Chapter 213: Overestimating Yourself and Failing You

"It's not important or not, it's just an answer! I'm curious to know if it's a dream or a reality, and if he really exists. ”

An Junxi lowered her head and fiddled with her fingers, she didn't know what she was still struggling with now.

"No, the Sui family doesn't know the news of your hospitalization. When Xiao Haoyu heard that you might not wake up, he begged Sui Yichen to come to see you, but...

I don't think the Sui family thought that you could live, right? Maybe for them, maybe it would be a better ending if you didn't see you. ”

Yi Nuohan finished speaking, but An Junxi didn't have to think about it to know what Yi Nuohan wanted to say.

"It seems that he is even more ruthless than me, but I can't blame him, it was my hand that let go first, and I gave him up first. ”

An Junxi only felt as if something had been ripped deep in her heart, it hurt very much, and the pain couldn't be spoken.

"Jun Xi, didn't you say that you were going to let go? Why did you suddenly think of this again? Did something happen again? Why do I think that after you woke up, you seem to be a different person?"

Yi Nuohan didn't know if An Junxi was stimulated by something, or maybe she was wondering if it was Yaya who stimulated An Junxi to make An Junxi have such strange thoughts.

"Nuohan, if I want to reunite with Sui Yichen now, do I still have a chance?"

An Junxi still didn't look up, still lowered her head and fiddled with her fingers, and couldn't hear any emotion in her tone.

"What? An Junxi, are you crazy? Do you think that Sui Yichen hurt you enough, or do you think that you are a golden bell hood iron cloth shirt? Wake up, okay? Do you have to choose to fall a second time at the place where you fell?"

Yi Nuohan really suspects now that An Junxi must have hurt her brain, otherwise how could she ask such a ridiculous and idiotic question, she is really crazy.

"Nuohan, in fact, I thought a lot during the time I was in a coma, do you know who I thought of first when I was about to die?"

An Junxi asked Yi Nuohan rhetorically, she once thought that Yi Nuohan was the person who understood her best, but she didn't expect Yi Nuohan to say that about her.

"Sui Yichen, is it?"

Yi Nuohan knew that An Junxi's answer must be Sui Yichen.

"That's right.

I didn't expect that when my life was dying, looking at Xiao Haoyu, what I thought would be Sui Yichen, do you think this thing is dramatic enough?

I wanted to forget for a while, and I tried to forget, but do you know, the moment I closed my eyes, what I saw was Sui Yichen's cheeks, and I really had a feeling of dying without regrets.

In the past half a month, I have been in a dream, in which Sui Yichen has been calling my name, and he keeps calling me, as if he knows that I am sleeping and wants to wake me up, and it is he who woke me up from my coma.

After experiencing life and death, I realized that there is really nothing that I can't get by, I was still too young and vigorous to miss him, and now I don't want to miss it anymore.

Just as what I said in the past is a fart, I can't let go and forget it, and I can't hide from it, I still have him in my heart, only him. ”

An Junxi lowered her head and said to herself, Yi Nuohan actually saw An Junxi's long-lost smile, this smile was not flattery, not perfunctory, not to worry about anyone, it was the kind of very innocent smile, which was also a smile she had never seen on An Junxi's face.

"Junxi, can you be sober? Who wants to forget at the beginning? Who said that you can't be together? Who said that you don't care? Have you forgotten all this?

Okay, even if you can get past the hurdle in your heart now, have you ever asked Sui Yichen? Is he still willing to renew the frontier with you?

There's no turning back on the road of feelings, isn't that what you've said? Don't you forget about it now?"

Yi Nuohan didn't understand why An Junxi suddenly thought of Sui Yichen, suddenly wanted to get back together, and suddenly wanted to go back to the past.

"Nuohan, I really think very clearly, I still can't forget, I can't let go, I love!

No, I'm going to see Sui Yichen now, I want to make it clear to him, I don't want to miss him again, otherwise I will really regret it for the rest of my life, I don't want to be able to see him for the last time when my life is dying. ”

An Junxi suddenly rolled over from the bed, put on her shoes and ran towards the outside of the ward, but fortunately, Yi Nuohan was quick and stopped her directly.

"An Junxi, can you be more sober? If you have a brain injury, we will go to the doctor, if you receive any stimulation, we will go to the psychiatrist, but you and Sui Yichen will never be together. ”

Yi Nuohan yelled at An Junxi, if it weren't for the fact that An Junxi was still a patient, she really wanted to slap An Junxi twice.

"Why? Sui Yichen and I love each other, why can't we be together?"

An Junxi didn't understand why Yi Nuohan would say this, she tilted her head and looked at Inohan blankly.

"Sui Yichen already has a new girlfriend and is about to get married. ”

As soon as Yi Nuohan's words fell, An Junxi sat down directly on the ground like a deflated ball, no matter how Yi Nuohan called her, she seemed to be unable to hear.

'Sui Yichen forgot about me, didn't he?'

'Sui Yichen has a girlfriend? This must not be true, obviously the person he loves is me. ’

'Sui Yichen, what about the oath we said at the beginning?'

'Sui Yichen, it turns out that I have failed your sincerity, I am too naΓ―ve, blame me for being too young, we really can't go back. ’

An Junxi's mind kept popping up these words, and she even had a feeling that she had nothing to love, and everything in this world had nothing to do with her.

"An Junxi, An Junxi, An Junxi. ”

Yi Nuohan looked at An Junxi, who was stupid on the ground, and shouted worriedly, she was thinking that An Junxi was afraid that she was not stupid, right?

"Huh? I'm fine. ”

An Junxi looked at Inohan with a smile, she wanted to prove to Innohan that she was good.

"Jun Xi, don't be like this, okay? Ten years have passed, what else can't be faced now? It's yours after all, it's yours after all, and you can't grab it if it's not yours.

After all, there is no fate, don't force everything anymore. ”

Yi Nuohan comforted An Junxi and said, she couldn't bear to look at An Junxi like this, but she didn't know how to comfort her.

"Yes, ten years have passed, I always thought that he only had me in the past ten years, it seems that I overestimated myself, I thought too much, I deserved it, and sure enough, the most damned person was me. ”

An Junxi muttered to herself, and at some point the warmth accumulated from her eyes, then slid down her cheeks, and then dripped onto the back of her hand, and she retracted her hand as if it had been burned.