Chapter Ninety-Eight: Let Go
"Zijin don't cry, when you grow up, your father will come back, and Dad will bring a lot of beautiful clothes and toys to Zijin, Zijin and Mom will wait for Dad to come back, okay. ”
"Wow......" Zijin cried even more, tears and no money flowed down.
The child is actually very insecure in her heart, Zijin is no exception, she is very insecure in her heart, she thinks that Xi Shaoxuan just doesn't want her.
Zijin is very small, and she can cultivate feelings for kittens and dogs, not to mention a big living person, and that person is still her father.
When Zijin was one year old, Xia Zhifei once had a Pomeranian at home, but once, when Zijin was playing with this Pomeranian, it accidentally bit Zijin's arm.
At that time, Zijin was only one year old and had just learned to speak. Xi Shaoxuan and Xia Zhifei were afraid that the child would bump into each other, usually they took care of Zijin carefully, but they didn't expect that after a while, their baby girl was actually injured, and she was bitten by her own dog.
Although the bite was not serious, just biting the skin, but Zijin still cried in pain, they were distressed and worried, distressed that their baby daughter's arm was bitten by a dog, and they were worried that Zijin would have rabies, so they hurriedly took the child to get an injection overnight.
When Zijin got the injection, he cried and went back. When he was still wearing bandages on his arms, who didn't feel sorry for his child, so the more Xi Shaoxuan and Xia Zhifei looked at the dog, the more annoyed they became, so they threw the dog into the trash.
According to their words, if the dog does not stew, eating dog meat is already cheap.
But a few days later, Zijin accidentally found that her dog was gone, and she was crying and screaming, no matter how much they coaxed her, she couldn't coax it.
Xi Shaoxuan and Zijin could only go to the trash can to find the dog, but the dog had long since disappeared.
Zijin cried more and more violently, didn't even drink milk, and pouted all day long. They had no choice but to take Zijin to the pet store to buy another one, but Zijin didn't want to live or die, and accused them with the words he had just learned, saying that Mom and Dad were bad people and Mom and Dad hurt the dog.
Zijin treats a dog like this, not to mention that Xi Shaoxuan is a living person, and this person is still her father.
"Zijin, don't cry, okay. ”
Xia Zhifei hugged Zijin tightly, and she was almost at a loss in the face of the child's money, "When Zijin grows up, at that time, Dad will come back, if Zijin cries again, Dad won't come back." ”
When Zijin heard this, she quickly wiped away her tears and snot with her sleeve, covering her mouth to prevent herself from crying, but her tears still couldn't help but flow, she sobbed and said, "Mom...... Mom, I'm ...... Don't cry...... I want to ask Dad when he will come back, I don't want beautiful clothes, I don't want to buy me toys anymore, will Dad come back?"
"But Dad didn't bring a mobile phone, wait for Dad to have a mobile phone in two days, okay to call Dad again?" Xia Zhifei held back tears to comfort Zijin.
She added in her heart: Xi Shaoxuan is no longer willing to answer my call, even if he calls, it is useless.
"I ...... I voiced my dad. Zijin couldn't help crying again.
"Okay, send a voice message to Dad. Xia Zhifei hurriedly touched her mobile phone, she opened the phone with trembling hands, I hope Xi Shao has not deleted her friend.
"Send it. ”
Xia Zhifei found Xi Shaoxuan's WeChat and handed the phone to Zijin, her heart was pounding, I hope that after Zijin's voice is sent over, there will not be a red exclamation mark behind it, I hope Xi Shaoxuan will still keep her friend when he is unwilling to answer her phone.
Zijin wiped his tears on his sleeve, held his mobile phone and said, "Dad, when are you going home......?" Mom said that you can only go home when Zijin grows up, don't you want Zijin anymore?"
"I'll ...... later. I'll never cry again, I'll never buy beautiful clothes and toys again, Dad, will you come back?"
"Daddy, I miss you, you come back. ”
"Mom, why didn't Dad reply to Zijin. Zijin stared at a pair of innocent eyes, held back tears, and looked at Xia Zhifei aggrievedly.
Xia Zhifei hugged Zijin and held the child in his arms, "Because Dad doesn't have a mobile phone with him now, he can't go back to Zijin, and when Dad sees it, he will definitely reply to Zijin." ”
Xia Zhifei couldn't help crying, fortunately, Xi Shaoxuan is still willing to keep her WeChat, Zijin is still so young, Xi Shaoxuan, even if you dislike me, but how can you bear to leave a two-year-old child?
"Zijin, can we sleep well? If you don't sleep, Dad won't come back when he's angry. ”
"Mom, I'll sleep, you let Daddy come back. Zijin became more and more insecure and cried again.
"Sleep. Xia Zhifei hugged Zijin to the quilt, "If you fall asleep, you won't have those worries." I don't know if she was saying this to Zijin, or if she was talking to herself.
"Little shaker, shake gently, little star, hang in the sky......" Xia Zhifei gently shook Zijin, sang children's songs, and took Zijin to sleep......
Zijin, just a child, cries when he says he cries. After crying, I said that I would sleep. After a while, Zijin fell asleep, snoring evenly.
The surroundings were very quiet, Xia Zhifei leaned on the bed, staring expressionlessly at her eyes like dead wood, holding Zijin in her arms, and mechanically shaking her to sleep.
After the child fell asleep, wearing an even snoring sound, Xia Zhifei lowered her head numbly and gently put her on the bed.
Zijin was already asleep, but there were still tears in the corners of his eyes, and a soft choked voice came from his mouth from time to time.
Xia Zhifei carefully put the child on the bed, helped her cover the quilt, wiped away the tears and snot on her face with toilet paper, and then left the bedroom barefoot like a dead dead wood.
Xi Shaoxuan, why? Why do you always refuse to forgive me? I'm already so humble, what do you still want me to do?
……
"Fei Fei, let him go. ”
Xia Zhifei turned around numbly.
It's my mother again, she always looks forward to me divorcing Xi Shaoxuan, and now she is satisfied.
"Zijin is still young, she will soon forget Xi Shaoxuan, you also forget him, you will definitely be able to find someone who is a thousand times better than Xi Shaoxuan in the future. ”
"Mom. Xia Zhifei was almost numb, she had been looking forward to our divorce, and now she was happy, "I want to go to the shower and change clothes." ”