Chapter 55: I Love You
Lu Yunnuan paused, but still stepped on the elevator and stepped on the door.
"Lu Yunnuan, you've thought about it. Ji Heye's hoarse voice came from behind, "If you leave today, there will be no relationship between us again, and I will not interfere in any of your affairs." ”
Lu Yunnuan tilted his head slightly, his lips trembled from heartache, his nails were tightly pinched into his flesh, and he didn't look back at his neck.
Lu Yiran's eyes were faintly moist, his gaze wandered between several people, and he pursed his lips tightly to endure something.
The atmosphere was deadlocked, Lu Yunnuan moved his stiff neck, looked back at Ji Heye, his eyes were red, and his toes moved slightly.
A trace of joy flashed in Ji Heye's eyes, but before he could breathe a sigh of relief, Lu Yunnuan resolutely took Lu Yiran into the elevator and pressed the close button.
The elevator door slowly closes, like a heavenly gate, separating the two worlds.
Ji Heye's eyes were red, his hands were clenched into fists, and he angrily smashed against the wall on the side, yesterday's old wounds collapsed, but he still hammered as if he didn't know the pain.
Qin Sui was shocked and wanted to stop Ji Heye, but he understood that if he didn't let him vent, his mood would only get worse.
When Ji Heye stopped, he stepped forward and pulled Ji Heye into the consultation room to give him medicine, and poured a bottle full of alcohol, Ji Heye snorted and twisted his eyebrows fiercely, "Want to die?"
Qin Sui pursed his lips indifferently, not taking Ji Heye's anger to heart, "Now that I feel pain, what about your strength just now?"
Ji Heye's eyes were full of anger, and he shook off Qin Sui impatiently with a gloomy face, unable to tell where it was uncomfortable, and it seemed that it was uncomfortable everywhere.
His heart seemed to be empty, and blood was pouring out of the hole, taking away his strength and his consciousness as well.
Five years ago, the familiar heartache swept over, and he was so uncomfortable when he heard that Lu Yunnuan jumped into the sea, and today he made a decision with Lu Yunnuan, and he felt the same way.
"I can't bear it. Qin Sui casually threw the empty bottle in his hand, "Do you say that you are cheap, so you can't be soft?"
"I'm soft for Lu Yunnuan?" Ji Heye sneered, as if he had heard some big joke, "Are you kidding." ”
"It's hard-mouthed. Qin Sui smacked his tongue, snatched Ji Heye's injured hand and rudely medicated him, "We have been brothers for many years, pretend with me here." ”
Ji Heye pursed his lips and was silent, feeling irritable.
"You've been in love with people for a long time. ”
"Impossible!" Ji Heye curled the corners of his mouth disdainfully, "Her father killed my mother, she is the daughter of a murderer, what qualifications does she have!"
Qin Sui pursed his lips and sighed helplessly: "Let it be, anyway, people have nothing to do with you." ”
Ji Heye sneered, "I'm still her boss, and she doesn't dare to resign now." ”
Qin Sui was noncommittal, and packed up his things.
The back of the newly bandaged hand was still aching, and Ji Heye sat on the sofa next to him, his expression cold as if it was a delicate sculpture.
Is he in love with Lu Yunnuan......
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Lu Yunnuan hugged Lu Yiran as soon as he turned to a place where there were few people, his chin rested on Lu Yiran's thin shoulder, and he couldn't help but shed tears, choking up so much that he couldn't say the whole thing: "Ran Ran...... Yes, I'm sorry, it's Mommy who is bad, Mommy ......"
The small and warm hand touched her head, and Lu Yiran's eyes were also red, and he held back his tears from falling out.
"Mommy, it's not your fault, you don't have a choice, I know. ”
"No, I can't give you a complete family, I gave birth to you without your consent, I often leave you alone at home, you are still so young, you learn to cook, you say you want to take care of me. ”
Rolling tears welled up from Lu Yunnuan's eyes, she sniffled to make her breathing easier, "I can't provide you with good conditions, I ......"
Lu Yiran interrupted her softly, "No, Mommy, it's my luck to be your child." ”
Lu Yunnuan shook his head, choking on himself and coughing, "Other people's children are surrounded by relatives and friends, I know, I know what you think, but I can't give it to you, I'm sorry, Mommy is too selfish." ”
Lu Yiran lay on Lu Yunnuan's shoulder, and patted her back softly with his hand, "No, I just need Mommy, Mommy grows up with me, I accompany Mommy to old age, my future wife and children are our relatives." ”
There was no one else in the empty small square, a few dim lights illuminated this small world, and the mother and son embraced each other under the dimest light, as if embracing their own world.
After a long time, Lu Yiran spoke: "Mommy, is Uncle Ji my father?"
The immature child's voice was still trembling, Lu Yunnuan's throat was uncomfortably blocked, and it took a long time to find his voice, "...... Be. ”
Lu Yiran's clear eyes suddenly lit up, looking at the darkness in the distance and gradually extinguishing, his throat was a little dry, "Mommy, I also know, Uncle Ji has done a lot of things to hurt you, and you can't get over it, so ignore him." ”
"It's good to go with your heart, you don't have to compromise for me, I don't want to see you have a hard time, but I don't want to see you cry. Lu Yiran smiled and wiped away Lu Yunnuan's tears, the little face similar to Ji Heye was full of distress and seriousness.
"Mommy, I love you. ”
The string that Lu Yunnuan had been tense in her heart suddenly broke, tears gushed out like no money, she rubbed Lu Yiran into her arms vigorously, suppressed herself from crying, and trembled her voice: "Mommy loves you too." ”
Mother and son were like two wounded beasts, snuggling up to each other in this inky darkness to lick each other's wounds, dark clouds obscuring the moon, and only these few lamps in the square were left in the night.
There was a figure standing in the woods in the corner, his eyes were heavy and he looked at the two people not far away, the night was lonely, only a few words floated to his ears, his expression was sad and motionless.
Suddenly, he raised his hand and slapped the side of his face, making a slight "snap".
Lu Yunnuan sorted out his mood and rubbed Lu Yiran's hair, "Are you hungry, go eat something first?"
"Good. Lu Yiran also returned to his usual look and replied crisply.
Lu Yunnuan stood up and patted the dust on his body, tidied up some messy clothes for Lu Yiran, and said, "What do you say, don't fool me with what I like anymore!"
Lu Yiran tilted his head and thought seriously, "Then let's eat hot pot." ”
"Okay, with a watermelon. The smile seeped into Lu Yunnuan's eyes, and the round apricot eyes completed a beautiful shape, making people unable to take their eyes off.
The mother and son left each other, and Lu Yiran looked back in the direction of the woods as if he felt something.
There's a familiar smell there.
Lu Yunnuan followed and turned around, his eyes were completely dark, and he couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing. ”
Lu Yiran smiled back, maybe it was his illusion.