What happened to me? Why am I so impulsive?

Xi Shaoxuan thought silently in his heart, he couldn't help but be a little lucky, glad that Xi's mother made a phone call to him at this juncture, and he was very glad that this brick didn't hit He Bin's head.

Otherwise, what you will face will definitely be a broken family and you will be imprisoned.

I will most likely be sentenced to death or life imprisonment for intentional homicide, and if I die, who will go to the debt? Who will take care of my parents? Zijin is only two years old, what will she do?

Moreover, the gossip in the world has never stopped, and any stain on anyone will become a topic of conversation after dinner, and if you become a murderer, what will others say about the murderer's parents? and what will they think of the murderer's children?

I can't be so impulsive anyway, I want to be calm, calm!

"Shao Xuan, why don't you speak?"

"It's all the other way in the dream, Mom, you don't have to worry about it all day long, your son and I are fine, and now I'm working in the company, your son and I are a good citizen, how can I go to prison? Xi Shaoxuan quipped.

"Mom, isn't she worried about you? When are you going to go home? Your child hasn't been back for months, so I'll take the time to come back in two days and bring Zijin with me. ”

"Okay, Fei Fei and I will go home to see you in two days, and take Zijin back by the way. ”

As soon as he said this, Xi Shaoxuan couldn't help but feel sad, he really hadn't gone home to see his parents for a long time, he became a door-to-door son-in-law, and he was still busy with work, so he could only go home a few times a year.

Last year, my mother was seriously ill and stayed in the hospital for more than a month, and I didn't know any news until I went back to visit my parents that day, only to know that my mother fell on the road because of the slippery road on a rainy day, and was admitted to the hospital.

She is old, it is inevitable that she has osteoporosis, and she is not in good health, this kick directly fell her leg compression fracture and was admitted to the hospital, when I rushed to the hospital to see her, I saw that her leg was swollen, the fractured part was bruised, and the person lost a lot of weight, and there seemed to be a lot of gray hair on the sideburns.

I am an incompetent and unfilial son, I really hate myself, why did I want to be a son-in-law in the first place, why can't I spend more time with my parents.

"Mom, I'll hang up first, I'm still working. Xi Shaoxuan was afraid that he would not be able to hold back his tears, he didn't want his mother to worry about him.

"Okay, you're busy with yours, you must go home in two days, although your dad is angry that you went to be a door-to-door son-in-law, but things have passed so many years, your dad has long been angry with you, but both of you are strong, every time you meet the enemy, look at each other's nose is not a nose, eyes are not eyes, in fact, your father has forgiven you a long time ago, you have to call your dad more when you are free. ”

"yes, I see. ”

As soon as he said this, Xi Shaoxuan couldn't help sighing, since his father knew that he was going to be a son-in-law and quarreled with himself, he was so angry that he almost fainted, and for so many years since then, it seems that the atmosphere is very tense every time he meets, and every time he meets him, he doesn't know what to say.

Every time, he could only hide his embarrassment by playing with his mobile phone, and his father sat opposite him, with a gloomy face, without saying a word.

He thought about what had happened in the past two months, and once again he couldn't help choking.

Men don't flick when they have tears, but it's not time to be sad.

"In two days, I'll take Fei Fei home to see you and my dad, and I'll bring Zijin over by the way, Mom, I'll hang up first." ”

"Shao Xuan...... "Xi's mother, before she finished speaking, Xi Shaoxuan hung up the phone, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold back crying.

Hung up the phone, Xi Shaoxuan dropped his mobile phone and hugged his head and cried, crying heartbreakingly, living to this age, he had to ask himself: What do people live for?

After thirty, he has to support his wife, children, and parents, as the head of the family, as the pillar of the family, he has no power, no power, no money, and because he owes a lot of debts, he is worried all day long, almost overwhelmed, as if any sudden change in the outside world will crush this fragile family.

This person has walked through the world, tasted the warmth and coldness of the world, drank all the bitter water, it is really difficult to be a man, it is really difficult to be a man, if he can, he really hopes that there will be no next life, because this world has been walked once, and it is too painful to live.

“......”

He Bin drove his BMW here, there were ruins everywhere he looked, he opened the car door, and the howling north wind swept into the car, freezing him with goosebumps, and he couldn't help but shiver.

I couldn't help but scold in my heart: How did Xia Zhifei find such a broken place? If it weren't for the fact that he wanted to get my bag and my mobile phone back, Lao Tzu wouldn't have come to such a broken place.

He Bin wrapped his coat tightly and looked for Xia Zhifei's figure in the cold wind, the cold wind of late autumn swept the dust on the ground and smashed on people's faces, like a knife slashing past, his face was blown hot and painful, there was no one around, only the ruins everywhere after the demolition, which looked particularly solemn and bleak.

I don't know why, He Bin felt faintly uneasy, how could Xia Zhifei find such a ghost place to meet?

He looked around and didn't find Xia Zhifei's figure, there was no ghost around, just when he wanted to give up, he suddenly caught a glimpse of a person sitting on the ruins not far away, that person had his back to him, covering his face and sitting alone on the ruins, the cold wind of twilight autumn swept the dust from both sides of the person, which was extremely cold.

I'm going to go! That's not going to be a ghost!

He Bin glanced around, there were ruins everywhere, and there was no one in sight.

Hell! His heart was pounding with fear.

Stupid, run! He Bin scolded himself in his heart.

He ran away, shouting non-stoply: "Don't follow me, I've never done anything bad, I'm a good person, no, no, no, I'm wrong, I shouldn't have a relationship with a married woman, I'm a junior, I know I'm wrong, give me a chance, okay? Who hasn't made a mistake? I'm really wrong, don't follow me, don't follow me......"

"What are you running?"

"Ahh

He Bin felt a pair of hands behind him grab his clothes, the wind swished around, the sound behind him was like a ghost, he struggled desperately, but the hands behind him were getting tighter and tighter.

He Bin had already been discovered by Xi Shaoxuan when he first started running, He Bin drank every day, and he had already become a greasy middle-aged man with a beer belly, and Xi Shaoxuan had won the sprint championship in the sports meeting when he was in college, and catching up with He Bin was a piece of cake.

He Bin hurriedly knelt down, didn't even dare to raise his head, kowtowed and said: "Big brother, don't kill me, I admit that I was wrong, I shouldn't covet a married woman, I'm a junior, I'm a slut, can you let me go, I'll go back and burn paper for you, I'll give you a memorial, when the time comes, I'll kneel down and call your father, I'll be your son, you must not kill me, otherwise who will cry for my father?

"He Bin, you dare to scold Xia Zhifei for being a bitch, you dare to sleep with my woman, are you tired of being crooked?"

Xi Shaoxuan kicked He Bin's back fiercely.

He is Xi Shaoxuan!

He Bin suddenly calmed down when he heard the voice, raised his head suddenly, and found that the person standing in front of him turned out to be Xi Shaoxuan!

He slowly stood up and looked at Xi Shaoxuan.