"Because I went down the well today, I went to be a 'water ghost', I was supposed to go down the well once, if I could come up alive, I should have been given 20,000 yuan under normal circumstances, but do you know why I was given 60,000 yuan at once this time?"

"You went down the well three times in a row?" Xia Zhifei asked uncertainly.

"Nope. When Xi Shaoxuan said this, there was almost no trace of waves in his voice, he seemed to be just a spectator, as if he was just talking about other people's parents, he said calmly: "I only went down the well once today, but this time, I almost died in the well, so the boss gave me 60,000 yuan at one time in order to compensate me." ”

"Do you know how I felt when I encountered a landslide in the mine?"

"You know what? I'm really scared to death. ”

Xi Shaoxuan couldn't help but walk to the balcony, raising his eyes to look at the sun outside, the sun was hollow, and the sun was just right.

But for some reason, he felt that the sunlight was a little dazzling, so he raised his hand to block the sunlight in front of him, stood on the balcony and looked out, looking at the road in the distance, and looking at the Haicheng River Bridge not far away.

"I'm really scared of death. On the night of your miscarriage, when you called me, I had actually climbed over the fence of the bridge across the river, and I wanted to jump from there, so that I would end my life quietly, and all the bad things after my death had nothing to do with me. ”

"But you know what? I'm really scared to death. I still vividly remember that when I received your call, I wanted to go back and persuade you. ”

"But when I wanted to climb over the fence, my feet suddenly slipped, and I almost fell off the fence, dozens of meters in the air, if I fell, I would definitely die. ”

Speaking of this, Xi Shaoxuan couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly, he laughed at why he was so afraid of death.

"I came to seek death, but when I was about to die, I refused to let go, I did not want to end my life. ”

"I clung to the fence, clung to it, tried my best not to let myself fall from here, and from then on, I realized a truth, human life is only once, and if you miss it, you really don't have it again. No matter how hard I lived, I didn't want to die because I hadn't lived enough. ”

Xi Shaoxuan laughed self-deprecatingly, and he returned to the living room from the balcony again, "But I still have to go down the well, and I have to do this kind of work that exchanges my life for money, because I have to earn money and pay off my debts." ”

"When I went down the well this morning, everything was going well, I got the drill bit and returned the same way smoothly, but halfway through, there was a sudden collapse in the well, the water in the well was really cold, my whole body was buried in the mud, the oxygen tank fell off my body, and I felt suffocated like never before. I thought I was going to die like this, in the dark well, at a time when I hadn't lived long enough, and I was going to die with regret. ”

"But God treats me Xi Shaoxuan well, I didn't expect me to come up alive, and I also earned 60,000 yuan at one time. ”

Xia Zhifei couldn't help but be moved when she heard this, and she asked him: "So your life is so worthless? For a mere 20,000 yuan, you actually exchanged your own life." ”

Xi Shaoxuan smiled when she heard this, she Xia Zhifei has been pampered since she was a child, and she was raised by her parents to be lawless, brutal and willful, how can a little princess like her understand the hardships of this world.

Xi Shaoxuan nodded, "Yes, maybe human life is so worthless." ”

"Have you ever heard that phrase?"

"The world panicked but a few taels of broken silver, it was this broken silver tael that made the young man dyed with vicissitudes, it was this broken silver tael that added hesitation to his longing, and it was this broken silver tael that made the world ignore the moonlight. ”

"Maybe human life is so worthless, a few taels of silver, life does not bring it, death does not take it. But this broken silver tael made the young man dyed with vicissitudes and added hesitation to his longing. ”

Xi Shaoxuan said to her firmly: "Xia Zhifei, my life is very cheap, it is worthless at all, not only me, but looking at the world, how many people can live as easily as you." ”

He brushed aside the topic again and continued to ask her, "Do you know what I thought about going to be a 'water ghost' at the time?"

"I weighed it for a long time before I decided to become a water ghost. One, I can earn a lot of money at a time, and I can pay off my foreign debts as soon as possible. If I die in the well, you can get 2 million in compensation, you can pay off the foreign debts I owe, you don't have to be harassed by asking for accounts every day, and you can have hundreds of thousands left to feed our children, so I don't hesitate every time I go down the well. ”

"Human life is precious, and if you lose it accidentally, you can get 2 million in compensation. But human life is very cheap, just 2 million, I can buy out my entire life. ”

"Xi Shaoxuan......" Xia Zhifei heard what he said, heard what he had happened to in recent months, her heart was uncomfortably dripping blood, she covered her mouth, and forced herself to choke in her words to prevent herself from crying, "How have you come these days? Why don't you tell me? It's not that I don't have no money in my hand, I can help you pay off your debts." ”

"Heh!" Xi Shaoxuan seemed to have heard some shocking joke, "Xia Zhifei, how do you want me to tell you this?"

He didn't want to look at her anymore, so he turned around and paced in the living room, "I'm a door-to-door son-in-law, a soft rice man, after all these years of marriage, you and I have had enough of the cold eyes of the world, if you know that my company is bankrupt, will you help me pay off my debts? And you have already cheated, how can I trust you?"

"In the end, I am still cheap, I forgive you again and again, and I want to maintain our marriage again and again, so I dare not let you know the truth, the only thing I can do is to keep hiding it from you. ”

"You know what? On my wedding anniversary, I almost emptied my wallet, took out 1799, and bought you your favorite lipstick, but what about you?"

"You brought wild men to our home on our wedding anniversary, and you've been having fun with wild men, but what about me?"

"I'm working, I'm making money, I'm trying to figure out how to pay off the foreign debt I owe!"

"Xi Shaoxuan, why don't you tell me?" Xia Zhifei's heart was dripping blood uncomfortably, and she almost didn't know what to do next.

"......Huh" Xi Shaoxuan frowned uncomfortably, he exhaled a long breath, as if to hold back the choking in his voice, he came to the balcony again, raised his hand to cover his eyes.

I don't know if this time, he wants to cover the harsh sunlight outside, or the tears that are about to slip from the corners of his eyes.