After answering the call from her mother Wang Xinning at night, she threw the phone on the bed casually, and then stared at the locked diary in front of her.

To see, or not to see?

This choice is actually not too difficult, Ye Du quickly picked up the diary, opened the lock in a more violent way, and after turning the inside page, he found that the first diary was recorded in September 2105, that is, three years ago, when Ye Du had just started high school.

September 12, 2105

The idea is beautiful, the reality is too broken.

When I bought this diary, I fantasized about recording all the happy things I encountered, so that when I was unhappy, I would take it out and look at it, and my mood would improve, but I didn't expect that the first diary I was about to write would be a very unhappy thing, contrary to my wishes!

I couldn't control it today, I had a fight with my mother, and the reason for the quarrel was ridiculous, because after dinner, my mother asked me to accompany her out shopping and help me buy clothes, I didn't want to go, so she asked her to give me the money directly, and I went back to buy it myself, but she nagged me for a long time, saying that the clothes I bought by myself couldn't be seen at all, and it was a pure waste of money.

The aesthetic was questioned, of course I was very unhappy, but I couldn't bear to say anything, who knew that she went to tidy up the wardrobe for me again, and picked out the clothes I bought one by one, either the pants were too short or the T-shirt was too ugly, and she was picky and wanted to throw them all away.

I was so annoyed by her nagging, I replied, saying that I wore the clothes anyway, and she didn't wear them, so I just liked it. She told her to stop being picky, and she said that half of the clothes were for others to see, the ones I bought. No matter how she looked at it, she didn't think it was suitable for me, and the two of us quarreled.

Actually, I know that she counted me down, not because those clothes didn't suit me, but because I didn't dress myself up as a plus-sized princess doll by wearing the lace dresses she bought, according to her preferences!

Her favorite thing to do. It's to take me out when I'm wearing those stupid dresses, so that when acquaintances stop to say hello, others will praise me for being quiet, beautiful and ladylike. She felt proud when she heard it, but she didn't know that people might just compliment me politely, in fact, only God knows what they thought! It feels like waiting to be compared with someone. It hurts my self-esteem so much!

I know a lot of things she does for my good, I shouldn't quarrel with her, after the quarrel, I feel very bad, and even regret it, but sometimes I can't help it! Because she and Dad always like to impose their ideas on me, just like when the house was renovated, I said I wanted a sea blue bedroom, but Dad said it was too cold. I designed a dark pink princess house, and I said I wanted to learn how to draw. My mother said that I would get a tan when I went out to sketch, and asked me to learn to play the piano, and they thought that they wanted to ask my opinion on everything, and I said it, but the answer they gave was always no, no, no!

……

In the past, the habit of writing a diary at night was different from hers, it was completely based on feelings, sometimes writing two or three articles a day, sometimes writing one article every half a month or even a month, turning pages and pages in the night, those youthful years that she had never experienced passed quickly at her fingertips.

The first two years of high school are really a fusion of laughter and tears, although the "she" in the diary is getting more and more unbearable to the wishes imposed on "her" by her parents, trying to resist and trying to get rid of, but on the whole, the days are still very brisk and bright, especially in the second half of the second semester of high school, there is a boy's name in the diary that gradually appears frequently, and it is even more sweet.

Gu Wei.

That's the name.

Handsome and handsome, a little arrogant, a senior high school senior with very good homework, is the object of many girls' crushes.

According to these descriptions, it is easy for the night to think of the couple she met today, the boy in the couple should be Gu Wei in the diary, although she thinks this person is very annoying, but the night color in the past has a good impression of him.

This kind of good feeling actually comes very inexplicably, because the classroom where the two are located is close, and they can often meet every day after school or between classes, so I don't know who looked at whom one day was discovered, and they paid special attention to each other, and those intentional or unintentional glances were more and more frequent, until in the end, they had a good impression of each other.

March 22, 2106

What a surprise!

I was stopped at the corner of the corridor by Lin Yunhai during class, and he said that he had something to say to me, asking me to go back later after school, and he was waiting for me at the back of the basketball hall.

I quickly understood what he meant, but the first time I encountered this kind of thing, I was a little sluggish, and I was thinking about what to say to refuse him without embarrassing him too much, when suddenly someone spoke behind me.

"You said it was late, I already made an appointment with her to help her with her homework after school. ”

I was taken aback, and when I turned around, I realized that the person who spoke was Gu Wei, and I immediately panicked, feeling embarrassed to be bumped into by him.

Lin Yunhai seemed to be even more flustered than me, his face turned red all of a sudden, and he didn't say anything for a long time, so he simply turned around and ran away, but I saw the confusion in his eyes, as if he didn't believe Gu Wei's words.

