Chapter 144: My Past Deserves His Respect
"This thing was designed by Yuan You, he wants to know who you will choose between Gu Tingchen and me, and he has put you in the most vulnerable place of human nature...... You have your own past, Gu Tingchen and Gu Lanzhi The feelings they once brought to you are real and existent, that is a part of your life, it can be said that it is your youth, I don't force you to forget, and I don't need you to forget, you can keep those beautiful or sad memories, and when you are really relieved, you can also tell me, you can rest assured, I will not laugh at you for loving someone so stupidly, those pasts that belong to you are worthy of my respect. ”
I was slightly stunned in my heart, and subconsciously looked up to find Xi Zhan's gaze, he was looking at me with his eyes down, his usually light and calm eyes were a little hot at this moment, and a warm current suddenly surged in my heart.
That's a feeling that no one else has ever given me.
Xi Zhan: He has always respected everything about me.
Never misunderstand me and throw tantrums with me.
He was completely from my point of view.
Such a man is too perfect.
Nature is more awesome.
It also makes me unworthy of him.
I don't deserve such a beautiful Xi Zhan.
Shi Sheng, the president of the Shi family, who used to be powerful and married to the Gu family, finally realized in his heart what inferiority complex is, which is completely different from the humility of Gu Tingchen when he was together, this inferiority complex is almost submerging me like sea water, and I looked at him a little breathlessly.
At this time, the elevator arrived, Xi Zhan carried me out of the elevator, and in the corridor he softened his voice slightly: "You don't have to care about what Yuan You said, tonight's matter will stop, I understand your approach, but don't take it as an example, even if it violates the rules, you have to clarify the reason with me, don't bury everything in your heart silently." ”
I stretched out my hand and secretly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, Xi Zhan rarely talked much today, and said in a soft voice: "Our life is too short, and this life to go down with you is even shorter, at least you have not appeared in the first thirty years of my life, Yun'er, you have to remember that those negative emotions such as misunderstanding, pain, concealment, etc., will only lead to the two of us drifting apart." ”
He solemnly promised: "No matter whether my mood is good or sad in the future, I will not push you away from my side, unless...... There are many unavoidable things in the world, which are not obstacles for me, I have the ability and power to solve them, but your mind is within the scope of control, I ...... Can't drive. ”
Xi Zhan's words are heartfelt.
He is like a man who knows love very well and has experienced endless vicissitudes, my heart is full of shock and helplessness, and the overwhelm is all the surprise brought to me by the man in front of me.
I stared at him with slightly red circles, his neckline was slightly open, revealing a faint collarbone, and his eyebrows and eyes were suddenly intoxicating.
I pursed my lips tightly, Xi Zhan raised his eyes and motioned for me to open the door, I sniffed, and solemnly admitted my mistake: "It's my fault tonight, although they have nothing to do with me now, but after all, they have taught me to grow up, and they are nominal friends, plus human life is at stake...... I didn't want to hide it from you, but I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable, in fact, this matter is a problem with the way I solved things, and I should have told you frankly from the beginning. ”
Thinking of what Gu Tingchen did to me in the garage, Xi Zhan's heart was as clear as a mirror, I reached out and gently held his cold palm, and said softly: "Today's Gu Tingchen is not mentally stable, his condition is very serious, he ...... I'm sorry, I let him succeed, Xi Zhan, next time I go out, I'll always bring my bodyguards with me. ”
"It's okay, you have no choice, it's him who is wrong and it's not you, what I should blame is that he is not you, no need to blame yourself. ”
Xi Zhan is too well aware of righteousness and insight into people's hearts, I grabbed his palm tightly, and called his second brother with emotion in my heart, he looked at me with lowered eyes, and commanded lightly: "Open the door first." ”
Instead of listening to him, I stepped on my foot and kissed his chin, and he suddenly wrapped his arms around my waist and took me into his arms, his seductive eyes looked at me, and a word that contained charm and attraction gently rolled out from the depths of his throat, "Huh?"
