Chapter 150: Childhood

Ding Dong sat on the edge of the bed, holding Ding Xiaowei's hand tightly, looking at him with a worried face, and kept calling his name in his mouth, trying to calm his emotions.

Feng Chengyu looked at the scene in front of him and was a little dumbfounded for a while.

He didn't know what happened to Ding Xiaowei, so much so that he would be afraid of thunder like this now. His performance is no longer just "fear of thunder", such an overreaction is more like some kind of post-traumatic stress disorder.

He frowned tightly as he watched Ding Dong put a lot of effort into lulling him to sleep again.

When he left the room, Ding Dong was already tired.

Feng Chengyu didn't say anything, just put the necklace in her hand, then took her back to her room and closed the door.

Then he sat face to face with her on the bed, looked at her intently, and said in a serious tone: "Say it." ”

Ding Dong knew what he was referring to, but now that she suddenly asked her to talk about the origin of Ding Xiaowei's fear of thunder, she couldn't speak for a while, and she didn't know where to start.

"I will listen as much as you say. Feng Chengyu looked at her, not reluctantly.

Ding Dong lowered his head slightly, his brows were tightly locked, and he cautiously raised his eyes to look at him for a while, and his tone seemed to be tentative: "You say, can psychological trauma be completely cured?"

Feng Chengyu looked at her, his eyes were gloomy: "What do you think?"

As if he had been encouraged, Ding Dong remembered the bits and pieces of being with Feng Chengyu during this time, and finally after thinking about it again, he still told him about his past-

One rainy night when she was fifteen years old, she ran out of the orphanage alone.

The pouring rain and the sound of raindrops mixed with rolling thunder made the night even more terrifying.

In such a noisy environment, she ignored the hurried and heavy footsteps behind her.

She was drenched in the heavy rain and was soaked all over her body, and she was uncomfortable. After walking for a long time, she finally saw a house not far in front of her, and she wanted to go to the eaves to hide from the rain, but her collar was grabbed from behind.

"Little Nizi, is it all right?"

A lewd and hurried voice sounded from behind her, and she turned back in a panic to see a thin man grabbing her collar and looking at her with a wicked smile.

A bolt of lightning struck abruptly, and in the pale light, she could almost see the yellow, smelly teeth in the man's mouth.

In the rainstorm, both of them were drenched all over their bodies, and her heart was completely cold, and she felt that she might die here tonight.

She struggled, but her thin arms and legs were not strong at all.

Before she could react, the man had been staggered to the ground by a small figure, and his hand had loosened her collar.

She looked at it and realized that it was a little boy from the same orphanage, and if I remember correctly, his name was Ding Xiaowei.

He was only as tall as Ding Dong's chest, but at this moment, he suddenly appeared in front of her like a tall hero. The small figure was clenching his fists, and the whole person was lying on top of the man, biting his arm and not letting go, with a hideous and angry expression.

Seeing that the man who was knocked to the ground took out a knife from his pocket, another lightning bolt slashed, and the tip of the knife shone with a miserable white light.

She didn't dare to think about it anymore, so she grabbed the brick on the side and slapped it the man's head.

At the same time, there were two muffled snorts, and the man directly fainted in the rain with a white eye, while Ding Xiaowei, on the other hand, was also pale and relieved.

She looked down and saw a knife stuck in the boy's left abdomen, red blood gurgling from the wound.

She was completely panicked, but Ding Xiaowei comforted her with a smile, angry: "It's okay, sister, I'll knock down the bad guy for you." ”

The rain was still falling, diluting the blood on the ground. She didn't dare to pull out the knife, for fear that the bleeding would not stop, so she could only support Ding Xiaowei, who was still conscious, and left the place step by step.

On the way to the hospital, the two met the old ghost uncle. He paid for Ding Xiaowei's medical bills, and since then, the two have lived with him.

After all, at a young age, the events of that night will always be a nightmare that is difficult to mention for the two of them. Since then, Ding Xiaowei has fallen into the problem of being afraid of thunder, and he has also left a permanent scar on his left abdomen.

After listening to Ding Dong's speech, Feng Chengyu was silent for a moment before asking, "So, you and Ding Xiaowei are not sisters and brothers?"

He had a premonition, but it was the first time he heard about the past from Ding Dong's mouth today.

Ding Dong shook his head: "Neither of us is very popular in the orphanage, and I don't like to associate with others, but he seems to like me very much, and he always talks to me at every turn." ”

Feng Chengyu looked at her face, and when he heard her mention the things of that childhood so lightly, a touch of heartache crossed his eyes.

There were no relatives, no care, and in the end they even ran out of the orphanage. In this world, does she still have anyone worth caring about?

"Over time, I have come to know his face, but his name ...... Maybe I didn't care, it took me a long time to remember. Ding Dong smiled, "At that time, I would always complain about why my parents didn't want me, why they left me in this kind of place, and why other children bullied me." I don't want to make friends with anyone, so even if Ding Xiaowei is interested in contacting me, I always treat him coldly. ”

Feng Chengyu didn't speak, and listened to her quietly.

"But even though I had a bad attitude towards him, he still didn't give up wanting to be friends with me. I spent fifteen years in an orphanage, and I had a strange and aloof personality, and I never learned well, so that no family wanted to adopt me. When I got a little older, I suddenly figured out that children who don't learn well will never deserve family affection. So I started learning to please adults and pretend to be smart, but it was too late. ”

Ding Dong looked at Feng Chengyu with a light smile, and his tone was ethereal: "No one wants to adopt a child who is more than ten years old, they all feel that such a big child is unfamiliar." ”

Ding Xiaowei was sent to an orphanage at the age of six because of the death of his parents, and he at least knows who his parents are. ”

"And I've lived there since I was born. Ding Dong sighed, "The dean said that I was sent by the police, and I am a child abducted by human traffickers. I was also trafficked with several other children, but they were all found by their parents. ”

"I sometimes wonder if I'm ...... What about being abandoned by my parents?"

"If not, why didn't they ever look for me?"