Chapter 513: Melancholy
Since that day, the relationship between Ding Ting and Miao Miao has been increasing day by day, he knows that at this time, he can't let Fang Ruoxi see that he is having an affair with another woman, but he still can't control himself, and he will often make excuses and stop seeing her and the child.
In the past, he was able to use the excuse that he was busy with projects, and he had to work late to work on his work.
In the past, Fang Ruoxi believed his excuses, but the project always ends one day, and when the project is completely over, he can no longer use the busy things of the project as an excuse, it is worth using, and honestly returned to the previous process, and went to Fang Ruoxi's side on time to report after work every day.
However, although others will pass on time every day, this heart obviously does not follow.
Several times in a row, Fang Ruoxi found that when he was chatting with him, he didn't know what he was talking about.
It can be said that he didn't notice what he was saying at all, and he was immersed in his own thoughts the whole time, completely ignoring what the people around him were saying and doing.
In the long run, Fang Ruoxi will inevitably be suspicious.
At first, he wondered if Ding Ting had been thinking about it because he hadn't been promoted.
It stands to reason that after the completion of the last project, Ding Ting should have been promoted according to the plan, but the company didn't even mention his position in this life.
Even if the boss has sent out a resignation report, the company has not made a plan to promote him.
Fang Ruoxi listened to Fang Qian's secretary about these things, and he thought that Ding Ting was absent-minded all these times because of this matter.
"Are you worried about promotion? ”
Fang Ruoxi handed the tea to Ding Ting and sat beside him.
Knowing that he was suddenly approaching, Ding Ting realized that he was talking to himself.
He was stunned for a moment, then let out of the way.
"Sort of, you know, according to the plan, after the completion of this project, the company should mention the plan for job promotion, but until now, have I heard the above mention this matter, and I don't know if there is something wrong with the project this time, the above thinks I am unreliable, so I have been reluctant to mention the matter of fitness. ”
Speaking of promotion, Ding Ting was also very annoyed.
Although he doesn't care about the position in the company now, how many pairs of eyes are staring at him, which should have inherited the position by himself, but now that it is suddenly free, it is a person who will definitely figure it out.
Although he doesn't care about this, he also cares about other people's opinions.
After all, he hasn't left the company yet, and if I haven't made a good impression in the company, if I change companies and want to find a job with the same salary, I'm afraid it will attract you.
"Have you inquired then?"
Ding Ting's action of letting him to the side made Fang Ruoxi feel a little uncomfortable, but seeing that he was doing it far aside, if he sat down, he would squeeze him, so it seemed a little natural for him to let go to the side, although he felt a little uncomfortable, but Fang Ruoxi didn't say anything.
"How can I inquire at this time, although everyone has a spectrum in their hearts about this kind of thing, but the problem is that things are going wrong now, the more this is the case, the more I dare not inquire, if I go to inquire, wouldn't it leave people with a handle?
In case the company has other arrangements at that time, I go to inquire privately at this time, wouldn't it be suspected of working against the company?"
Ding Ting is not stupid, he knows that his position is suddenly vacant, and there must be other arrangements above.
No matter how the above is arranged, someone always has to do the position.
If the company does not choose to promote itself, but chooses someone else to parachute into this position, it is estimated that many people are not convinced, unless the company can find a more suitable person than themselves to replace this position.
However, judging from the situation of the wall of envy, Tintin is more inclined to another possibility.
"Our project this time, although the robbery is quite perfect, but there are still some accidents, maybe the company does not plan to promote me now, because these accidents have not been completely resolved, and when those accidents are smoothed out, it is estimated that the company will make a promotion to the position. ”
In fact, the so-called accident in his mouth is an accident that almost all projects will encounter, which is nothing more than another accident and a big fork.
The company did not promote himself at this time, probably because he wanted to hide it, after all, he heard that it seemed that there was still something to do this time. Seriously, it is a direct cause of human life.
If the company raised itself at this time, he felt a little unreliable in his heart.
So now the company has no arrangements, but he is very relieved.
"Otherwise, I'll ask my dad to inquire about it for you. ”
Fang Ruoxi saw that he was so absent-minded all day long, and he felt a little uncomfortable, the two of them were also a couple, he was unhappy, although he didn't have a good face in the face of his after-sales service, he would naturally feel uncomfortable.
Fang Ruoxi said this completely for himself, and Ding Ting naturally knew that he must have felt uncomfortable in his heart when he put on a face in front of him during this time.
"It's not good, this matter is also a company secret, even if you ask your father to inquire, there are some suspicions of exploring the company's upper layer of secrets.
As you know, I am only a small management in the company, and if I ask my father to inquire about this matter, it will inevitably make the management above ambiguate me and wonder if I want to use my father to suppress them.
I don't want to make the people above suspicious of me at such a critical time, anyway, you should leave this matter alone, I know it in my own heart. ”
Ding Ting now tried his best to get rid of relations with Fang Qian, when it was so difficult before, he didn't want to rely on him to improve his position, and now he is even less likely to use Fang Qian's city for his own welfare.
In this way, it was not the first time that Ding Ting had said it, Fang Ruoxi had heard a lot, and he thought that he really didn't want to rely on his father's strength to gain a firm foothold in the company.
"Well, if you need any help, just let me know, but don't embarrass yourself for these little things. ”
Fang Ruoxi gently rested her head on Ding Ting's shoulder.
How sweet this scene looked in the eyes of outsiders, but in Ding Ting's heart, such close contact with Fang Ruoxi made him feel extremely disgusted.
Obviously they are all pure, he prefers to have contact with Miao Miao, and every time he gets along with Miao Miao, even if there is no physical contact, he will feel very comfortable.
