Chapter 22: Sick
After Wang Ruoxin left, Li Yunzhe walked to the room and lay down like a deflated ball.
He lay on the pile of smelly clothes, thinking about the past.
At that time, he was 26 years old and Wang Ruolei was only 18 years old.
Li Yunzhe remembered that Wang Ruolei was very beautiful at that time, as long as she was a man, she would look at her twice, and everyone called her "Night Market Xi Shi".
The first time they met, it was at home, and their mother Pan Xiaoqing took Wang Ruolei down from the attic.
At first sight, Li Yunzhe was moved.
At that time, Wang Ruolei left the deepest impression on Li Yunzhe was her eyes, which he still remembers vividly, her eyes are like water, clear to the bottom, as described in the Book of Poetry, "clever eyes, beautiful eyes".
Li Yunzhe knew that Wang Ruolei really began to accept her pursuit when she got sick after the holiday on November of that year.
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Eleven later, Wang Ruolei, who suffered the blow of broken love, lay in the narrow attic for a week, and the whole person was basically in a semi-comatose state.
Dehydration, hypoglycemia, and fever all tortured Wang Ruolei together, unable to move.
Compared with Aunt Xiaoqing, Li Yunzhe is kind.
Although his herpes was not cured, seeing that Wang Ruoxin had not gone downstairs for a week, he endured the pain and went upstairs to see if Wang Ruolei was okay.
This look scared him a lot, Wang Ruolei was pale, and lay on the bed motionless without moving.
Li Yunzhe hurriedly called his parents to come up to help, and everyone sent Wang Ruolei to the hospital.
In the hospital, Wang Ruolei took a drip for a week before she came back to life.
Although he became a sick Shih, it still made Li Yunzhe's heart move.
Li Yunzhe felt sorry for her, and he didn't want her to suffer.
He decided to take good care of Wang Ruolei until she recovered.
No, even if Wang Ruolei recovers from her illness, he still wants to continue to take care of her.
In this matter, Li Yunzhe knew that he had to help his mother.
Li Yunzhe's mother is Pan Xiaoqing, she is a powerful character, and there may not be a pair in this world that Li Yunzhe's mother can't match.
Li Yunzhe told his mother that he liked Wang Ruolei, and Pan Xiaoqing secretly laughed at him in her heart, "You are my son, I don't know how many catties and taels you have." ”
But immediately after Li Yunzhe's request, Pan Xiaoqing was embarrassed.
"Mom, I want to marry Wang Ruolei. ”
"What?
"That's right. ”
"You're hot in the head, too? She's just been in love with a painter. ”
"So what?"
"She's good-looking, and she'll often provoke bees and butterflies. You won't be able to grasp her in the future. ”
"Mom, don't say that, who doesn't fall in love. ”
"You can't love her to death, don't you see her lying in the hospital now? At this time, if you chase her, even if she marries you, she doesn't really want to live with you. ”
"Mom, don't talk about Wang Ruolei like that. She's pretty good. ”
"If you kid are with Wang Ruolei, the days of hardship are waiting for you later. I'm not going to help you anyway. ”
"If you don't help me, I'll do it myself. Mom, you still think your son can't do it. ”
"You're bent on killing your wife, aren't you?"
"How dare I. Besides, this Wang Ruolei was also brought to me by you. ”
Li Yunzhe's sentence blocked Pan Xiaoqing with nothing to say, it was indeed he who brought that little girl home at the beginning.
Pan Xiaoqing is now so remorseful that her intestines are full of regret.
Pan Xiaoqing can't manage so much now, she plans to let Wang Ruolei take care of her body first, and then let her move out.
Because of Li Yunzhe's careful care, Wang Ruolei gradually got better.
After this serious illness, after Wang Ruolei regained her health, the first consciousness in her mind was to live well.
Wang Ruolei realized that she was adrift alone, and if she couldn't take care of herself, then even if she died, no one would know.
Wang Ruolei remembers how many times she called her mother's name when she was in a semi-coma, but no one responded.
Wang Ruolei remembers that when she was a child, before her younger siblings were born, although the family was very poor, her mother still loved her very much.
Probably when Wang Ruolei was 8 years old, she accidentally broke her arm because she was naughty, and her mother not only did not scold her, but also felt very distressed.
The feeling of being loved by her mother in her arms was enjoyed by Wang Ruolei for a hundred days at that time.
's mother is beautiful and has a good voice, as long as Wang Ruolei cries out that it hurts, her mother sings and coaxes her.
Mom would sing and sing until Wang Ruolei fell asleep.
Lying in her mother's arms, listening to her mother's singing, and being touched by her mother's broken arm, Wang Ruolei felt that she was happy as if she was about to return to her mother's womb.
If she can return to her mother's womb, Wang Ruolei hopes that she can change her gender and become a boy.
Wang Ruolei knows that her mother has only given birth to one daughter over the years, so she is not welcomed by grandfathers, grandmothers and fathers.
Wang Ruolei remembers that once she pretended to sleep and heard her father discuss with her mother to have another child, if she can't give birth to a son, she will continue to give birth until she gives birth to a son.
My mother cried.
Although the cry was very slight, Wang Ruolei heard it clearly.
Since giving birth to a daughter, my mother has not raised her, so she was disgusted by her grandmother.
Especially several aunts have given birth to sons one after another, and in this comparison, the father also feels that there is no light on his face, and he puts a lot of pressure on his mother every day.
Although Wang Ruolei was only 6 years old at the time, she longed to help her mother and longed to be a boy.
It's a small wish, but it's very strong.
Later, the mother really conceived a child again, but unfortunately it was a girl who was born.
However, because my mother has not given birth for many years, this birth and raising made my father see hope, so he did not blame his mother, nor was he angry.
Dad just tried harder to have another child, and he had already made up his mind that he would never give up if he didn't give birth to a son.
Since the birth of her younger brother, Wang Ruolei's mother no longer has time to care about her two daughters. The younger daughter was sent to her grandmother's house, and the eldest daughter was ten years old, so she stayed at home to take care of her younger brother.
Wang Ruolei remembered that since then, her mother had never hugged her again, not once.
When I came home from work, I was either busy with housework, or I hugged my brother, and it seemed that I didn't stop for a moment.
Wang Ruolei doesn't hate her mother, but she doesn't like her mother anymore.
Because of the hug that no longer appeared, there was a gap between their mother and daughter, which became deeper and thicker, and it was not unsolved until the final runaway.