After more than a month, it finally arrived on the shelves.

Actually, from the moment I started to do it, it has been almost three months from the idea to the beginning of the pen.

20 years can be regarded as the most difficult year for me.

Too many sensational words will not be spoken, the old cow is the stupidest.

Tell me what is in your heart.

Thanks to my wife, parents, for giving Lao Niu understanding.

Thanks to the editor of Fengqi, he gave Lao Niu a contract when he was most helpless and desperate.

It can be said that it gave Lao Niu a hope.

A hope that can achieve dreams with both hands.

Thank you, readers, you are the parents of Lao Niu, and only with your recognition can Lao Niu have the motivation to go on.

Novices, new books, there are too many ideas, but they are useless, and the pen power is limited.

Ideas and reality are fundamentally different things.

If you can't write it, you can't write it.

Lao Niu, who is 35 years old this year, still remembers the first time I read a novel, one day in 01.

At that time, there were only small bookstores for renting books, and the Internet was not as developed as it is now.

To rent a book, you need to go to the store, the cheap 3 cents, the expensive 5 cents, of course, all by the day.

This year is indeed a little crazy, so the idea of starting to write is out of control.

With enthusiasm, I began to write the first word, the 100,000th word, the 200,000th word.

Lao Niu will continue to write a hundred thousand, five hundred thousand, one million.

The mistakes made by newcomers, the old cow almost didn't fall.

It's all done again, the plot, the main line, the description, and so on.

I don't have a clear idea in my head at all.

I hope that in a few years, even ten years, I will look back and see this testimonial.

The old cow will work hard and be diligent, just like seeing a certain god say.

When you write to 300,000, look back and look at the mere words.

What kind of bullshit is that, it doesn't make sense at all, that's how Lao Niu feels now.

But Lao Niu doesn't plan to deny it entirely.

Because there is another 300,000.

The next three million.

Lao Niu didn't know how many words he could code, but Lao Niu would persevere.

It's been almost three months since I wrote the article.

In the past three months, some aspects have improved a lot.

Paragraphs, expressions, inner descriptions.

Of course, this is not enough, we still have to learn, we have to improve.

Lao Niu always believes that diligence can make up for shortcomings.

Let's talk about this star update.

The original plan was to insist on 8,000 words a day, but in the end, Lao Niu found that instead of writing water, it was better to take out the extra time to learn and better express the story.

Improve yourself in all aspects.

Whether it is the speed of the codeword, the conception of the plot, the character of the characters, the dialogue between them, it is clearly expressed.

Lao Niu will keep no less than 5,000 words per day and continue to update.

Please give Lao Niu a buffer time, not too much, a month, two months.

As the old saying goes, the more you write, the smoother it becomes.

The pen will also get better and better.

Of course, this is not empty talk.

Finally, the results were dismal, almost to the point that no one cared about them.

But Lao Niu will insist, even if there is only one reader, Lao Niu will go down this road.

If you sell badly, you can't talk about it, although the old cow is really miserable.

I still have to push myself.

The daily update time will be 9 pm - 12 pm.

In the end, I hope to get everyone's support, even if there is only one comment, it is the best encouragement for Lao Niu.

Every message you make, and even every comment, is the greatest help to Lao Niu.

Today is a day to remember.

Five years, ten years from now, I'll be going back to this testimonial.

If there is hope, there is a dream.

May 1, 2020.