At night, the roof of the girls' dormitory building of Kyoto No. 9 Middle School. Ye Man sat on the rooftop and looked down, it was so high.

She recalled over and over again the words that Gu Ze had said to her during the day, and those words pierced her heart over and over again like a vertebrae-

She said, "I give birth to my own and raise myself, what does it have to do with you?"

He said, "Let him live with you in a place like Acorn Alley, without enough food, without warm clothes, growing up with a bunch of uneducated wild children, with all kinds of white eyes and discrimination—he's going to ruin your life, and at the same time, he's going to ruin his own life—"

She said, "Aze, you're worried about me and your children, right?"

The man was ruthless: "You don't pretend to be amorous." ”

He said, "I will marry no one because I have never loved you." ”

He said, "You want to keep this child, you want to threaten me, and voila, I'm going to ruin you." ”

He said, "You're one of my playthings!"

He said......

He said......

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It turned out that he really didn't have any feelings for her except for playing. Are all those tenderness and sweetness of getting along all faked? To be able to act to that extent, what a high level of acting skills must be required. Ye Man smiled bitterly, with a hint of despair.

She can forgive him for not marrying her, but she can't not love her. Because she loves him, wholeheartedly, and loves him until she is hurt and broken, and she refuses to let go.

She couldn't believe he hadn't loved her, he was lying, he must have been lying. However, there was no trace of warmth in his voice, there really was no trace of warmth. Could it be that she had always been wrong? He really didn't love her!

Thinking of this, tears poured out like a river bursting its banks—

At night, the sky is like a net, black and oppressive, even if there is a light on the ground, it cannot illuminate the sky. He was her net, bound all her thoughts, and she stayed in it, unable to get out. Her love for him was not yet gone, and he couldn't wait to leave her and make a clean break with her.

There is not a trace of hesitation, there is not a trace of pity, and there is not a trace of love.

She began to despair and did not know what it meant to be alive.

The wind on the rooftop was very cold, it was obviously a hot June, but she felt that the wind was really cold, and it had been cold to her heart, and she couldn't help but shiver slightly.

Looking down at the ground, fifteen floors, this height, you should be dead in an instant, right? Not even a little struggle, right?

Is there really no warmth in this world? The cruelty and scoundrel of my father, the cowardice and incompetence of my mother.

She's been trying, but nothing seems to change.

Every time I go home, I see a scene of domestic violence. Fierce beatings, screams of terror -

She hated her parents, why did she give birth to her, why did she have such a scoundrel and cruel father? She didn't want to go home, she didn't want to.

She used to think that studying hard would lead to a good way out, but in fact, she didn't even have college tuition. She once thought that meeting him was the luck of her life, and there was always someone waiting for her in this world, but it turned out that his feelings for her were all fake-

She thought again, if her father knew that she was pregnant, she would probably be beaten to death by him, right?

In short, she didn't have a single supporter around her, and she didn't have a reason to live.

She rubbed her lower abdomen, and that was the only reason she had to live. However, Gu Ze said that he would definitely take him away tomorrow-

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The hustle and bustle of the campus has gradually quieted down, and it is very quiet.

The light shone on the ground dimly, and the night without people was very lonely.

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