My face also turned red all of a sudden, and I felt that Gu Wei's excuse for me to relieve the siege was too fake, he was in his third year of high school, and it was the time when he was nervous about studying, where did he have the spare time to help others with homework? But it doesn't matter, what matters is why he wants to solve the siege for me? Is he not afraid of being misunderstood, or does he want to be misunderstood......

March 24, 2106

The day before yesterday was too embarrassing, and I avoided Gu Wei for the past two days, but ......

March 28, 2106

Gu Wei said that he was free on the weekend and asked me if I had any homework I didn't understand, and he could help with tutoring.

I was stupid by his question, and I didn't know how to answer......

April 1, 2106

Gu Wei said he likes me!

It's April Fool's Day! Idiots will confess today!

I don't believe it at all......

The night looked at the "she" in the diary for a long time, and it was not until the two days before Gu Wei's entrance exam that he really determined his mind and accepted Gu Wei's feelings, but the time they spent together was very short, only one summer vacation, and the progress of the relationship was not as good as that of her and Ning Han, because after really getting along, "she" found that Gu Wei was too arrogant and too self-conscious, and some doubted whether she had entered a wrong relationship.

As a bystander, Nightshade thinks that this relationship is really wrong!

In the past, the night was that sunny and hearty character, which was actually her advantage, easy to get along with, very likable, but this became the reason for Gu Wei to find fault with her, he would often think that she was not reserved enough to smile, that she was crazy and not like a girl, that she was not gentle and considerate enough, and what he said was often very hurtful, always "Don't do this, otherwise you will embarrass me", without considering her feelings at all.

Of course, he was more picky about her friends than he was about the night before. Due to personality reasons, she could get along with anyone at night at that time, so even those students with poor grades had a good relationship with her, and she also met a lot of people outside the school, like Crow and Ji Ji, who were originally friends of her friends, and often said hello and joked when they met each other, which caused Gu Wei's strong dissatisfaction, saying that it was too cheap for her to know this kind of person, and it made him embarrassed.

With so much nitpickiness and dissatisfaction, it stands to reason that the two should have broken up a long time ago, however, distance produces beauty.

After the start of school, the two couldn't see each other often because they were not in the same school, and the feelings that were hurt during the summer vacation gradually warmed up, but the good times didn't last long, and they were sweet for only two months, and Zhang Beibei, the rival in love, killed strongly.

At first, Gu Wei didn't know what psychology he had, and mentioned it on a phone call, saying that a girl in the same department handed him a love letter, which he refused, and then he often complained, saying that this girl was always pestering him, no matter where he went, he could always meet her by coincidence, which was annoying.

This girl in the same department, of course, is Zhang Beibei, she "takes care" of Gu Wei very well, so a month later, when Gu Wei mentions her again, his attitude has changed a little, for example, he will talk about Zhang Beibei helping him take breakfast, helping him copy notes, and helping him go to the library to occupy a place, and then in a helpless tone, he said that he reached out and didn't hit the smiling person, and if he rejected people thousands of miles away, it would embarrass Zhang Beibei, and he could only reluctantly accept her kindness sometimes, anyway, he just treated her as a friend.

What friends?

It should be a confidant!

Zhang Beibei's storage always caused the night before to go crazy on the phone, because she could hear the smugness hidden in Gu Wei's tone, it seemed that being chased by a girl like this was a very face-saving thing for him, and as a result, she went crazy many times, which became the reason for Gu Wei's dissatisfaction, saying that she had a clear conscience before telling her about these things, accusing her of not trusting him enough, and being short-tempered and unreasonable, and liking to make trouble.

At that time, due to the tension of homework, the tense relationship with her parents, and the pressure was too great, her temper was indeed very irritable, Gu Huan's behavior was undoubtedly adding fuel to the fire, so when she was extremely angry, she directly shouted to break up, who knew that Gu Wei was unwilling again, she went downstairs to her house every day to wait for her, coaxed her to change her mind, and after tossing two or three times, she had no energy to deal with emotional matters anymore, and decided to wait for the end of the upgrade exam, when she had time and mood, she would talk to Gu Wei again.

However, their relationship did not last until the end of her entrance exam, because a very unpleasant thing happened during this time, and the two of them fell out completely...... (To be continued......)

PS: The debt seems to be owed more and more, crying!~

It's almost dawn, I'm tired, crawl to sleep first, get up and work hard......

Thanks to the envoy for the three peace charms that should be given by the encounter.

Thanks to Floristan for the four peace charms.

Thanks to the son of Master Zhuoer, Master Zhuoer, and Yu Tingting, the two peace charms presented by Tingyu.

Thanks to Qimu Jinse, Rabbit A Porcelain, Songnan Mountain Memories, Night Owl Mother, Peach, Feifei Baby, W Weiwei W for the peace charm.