Chapter 356: I have to be ruthless

Gu Jinyan heard it clearly outside the door, Ji Yuxuan didn't lie to her, it would be difficult for her to get pregnant again in the future?

Even if she didn't want to accept this fact, she knew that she couldn't escape it.

Is this also the reason why Mu Beichen didn't tell her? Mu Beichen knew her physical condition, and all the good things for her were just to make up for her?

But she doesn't need to make up for it, and there are some things that can never be made up.

As soon as Mu Beichen walked out of the office door, he saw Gu Jinyan, "Why are you here?"

"Oh, I saw that you hadn't come out for so long, so I came to look for you. Gu Jinyan didn't know how much courage she had used to pretend that she hadn't heard anything and didn't know anything.

"It's okay, let's go. Mu Beichen grabbed her waist and accompanied her to the elevator, went to the pharmacy on the first floor, took the medicine, and the two went back together.

Along the way, Gu Jinyan didn't speak, and she didn't dare to show it in front of Mu Beichen.

When she returned to the villa, Gu Jinyan got out of the car by herself, she knew that Mu Beichen had to rush back to the company.

"Mr. Mu, I want to see Aunt Wen later, I haven't seen her since I came back last time, and she's also worried about me, so I'll go see her and come back before dinner, okay?" Gu Jinyan knew that she had to go out now.

There are some things that must also be confirmed in person.

Mu Beichen nodded, "Let Xiao Chen send you there when the time comes." ”

Gu Jinyan agreed, as long as she could get out.

Mu Beichen drove away from the villa, Gu Jinyan looked at his car driving away, at this time, she felt weak all over, and she couldn't even stand on her feet, she held on to the side of the garage, and cold sweat broke out on her forehead.

Aunt Ming saw that Gu Jinyan was back, and she hadn't gone in yet, she walked out, "Miss Gu, what's wrong with you?

"I'm fine. Gu Jinyan shook her head, it took her a while to recover.

Aunt Ming helped her in, poured her a glass of warm water, and handed it to her.

Gu Jinyan sat on the sofa in a daze, and sat for a long time before she got up, "Aunt Ming, I'll go out in a while, and I'll be back before dinner." ”

"Miss Gu, do you need me to accompany you?" Aunt Ming saw that Gu Jinyan's face was not very good, and she was very worried.

"No need, I'll go see Aunt Wen, and Xiao Chen will send me there. "There are some things that she doesn't think about, so she can treat them as if they didn't happen, and some things don't exist because she doesn't see them.

She didn't understand what Mu Beichen was doing all this for, maybe just like Ji Yuxuan said, everything he did to her was just to make up for Ji Yuxuan's various behaviors.

However, she didn't need to, what she wanted more than all this was to get out of here and live the life she wanted.

The driver, Xiao Chen, sent Gu Jinyan to the Wen family's noodle restaurant, and Wen's mother was very surprised when she saw her, and welcomed her in with a smile.

"Jinyan, how are you doing these days? I've heard about you, don't take it to heart, the past will always pass. Mother Wen also didn't want to see Gu Jinyan immersed in her own pain all the time.

Gu Jinyan nodded, "Yes, I think I will forget, in the past, I don't want to think about it anymore." ”

Can she really let go?

Gu Jinyan stayed in the Wen family's noodle restaurant for a while, she and Wen's mother went into the backyard, she told Wen's mother what she wanted to do, and Wen's mother would of course help her.

Mother Wen walked to the back door, stopped a car, and let Gu Jinyan sit in the car.

Gu Jinyan took a taxi to the Gu family's villa, the originally empty villa, but at this time there was some life, she rang the doorbell, it was the old maid of the Gu family who opened the door.

Gu Jinyan walked in, and saw Gu Weihong in a wheelchair, and he was also surprised to see her coming, after all, Mu Beichen said that no one needed to know about them moving back to the Gu family's villa, and Gu Jinyan didn't need to know.

"Jinyan, why are you here?" Gu Weihong felt a little weak.

Although these things were not something he wanted, with his current situation, if he didn't come back here, they would have no place to live, even if he knew that Mu Beichen's behavior towards them was a charity, he was willing to accept it.

"Dad, I heard that you moved back here, so I'll come over and take a look, everything is okay here?" Gu Jinyan asked him.

Gu Weihong nodded, "Well, okay, everything is fine." ”

He hesitated slightly, "Jinyan, did Mu Shao tell you?"

Gu Jinyan was stunned, but she only smiled faintly.

And in her heart, she was bitter in every way, how could Mu Beichen tell her this? He was afraid that he would never want her to know these things, right?

"Mu Shao did this because of you, right? You have to follow him well, he still has affection for you. Gu Weihong didn't understand his daughter's mind.

Gu Jinyan smiled bitterly, "Maybe." ”

This kind of disobedience is a great pain for her.

"Dad, then take good care of your body, I'll come to see you again when I'm free. Gu Jinyan didn't even want to step into the door of the living room.

All she had to do was know what she wanted to know.

Gu Weihong originally wanted to leave her at home for lunch, but thinking that there was nothing delicious to entertain her at home now, he gave up.

Gu Jinyan asked the taxi to wait at the door, and she took the same car back to the back door of the Wen family's noodle restaurant.

It turns out that she is the one who is kept in the dark about everything, and now she should recognize the reality of everything?

That afternoon, Gu Jinyan stayed in the noodle restaurant all afternoon, she also thought about a lot of things, and finally, she made a decision.

There are some people who she should leave, and leaving will be the best choice.

If Mu Beichen is troubled by her existence and Ji Yuxuan is so unscrupulous, she feels that there is really no need for her to continue to stay.

And will she really be able to let go?

After a long time, no matter how difficult and painful things are, you will forget them, right?

Gu Jinyan went back to the villa early and helped Aunt Ming prepare dinner together, she had cooked by herself for so long that day.

When Mu Beichen came back, it was dinner time, and the dinner for the two of them looked very calm, but in Gu Jinyan's heart, there were all kinds of tastes, none of which made her feel better.

After dinner, Gu Jinyan went back to the room, she took out the baby clothes in the closet and put them on the bed one by one.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to do that, but I had to. Gu Jinyan looked at the night outside the window, although it was dim, it was warm, just like she once had a child.

I'm afraid that in the future, she will never feel like this again.

She had never wanted to be so ruthless, but she had to.

Mu Beichen walked into her room and saw her staring at those little baby clothes in a daze, it seemed that she still couldn't put it down.

He walked over and stood beside her, "Stay these if you want." ”

This was a thought for her, and he knew that no matter how long it was, she couldn't let go.