But as long as he was with Fang Ruoxi, he would feel very aggrieved in his heart, and even when they took the initiative to contact him, he would feel a wave of nausea.
Obviously, these two women have a physical relationship with him, and he definitely has a completely different reaction to these two women.
Perhaps this is the difference between forced and voluntary.
When he had a relationship with Fang Ruoxi, he completely took advantage of his drunkenness and took the opportunity to have a relationship with himself, and it didn't even have anything to do with his own wishes, so to speak, everything between them was his unilateral will, and it had nothing to do with himself.
But it's different with Miao Miao, when he was with Miao Miao, Ding Ting was extremely sober, he clearly knew what he wanted, and you clearly knew what you were going to do next.
He even knew exactly what the consequences of everything he did, but even so, he chose to continue.
Perhaps it was because he took the initiative to participate in it and had a right to make his own choice about the whole thing, so he had such a completely different feeling in front of these two women who had a relationship with him like him.
"My mom is a little dizzy today, and I have to go back early and take him to the doctor, so I won't stay here for dinner today. ”
These days, he always finds a lot of excuses not to stay for dinner, and because the child is already one and a half years old, he was sent to study by Fang Ruoxi and initially entered the kindergarten for internship.
In fact, in this matter, Ding Ting has always refused.
He always felt that the child was still young, and there was no need to send him to school for an internship so early.
Anyway, the child will go to kindergarten when he is three years old, so why send him to school at such a young age to frame him.
A person only has a little longer time to be a child, and he can finally play without worry, but he has to be stuffed into school to deal with things that are completely unrelated to him, even if Tintin doesn't like the child now, he feels sorry for that child.
But even if he felt sorry for the child, there was nothing he could do.
In this matter, even Fang Qian said that he couldn't move Fang Ruoxi, and Ding Ting didn't expect him to be able to move him.
Anyway, he doesn't want to care about this kid anymore in the future, he wants to toss as much as he wants, let him toss as he wants.
Ding Ting, this can be regarded as a complete let go.
Without a home where children are there, he has no desire to stay.
When Fang Ruoxi heard that he was leaving, her face suddenly became a little ugly, but because he said that Lin Jiao was unwell, if he forced her to stay at this time, he would look very ignorant.
So even if he felt uncomfortable in his heart, Fang Ruoxi could only send him to the gate.
From the car accident at the beginning of the year to now, most of the time has passed, Ding Ting, have you bought a new car for yourself?
Fang Ruoxi thought that he was reluctant to continue driving because of the shadow left by the car accident at the beginning, so he thought about transferring the driver in the house for him to use.
However, Ding Ting excused himself as a small clerk and had a private driver, which would be very eye-catching, and rejected his proposal many times.
Fang Ruoxi also knew that Ding Ting's current identity was indeed a driver who picked him up and dropped him off, which would be particularly eye-catching.
So after he refused several times in a row, Fang Ruoxi never mentioned the driver's matter again.
However, he also inquired from the side, wanting to see if Ding Ting had left a psychological shadow in the original car accident, so he was reluctant to buy another car?
"Maybe, the last time I drove my colleague's car out, it hadn't been out for two minutes, and I felt that my hands were shaking all the time, and I couldn't even find the accelerator and clutch with this foot, so I wanted to slow down the matter of buying a car. ”
Ding Ting always agreed to use rhetoric to deal with Fang Ruoxi, although more than half a year has passed since this matter, but on the issue of psychological shadow, even if Fang Ruoxi consulted an expert, he did not have a good conclusion.
Experts just talk about the problem of psychological shadows, and in many cases, it varies from person to person.
Some people may be able to easily get out of that psychological shadow, while some people may suffer for a lifetime because of that psychological shadow.
After all, the doctor had no direct contact with He Dingting, and he didn't know what his condition was, so he could only give Fang Ruoxi a general introduction to the situation.
As soon as Fang Ruoxi heard that if he forced the other party to face this psychological shadow, it might cause the other party's indelible scars, he didn't dare to try again.
So in the matter of buying a car, Fang Ruoxi also did not persecute Ding Ting.
Fortunately, it is very convenient to call a car in today's society, as long as it is on the mobile app, you can call a car at any time.
And there are all kinds of models, in addition to ordinary taxis, you can also hand over some luxury business cars.
Every time Ding Ting comes out of Fang's house now, he chooses to hand over the car on his mobile phone.
After sending Ding Ting to the car, Fang Ruoxi returned to the house.
Ding Ting watched him go back in the rearview mirror, and then picked up his mobile phone and called Lin Jiao.
"You go to the hospital now, we'll meet in the hospital in a moment. ”
In the past few days, Ding Ting was really making excuses and didn't want to get along with Fang Ruoxi, but today, it was really Lin Jiao who was unwell.
It's just that the degree of discomfort he is not too serious, it's just a general dizziness, and Ding Ting just took advantage of this excuse to get out early.
Lin Jiao told him early in the morning that he didn't want to go to the hospital, but Ding Ting had to insist, and he couldn't refuse, so he could only quickly pack up his things and go to the hospital after Ding Ting called him.
Today, Ding Ting got off work early, and when he arrived at the hospital, it would not be 4:00 p.m.
At this time, Lin Jiao had not yet arrived at the hospital.
After waiting at the door for a while, he didn't see him for half a day, so he couldn't help but call him.
"I'm stuck in traffic on the road, and there's two more corners to go, so you can find a place to sit. ”
Lin Jiao was also very anxious, but it seemed that there was a car accident in front of him, and the traffic was particularly unsmooth, even if he was in a hurry, there was no way to get out of the car.
Since he knew that he was stuck in traffic and would have to come over for a while, Ding Ting was not in a hurry, of course, he went to the hospital and found a chair to sit down.
But at this moment, he was biased against the person he hadn't seen for a long time.