The word was like a breeze that numbled my whole body, and my feet could not stand and quickly softened in his arms, and he hugged me close to his chest, and I saw his bulging Adam's apple at a glance.
and the sexy collarbone under the Adam's apple.
Xi Zhan is the best, this is something I have known for a long time, even if I can't become his wife, sleeping with him is a sure earning, not to mention that he and I still have the same heart now.
I kissed his sharp chin again with joy, and he raised his eyebrows and asked me lightly, "Aren't you going home?"
I hugged him tightly and refused to let go, "Password 9977." ”
Xi Zhan opened one palm and stretched out his arm to enter the password and hugged me into the room, just when I thought something was going to happen, he went into the bedroom and took the shirt he left here last time and went to the bathroom.
I was a little lost in my heart, and it happened that Tan Yang sent me a message at this time, "I just arrived home, and my brother said that you saved me this time, thank you Shi Sheng, you are my Tan Yang's best friend in this life." ”
What she said as a seventeen-year-old child was old-fashioned, and I suddenly remembered that Gu Lanzhi said that he was ashamed of Tan Yang.
What is he ashamed of Tan Yang?
I sent a message and asked, "Have you had any contact with Gu Lanzhi before?" Gu Lanzhi just told me that he was worthy of you. ”
After a while, Tan Yang replied to me with a voice, "It's not a big deal, it's just that I met it again in Japan, and there was a little friction at that time, but it was all solved, so you don't have to take it to heart!"
Tan Yang's voice is sweet, with the immaturity of a young man, but it shows a faint indifference, like a fearlessness of wind and rain.
I was thinking about how to reply to Tan Yang when she sent me a group photo, which was taken at night under the temple, which was brightly lit and elegantly lit, and everyone was dressed in kimonos.
Including Tan Yang and Gu Lanzhi.
Yes, they are in a group photo.
Tan Yang was wearing a black kimono, the kimono was embroidered with countless pink and white cherry blossoms, and her hair was all down and draped behind her back, almost above her waist, looking like a little girl who came out of an anime.
Tan Yang is beautiful, she was originally a little girl, and this kind of dress makes her look even smaller and innocent.
But I've seen her pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger in the police station, so I subconsciously think that she is a black goblin in the photo, hiding in the dark and only waiting for the time to show her fangs.
And Gu Lanzhi, dressed in a milky white kimono, embroidered with ink bamboo at the hem, is in line with his temperament, his eyebrows are still handsome and picturesque, and the bright stars in his eyes are still familiar to me.
I exited the photo and saw the message sent by Tan Yang, "Not long ago, I caught up with the temple sacrifice, I met Gu Lanzhi, there was a robbery after the sacrifice ended, I got lost when I chased Gu Lanzhi over, there was a little unpleasantness during the period, it just made you feel bad to say it, I don't know why Gu Lanzhi said something to you that is worthy of me, but I can guarantee that it is not a big deal!"
I replied to her with a voice, and said with a smile, "I'm just curious and asking, how are you? Have you taken a shower? Are you warm?"
Tan Yang replied to me, "Well, I can't sleep and plan to play games." ”
I gently reminded: "You fell into the sea at night, and the cool breeze blew all night, and the body temperature was low, so you should rest early......"
Before he finished speaking, Xi Zhan pushed open the door of the bathroom, he was wearing only a white shirt, which was not buttoned, and his strong chest was wide open to reveal a few scars, adding to the wild and men's bursting male hormones.
I continued distractedly: "Tan Yang, I won't talk about it in advance, I'll invite you to dinner in a few days, bye." ”
I put down my phone as soon as the voice came out, Xi Zhan wiped his hair with a towel, looked at me with black and white eyes, and asked in a voice without waves: "Aren't you sleepy?"
"I'm waiting for you. ”
I couldn't help but walk slowly towards him......