Chapter 42: Explain the Reason and Get Understood

"Your confession came ten years late, hehe, ten years of heart-wrenching. ”

"Yes, if I used to be the same as I am today, then is it the person I am holding on my left hand now, or you. ”

Sui Yichen's words were a little harsh in An Junxi's ears, and she waited for Sui Yichen's words for ten years.

"Sui Yichen, do you know that there is nothing in the world?"

An Junxi was still in the shadows, and Sui Yichen could only rely on the direction of the sound to find An Junxi.

"What is it?"

"If. If there were ifs, then a lot of things wouldn't exist. ”

"Indeed, if there is a gap between us in the past ten years, you have not given me a chance to ask you, ten years, are you okay?"

Sui Yichen still asked this sentence when he and An Junxi reunited.

"Does it matter now? Whether it's good or bad has nothing to do with you, what can you do? What if it's not good? Sui Yichen, I want to thank you for letting me learn to grow in the past ten years. ”

Without Sui Yichen, An Junxi has lived like a year in the past ten years, and she doesn't know how to answer this question.

"Although I don't know how you have been doing in the past ten years, I should congratulate you on seeing you develop so well. ”

"Sui Yichen, can you answer me a question?"

"What's the problem?"

"Ten years ago, were you waiting for me where you were?"

This question has been buried in An Junxi's heart for ten years, and the only thing she can't let go of in the past ten years is whether Sui Yichen was waiting for her in the same place.

"Junxi, is this question still so important in your opinion?"

Sui Yichen couldn't understand why An Junxi still asked this question, in his opinion, An Junxi didn't care what happened ten years ago.

"I can't say whether it's important or not, it's just that I care, I didn't look back ten years ago, what I want to know is whether you let go. ”

"I've been waiting for you to turn back, but all I see is your distant back, I know that you are really cold, and I don't have the face to keep you again, I think letting go may be the best salvation for you and me. ”

Sui Yichen told the truth ten years ago, An Junxi covered her chest, she felt that she was about to suffocate.

"It turns out that the first to let go is always me, it's me..."

An Junxi's mouth kept chanting this sentence, Sui Yichen wanted to go to An Junxi's side, as before, hugged her into his arms, and was stopped by An Junxi as soon as he raised his foot.

"It's better to keep this distance between us, I don't want you to see me now. ”

An Junxi was afraid that Sui Yichen would see her tears, and she was afraid that Sui Yichen would break into her heart again, and she would never recover.

"Junxi, I'm sorry, I made you cry again. ”

"From beginning to end, no one between us is sorry for anyone, we can only say that we were still too young and frivolous at the beginning, and we never took our feelings too seriously, and finally lost our youth and lovers. ”

"After all, I'm the one who bears you..."

"Okay, don't say it anymore, the matter of bone marrow, as long as Nuohan agrees, then I have no opinion, you can tell your aunt to let the hospital arrange the operation at any time. ”

"Nohan, she's your friend you've known for twenty years?"

"Well, Sui Yichen, let's not meet again in the future! I wish you all the best for the operation, it involves the issue of life, and please don't joke, after all, there are many people around you who care about you very much. ”

"Is that including you?"

Sui Yichen didn't want anyone to care about him, he just wanted An Junxi to care more about him.

"The hospital said that you don't cooperate with the treatment now, it can be seen that the Sui family cares about you very much, and the friends around you also care about you, so your life is not only your own, don't let the hearts that care about you hurt, if you really lose these people who care about you one day, then you will regret it for the rest of your life. ”

An Junxi's words were not only for Sui Yichen, but also for herself, the relatives who once cared about her the most left her, but she never said a word: I'm sorry, this is also a knot in her heart that can never be untied.

"I understand, from now on I will cooperate with the hospital treatment, no longer willful, I accept your opinion. ”

An Junxi didn't expect Sui Yichen to accept her opinion so easily, Sui Yichen was not like this before, he could spoil An Junxi and love An Junxi, but he rarely accepted anyone's opinion.

"Sui Yichen, you have really changed, I have almost forgotten what you used to be, time is really the best medicine. ”

"We taught each other to grow, all the changes are because of you, and I used to try to imagine if we would go back to the beginning, until I saw you this time, I think I really thought too much. ”

"The broken mirror can never be reunited, even after it is put together, there will still be cracks, and the image will no longer be complete, looking at such cracks, there will be a gap in my heart. ”

An Junxi understood what Sui Yichen meant, and she directly strangled Sui Yichen's idea in the cradle.

"I see what you mean, so can we be friends in the future?"

"Now that we have separated, don't break the thread like before, you will always have your life in the future, and I will also have my life, I think we should not contact each other anymore, it will be a good ending for you, for me, and for the one next to you in the future. ”

An Junxi didn't want to be friends with Sui Yichen again, but after all, this was a multiple-choice question, and she still accepted the result that she had always been unwilling to accept.

"Junxi, I hope you can meet the person who knows how to love you as soon as possible, I really don't deserve it, as for me, if it weren't for you for the rest of my life, then everyone else would be compromised, but I don't want to settle. ”

How could An Junxi be the one who was willing to compromise? Without Sui Yichen, life would never be complete.

"Goodbye, Sui Yichen. ”

An Junxi turned her back after speaking, she didn't want to see Sui Yichen's back when she left, as if she didn't want to look back many years ago.

"An Junxi, you want to be happy for the rest of your life. ”

After Sui Yichen left these words, he walked out of the room, and the moment he heard the door close, An Junxi's tears finally poured out, mixed with seventeen years of feelings.

'Ding...'

As the door was opened again, An Junxi's mood still did not ease.

"Junxi. ”

Yi Nuohan called An Junxi's name, she knew that An Junxi must be very sad now, that kind of pain, she hadn't experienced it.

"Nuohan, it turns out that I was always too mean to him, and I was always the one who ruined this relationship. ”

"Sui Yichen shouldn't have gone far yet, do you want to chase him back?"

Yi Nuohan knew that An Junxi regretted it, and she also hoped that An Junxi would not give up, so she asked An Junxi tentatively.