decided, he had to let go of Bo a go, so he refused the company's retention, submitted his resignation, simply cleaned up, left the company, and returned home.

When Xi Shaoxuan went back, Xi's father and Xi's mother went out, probably to the mall to buy goods.

Xi Shaoxuan took off his suit, put on his usual work clothes, cleaned up, and prepared to go out of the stall in the afternoon.

"Dad, Mom, I quit. ”

"You resigned?"

"Yes, I think it's too tiring to do two jobs at the same time, so I don't want to work in the company anymore, I think that if I spend my time day and night at the stall, the monthly income of 100,000 should be fine, I want to give it a go. ”

"Decided?" Xi's mother was not particularly surprised, as if Xi Shaoxuan would have such a decision sooner or later, and she could also see that her son was too tired, and it was time to rest for a while.

"It's decided. Xi Shaoxuan nodded.

Xi's father is also very supportive of his decision, "Cheng, no matter what decision you make, your parents will support you, after quitting your job, let's work hard, strive to pay off foreign debts as soon as possible, earn money to buy a house, marry a daughter-in-law, and my parents will rest assured." ”

"Mom and Dad, let's pay off the debt first. Xi Shaoxuan's eyes were full of loneliness, he had almost forgotten that he used to have a wife and children and a happy family, but they could never go back.

The New Year is approaching, and it is the New Year of another year, and sure enough, there is no endless road, and he Xi Shaoxuan will definitely be able to resolve this crisis, and when the New Year is coming, he will be reborn and start a new life.

It's just that after the New Year, he will be thirty-one years old, and he will be one year older, even if he remarries, what kind of person can he find?

He is not a rich uncle, so naturally it is impossible for a little girl to stick to him, even if a little girl likes him, he can't have a conscience.

If he wants to find it, he should find an older leftover girl, or a divorced person. He can accept a divorced person, because she herself has been divorced, and no one has to dislike anyone.

However, it is absolutely impossible for him to accept a woman with a child, because, in his heart, his child, only Zijin alone, no one can replace him, Zijin's position in his heart, maybe he will only have one child in his life.