Chapter 080: A Dream
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Yi Cui was stunned for a moment, and wanted to ask, but saw Taiwei lying there motionless, and immediately sighed secretly, and retreated.
The room fell silent.
This deep night seems to be shrouded in people's hearts.
After a long while, Jiang turned around and handed the clothes in his hand to Taiwei: "Go and change it." She didn't answer her daughter's question at all, as if it hadn't happened at all.
Taiwei sat up, grabbed her clothes, and changed in front of her.
Jiang Shi looked at her, wearing his old clothes, and dimly saw two shadows of his past from her. Jiang originally thought that Taiwei was not as similar as he was when he was a child, but now it looks like it.
It's just her, not the current her.
Jiang finally let out a long sigh.
Taiwei took her hand and slipped into the bed calmly.
She didn't ask again.
But that question has been hovering in Jiang's mind.
Jiang lay beside his daughter.
The mother and daughter's hair, disheveled, were intertwined on the pillow. Like meridians, like lifelines, like indelible flesh and blood affection.
Jiang was eager to say something.
However, she opened her mouth, but she didn't know where to start.
Tell the truth, tell a lie, or do you tell half and half of it, and the truth is mixed with the false?
At this time, Jiang Shi heard Taiwei suddenly ask: "Mother, you don't know if you love your father, so ...... Love me?"
When Jiang heard this, it was like being struck by lightning, and a boom exploded in her ears, almost making it difficult for her to breathe.
She said sneeringly: "How could I not love you......"
She conceived and gave birth to a child in October, how could she not love?
But Taiwei turned around, lay on her side, looked at her face, and said softly: "Mother, I am no longer a child." ”
She wanted to know the truth, and she was going crazy.
After seeing Xue Huaijian tonight, she was even more eager to know everything.
Didn't she and him drift apart because of the pile of secrets?
When they first met, they were clearly two dummies.
Fake him, and fake her.
Hiding their true identities from each other, thinking that as long as they don't go back in time, they can start over.
But in fact, it has never been this way.
Taiwei's left hand landed on his lower abdomen.
She stared at her mother, for a moment, and said solemnly, "I want to know the truth." I also have the right to know the truth. ”
That is the origin.
It's the cause.
Even if you can't change it, it's better than being confused.
After Taiwei finished speaking, she stopped talking, only looked at her mother, and breathed lightly.
She was quiet as if she didn't exist.
Jiang also turned around.
Mother and daughter lay facing each other, their eyes looking at each other.
There was not much emotion in Taiwei's eyes.
In Jiang's eyes, there were earth-shattering waves that overturned the river and the sea.
The lamp burning in the corner gradually dimmed.
No one was sleepy.
The entire Wanfu Lane fell silent.
I don't know how long it took, Jiang finally opened his mouth. She seemed to laugh, but the smile was too faint, fleeting, and for a moment people didn't know how to distinguish the real from the fake.
She seemed to laugh.
It was like he didn't laugh again.
I thought I was dazzled.
Jiang said, "What do you want to know? What kind of person is your father? Or why have I refused to see you all these years?"
"I know why you won't see me. ”
Hearing this, Jiang smiled and smiled.
This time, I saw it too clearly. The mother did smile, but the smile was bitter, more ugly than crying.
Taiwei sighed and said slowly: "You are worried that you will get sick again, if you see me, maybe one day you will hurt me again." ”
She didn't understand it when she was a child, and now at this age, what else can she not understand?
How does it feel to be a parent......
She said to her mother: "You are cowardly, cowardly, afraid of everything, worried about everything, afraid to see me, and afraid to go out, but now you look at me, I have grown up." I'm old enough to endure everything, and you really don't have to worry about me anymore. ”
However, when she finished speaking, the expression on Jiang's face was even more ugly than before.
As if it was too little, she didn't believe a word.
It seems that the words that Taiwei said are all false and powerless.
She closed her eyes tightly and said word by word: "You can't bear it!"
That scene, even after so many years, she couldn't help but shudder when she thought about it.
Taiwei approached her, reached out her hand, and hugged her.
is too small at this age, and it is about the same size as Jiang's.
Her arms are no weaker than her mother's.
Her embrace was strong and warm.
Jiang buried his head in his daughter's shoulder socket, trembling, trembling, and falling hot tears.
Taiwei patted her back lightly and said slowly in the dark: "Mother, can I tell you a secret?"
There was no need for Jiang Shi to answer, she had already spoken naturally.
"I, I had a dream some time ago. ”
"There was a man in the dream. ”
Jiang Shi cried silently, and suddenly his body stiffened.
Taiwei didn't care, she just continued to pat her mother's back and continued to whisper: "What about that man, he is really good-looking." The first time I saw him, I thought to myself, oh my God, this man looks like this, how can a girl not be moved when she sees him. ”
"Even if he's so poor that he's dying, it's okay. ”
Too smiling, gentle and moving, eyes clear like a fawn.
Her heart seemed to be still as it was when she first saw it, and the fawn was bumping and pounding.
"You know, your girl, you're very thick-skinned. He said he liked me, and I thought, no, I'm so good, who can not like it, even if he is no exception. ”
"Later...... Then I happily married him. ”
Taiwei's hand rested on her mother's back.
Her mother's tears had soaked her clothes.
This old dress exudes the ambiguous aroma of time, which makes tears bubble and become even richer.
The old fragrance flowed slowly in Taiwei's voice.
She sighed suddenly, old-fashionedly: "But that's probably really a dream." When I woke up, I didn't remember the joy at all, but I was full of discomfort and wanted to cry. ”
"But mother, why do I think I still like him when I think of that dream?"
Taiwei hugged her mother closely, lowered her head, and sighed: "It's just a dream, isn't it? When you wake up from a dream, you should forget it, shouldn't you?"
She didn't have an answer.
Neither did Jiang.
After a long time, Jiang finally raised his head, looked at his daughter, and said in a hoarse and choked voice: "Your father, he, in his mother's dream, died a few years ago......"