Chapter 20: Reality

What is my affection for you?

At work today, An Yunuo was obviously not in a state, and her mind was full of the words that Gan Yunting left in her ears at noon, she mechanically helped customers check out and sent customers out of the convenience store, when the store was empty, this sentence was like a loop, and it kept echoing in her mind.

What kind of feelings?

Family, friendship, or love......

Don't be ashamed, they've only met for a few days, how can they fall in love, how can they be in love, what's the matter with love!

An Yunuo shook her head, shocked by the bold words that came out of her mind, she didn't expect that she could think of that word that made people blush all of a sudden, she wasn't such a shameless person before, why......

Standing at the door of the store, looking at the occasional crowd passing by outside in a daze, it is rare that there is no rain in the sky today, but the customers in the store have not increased much, this is rare for her to be idle, if she had gone to find something to do to pass the time in the past, but today she is not in the mood, her mind is full of Gan Yunting's words.

yes, what kind of feelings are there between them?

An Yunuo thought that they were friendship, the kind of friendship that could be regarded as childhood sweethearts, but it didn't seem to be friendship between them, it was not so much friendship, but that era, two hurt people snuggled up to each other to keep warm, only when they saw each other, they would feel that they were not the most miserable people in the world, only then would they feel that there was something to go to school.

When she thinks of this, she inevitably thinks of the unforgettable things in the past, and when she thinks of those, her face can't help but turn pale, obviously she hasn't seen her uncle's family for so many years, when she thinks of them, she still can't help but recall those things at her uncle's house at that time, and her body will recall the injuries she suffered at that time.

Be happy, look forward.

The people around her had persuaded her, but she knew that only those who had really seen hell knew the horror of hell, and that that fear was not something that could be forgotten.

There is a famous saying that you stare into the abyss, and the abyss looks back at you.

She is a person who escaped from the abyss, even if she walks in the sun now, no one can guarantee that the abyss will not annihilate her again, she also longs for the sunshine, she also longs for freedom, otherwise she will not change jobs again and again, and even do not hesitate to abandon her original dream, only living on a meager salary in such a small convenience store.

Ah, when it comes to wages, they will be paid in two days, and she can relax a little more in her hands.

Gan Yunting is not a person who spends extravagantly, after all, he has an extra mouth to eat, and this consumption will inevitably increase. After the rent is removed, her salary seems to be stretched, if she wants both of them to live a better life, it seems that she can't be idle when she is resting, and she has to see if she can find a place to earn some extra money.

An Yunuo's attention was quickly attracted by the predicament of reality, Gan Yunting's words were unconsciously left behind by her, and when she thought of making extra money, she suddenly had motivation.

Now there is no one in the store, she happens to sit on a small stool behind the counter, while paying attention to whether there are customers coming in, she takes out her mobile phone and logs in to the platform to find a job, her current job and house are found on this platform, she wants to see if she can find a suitable part-time job above.

She works at a very fixed time, from two o'clock to nine o'clock in the evening every day, and other times are free, and it is definitely not possible to find a suitable fixed shift, if she does not rest enough, it will affect the work of the convenience store, and she can only see if there is that kind of work calculated by the hour.

After choosing a location, the website quickly swiped the latest job information, she selected jobs according to the distance from home, and finally fell in love with a job distributing flyers in a large supermarket.

This working hours are arbitrary, in addition to the guaranteed salary per hour, the commission will be calculated according to the number of flyers issued, if it can pull customers to the store, it can also be paid from the customer's consumption, this job she looks good, after verifying the other party's requirements again, she followed the instructions of the website, changed her previous resume, and voted to the recruiter, and then she just waited for the other party to notice.

After a part-time job, she stood up, relaxed her stiff body, and observed the pedestrians and weather outside the store.

It doesn't seem to be raining today, the rare sunny weather makes the pedestrians on the street much more than usual, there is still a period of time before the end of work, many of the people who come to the store to buy things are the surrounding residents, meet acquaintances to say hello, chat, time passed quickly.

Summer evenings always come later than other seasons, when the end of work, you can still see the red glow outside, after sending off the last customer in the store, An Yunuo stood at the door of the convenience store and stretched her waist, looking at the rare good weather and breathing a sigh of relief, thinking that if the part-time application was approved, she would not have so much leisure time, she decided to take advantage of this, think about Gan Yunting's words carefully.

After dealing with the part-time job just now, she didn't think of Gan Yunting's words, before thinking of part-time work, she was still distressed by this sentence, but now she won't, she feels that the relationship between her and Gan Yunting is at most a friend, even if it goes further, it is also a hard-working relationship, and it is completely impossible to really leap over to love, not to mention that people don't mean that, even if Gan Yunting has that meaning, she herself is self-aware.

Judging from getting along with Gan Yunting in the past few days, he used to live better than himself, he is just temporarily down, and only then came to ask her for help, a friend who has not seen him for a long time, and when he makes a comeback, he is naturally a good match for a good person, he is an ordinary market citizen, even if they are now under the same roof, they are not worthy of him like that, so don't expect it.

An Yunuo is more realistic, she can't even think about things that can't have a future, let alone really tempted, even if she is subconsciously a little interesting to Gan Yunting, as soon as she thinks of the things she has experienced, she feels that she is not qualified to stand by his side.

More than ten years is enough time to separate two people who used to be in the same situation into different classes, even if they look the same now, An Yunuo also knows in her heart that the gap between herself and Gan Yunting is not a little bit dead, she thinks it is better to be realistic, so as not to be sad when she is still sad.

An Yunuo's side had already made up his mind to treat Gan Yunting with a normal heart, but Gan Yunting, who was about to pack up and go out to pick up An Yunuo home, encountered the first problem of moving to An Yunuo's house.

Your Excellency!