Mu Beichen drank sobering tea and sat downstairs for a long time before he went upstairs, but he didn't go back to his room, but walked directly to Gu Jinyan's room.

Perhaps, with half of the wine, if it was Mu Beichen when he was sober, I am afraid that he would not do this.

He saw Gu Jinyan lying down and sleeping, did this woman really have such a big impact on him?

The person he shouldn't care about the last thing is her, he should hate the Gu family, but seeing Gu Jinyan's sullen appearance these days, he has an inexplicable distress in his heart.

Does he care about her?

No, it can't be!

For her, he will have nothing but recreation, and he is just a normal man's need for her.

Mu Beichen leaned over directly and kissed her lips, and reached out to untie her pajamas.

Gu Jinyan, who was originally asleep, was awakened, and she subconsciously avoided it, "Mr. Mu, don't!"

She didn't know how she and Mu Beichen should get along now? Could it be that she could also act as if nothing had happened?

No, she can't do it, she knows in her heart that no matter whether she still has feelings for Mu Beichen now, she really can't accept any intimacy with him anymore.

"Gu Jinyan, are you rejecting me?" Mu Beichen was slightly annoyed, he was still willing to ask for her, and she dared to refuse!

"Mr. Mu, why do you keep pushing me, I really ...... Can't!" Gu Jinyan couldn't put down too many things in her heart, but she didn't care if she could put it down or not, what she needed now was more time.

Mu Beichen's hand clasped her shoulder and squeezed it very hard, "Gu Jinyan, do you know what the consequences will be if you make me angry?"

"I don't want to know, I'm really tired, can you let me go?" Gu Jinyan flinched, if she said that she would have to leave here sooner or later, then she would rather leave now, she should stay away from Mu Beichen, and only in this way would it be the best for her.

She didn't want herself to be trapped in this kind of pain all the time, for her, there were many, many things that couldn't be solved, just like Mu Beichen couldn't let go of his feelings for Ji Yuying, Gu Jinyan couldn't turn a blind eye to everything the Gu family was facing now.

"Let you go?" Mu Beichen sneered, "Gu Jinyan, what do you think I should do to let you go? I left you here, you should know what it means!"

Gu Jinyan shook her head, no, she didn't understand!

Even if she has thousands of thoughts in her heart, she should understand in her heart that everything between her and Mu Beichen is not up to her to decide.

"Mr. Mu, what are you going to do?Could it be that now that the Gu family has taken on everything, is it not enough?" Gu Jinyan knew that if everything was as she wished, then even if she was bullied by Mu Beichen for the rest of her life and imprisoned here, she was willing.

However, she knew that Mu Beichen had never thought of letting go.

"Not enough! Of course not enough!" Mu Beichen directly dragged Gu Jinyan up from the bed, regardless of whether Gu Jinyan could keep up with her footsteps, he directly pulled her to the second floor, and stood in the corner room, the room that had been locked.

Gu Jinyan looked at Mu Beichen, only to see him take out the key and open the room, he pushed Gu Jinyan into the room hard, the originally dim room, after hearing a click, the light was turned on, the room was beautifully decorated, no matter what, as long as you look at it, you can know who the former owner of that room is.

There are a lot of photos in the room, and the woman in the photo is somewhat similar to Ji Yuxuan.

"Is she Miss Ji?" Gu Jinyan stood in place, stunned.

Ji Yuying in the photo has a gentle smile on her face, but she has a mature charm, and the smile on her face seems to melt people.

Gu Jinyan now finally knows why Mu Beichen can't let go, after all, in the face of such a woman, Mu Beichen is afraid that she will hurt her to the heart and love her to the core.

If it weren't for the car accident five years ago, Mu Beichen and her would be very happy now, right?

If it weren't for the car accident that year, she would have been the happiest woman in the world. When Mu Beichen mentioned Ji Yuying, there was a tenderness in his eyes, which Gu Jinyan had never seen.

"I'm sorry......" Gu Jinyan knew that no matter how much she was sorry or how much she apologized, she couldn't change all this.

She also knew in her heart that no matter whose fault it was in the car accident back then, losing Ji Yuying was also the biggest pain for Mu Beichen.

"Gu Jinyan, I'm sorry, is it useful? Yu Ying won't come back. Mu Beichen smiled bitterly, "When she left back then, how painful she would be, and how scared she would be when she left." I promised to love her for the rest of my life, protect her for the rest of my life, and give her the best of everything, but these are gone, they are all ruined, and when she leaves me, everything will be gone. ”

Gu Jinyan didn't speak, even if she understood him, but her heart hurt very much, hurt her own feelings for him, and hurt her for admitting the truth in this transaction between the two of them.

On the road of love, she gave first, she fell in love first, then she is the most vulnerable.

There were a thousand kinds of pain in her heart, and she could only swallow it in her stomach.

Mu Beichen looked at Gu Jinyan, "It's been five years, and I still can't let go, and I still can't accept the fact that I lost her." There are too many things that everyone doesn't understand, only she understands, only she understands. ”

No matter who it is, there is a secret in his heart, and Mu Beichen's secret is probably only known to Ji Yuying, because she loves him the most and understands it best.

"Mr. Mu, then how do you want to be satisfied?Do you have to pay for your life?" Gu Jinyan was scared in her heart, she was afraid that Mu Beichen would give her a positive answer.

She was even more afraid that Mu Beichen would tell her that the Gu family had to pay everything, not only did he want Gu Weihong to lose everything, but he even wanted him to lose his life.

"What if I say yes?" Mu Beichen asked her rhetorically, would it be so simple for him to lose his life for every life?

"Well, I'll pay it back for me. Gu Jinyan doesn't know how much courage she has to say so, perhaps, for her, now she has long lost the goal of how to live.

Even if she loves him, even if she promises Grandma Gu, everything is gone at this moment, and it will never be the same again, and she is willing?