11. I'm not a younger brother
After three rounds of wine and five flavors, Leng Qiuyan had already pulled Zhao Qianqian out, and Zhao Pinghai and Lin Fan were left on the wine table. Seeing that his daughter-in-law and daughter had gone out, Zhao Pinghai took out a cigarette and handed it to Lin Fan, and lit one himself.
Lin Fan had only smoked secretly in his hometown before, and was slapped by the old man because of this, saying that smoking would damage his lungs and affect his practice, so he didn't smoke again, and now he saw that Zhao Pinghai couldn't refuse to give him cigarettes, so he lit a fire. As soon as he took a puff, he coughed violently, and Zhao Pinghai, who was looking at it, laughed.
"If you don't know how to smoke, don't smoke, and don't learn in the future. ”
Lin Fan also obediently snuffed out the cigarette in the ashtray.
"Xiaofan, now that neither of them is here, Uncle has a few words to tell you. When Zhao Pinghai said this, he took two puffs of cigarette violently, strangled the cigarette butt to death, and then continued: "Qianqian has just graduated from high school this year, and you should not be very old when you look like you, and to put it bluntly, you are a child from the mountains in the countryside, poor and white, what do you give Qianqian happiness?" "Of course, Uncle didn't mean to look down on you, I think I was also poor and white when I met Qianqian's mother back then, in today's words, it's a dick! But heroes are not afraid of low backgrounds, as long as they are willing to work hard, there is nothing that cannot be done. Zhao Pinghai looked at Lin Fan fixedly.
Lin Fan was silenced by Zhao Pinghai's words, seeing that the fire was almost over, Zhao Pinghai continued: "Xiaofan, uncle doesn't mean to look down on you, you should understand uncle, uncle is a person from the past, just like you at the beginning, nothing, I will always remember how I survived the hard days back then, how could Qianqian's mother leave Qianqian so young if she hadn't been tired and sick in those years? Have you ever tried to eat a bucket of instant noodles with two people?" Speaking of this, the corners of Zhao Pinghai's eyes were also a little moist.
Throwing away the cigarette butt, which was already a little hot, he took out another one and lit it on fire. Take a deep breath to calm your mood.
"It's because I know that I don't want my daughter to go through the old road I once walked with Qianqian's mother again, I want my daughter to be happy, I don't expect her to be rich, as long as she can be happy, it is enough to live happily for a lifetime. Xiaofan, can you understand your uncle's mind?"
Zhao Pinghai's words deeply touched the heart of this eighteen-year-old boy, he was so big, it was the first time someone told him this, and Lin Fan remembered every word of Zhao Qianqian's father, and he could understand everything.
Pity the hearts of parents all over the world! Only parents in this world truly love their children without reservation, and in the past eighteen years, Lin Fan has never had such a thought as at this moment.
Who are my parents? Where did they go? Why didn't my parents want me? Lin Fan really wanted to ask them loudly, why did they give birth to themselves, but they didn't care about themselves?
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Lin Fan walked alone on the street at midnight, with his hands in his trouser pockets, carrying a black schoolbag, which contained the clothes that Zhao Qianqian washed for him during the day, he walked like this, he couldn't see any expression on his face, he didn't feel tired, he didn't feel sleepy, and he didn't know what his heart wanted at the moment? I only felt that my heart was very chaotic, Zhao Pinghai's words were very heart-wrenching, but Lin Fan didn't hate him, because if he put himself in Zhao Pinghai's shoes, he should have said those words, Lin Fan seemed to suddenly understand something, but he couldn't say it.
Zhao Qianqian had already gone home with her father, and when she left, she left the key to Lin Fan, and specially instructed Lin Fan, "When I go back, I will help me clean up the house!" and Lin Fan just went back to pack up his things, put the key on the coffee table and left.
Although it was only two short days, but at the moment when the door was closed, Lin Fan felt as if something was broken in his heart, he didn't know if it was love, and he didn't understand what love was, but he suddenly felt empty in his heart and felt very uncomfortable.
shook his head vigorously and wanted to get out all the troubles in his head, but no matter how he shook it, Zhao Qianqian's shadow still appeared in his head from time to time.
"Didi~~~" A shrill car horn sounded.
"Grass, are you looking for death in the middle of the night?" an angry voice scolded.
Lin Fan came back to his senses, it turned out that he didn't know when he had walked to the middle of the road, and at this time a red sedan was honking its horn behind him.
I hurriedly walked to the side of the road and looked around.
Coincidentally, isn't this the place where Zhao Qianqian drank last night? It turns out that she actually came here. Just standing outside, you can hear the energetic music and shouts inside, which also arouses Lin Fan's desire to explore.
Since you're here, let's just go in and have a look.
As soon as he entered the door, the music that was already very loud outside just now seemed to be in his ears at this time, and Lin Fan, who was shocked, covered his ears, and provoked the uniformed security guard next to him to pout, and he looked like a rookie who came to the bar for the first time.
Of course, the security guard's expression did not escape Lin Fan's eyes, he knew that he might be wrong again, but he didn't care about him, he walked in with his bag on his back, and on the way, another uniformed man took a long strip of something and shook it in front of and behind Lin Fan, leaving him alone.
At this time, the atmosphere in the bar was quite warm, countless lampposts were shooting indiscriminately, a table of young men and women sat in the dim light and drank wine, chatting casually, talking about the excitement and clinking glasses, laughing unscrupulously, and in a circular field in the distance, countless men and women twisted their waists like crazy, sweating to their heart's content.
Lin Fan was a little uncomfortable with such a scene, but since he came, he had a good look, so he found a vacant seat and sat down at random.
Lin Fan sat in a circle of swivel chairs around the bar, because the lights here were relatively bright, so only a few people sat here. As soon as the bartender in the bar saw someone sitting down, he glanced at Lin Fan casually, and still said, "Hello sir, what to drink?"
Lin Fan came for the first time, and he didn't know what to order, so he suddenly remembered the beer he drank with Zhao Qianqian, and asked tentatively, "Is there any beer?"
The bartender glanced at Lin Fan and said, "Yes, 80." ”
Lin Fan was obviously taken aback, he didn't expect the wine in the bar to be so expensive, but since he had come to see it, he endured it, so he took out a hundred yuan from his schoolbag and handed it over.
The bartender took the money and threw it into the cash box, turned his head and took a glass of draft beer and handed it to Lin Fan, and said, "Thank you, sir, for the tip." ”
But Lin Fan didn't understand what it meant, he gave him a hundred, why didn't he look for money?
"Why don't you look for money?" Lin Fan finally couldn't help but ask.
The bartender is also the first time to see this, usually when he needs to make change, he just needs to say "thank you for the tip", basically no one will mention the matter of finding money, after all, who is the master of the two jujubes on a romantic night?
At this time, a female voice next to her "giggled" and laughed, "It's really interesting, Ah Fei, give him back the money, I invited this cup." ”
It turned out that the bartender's name was Ah Fei, Ah Fei glanced at the woman and nodded, then took out another hundred yuan from the cash box, handed it to Lin Fan, turned around and went back to work.
Lin Fan followed the sound and looked at a very beautiful woman sitting one meter away from him, looking at himself with a smile, seeing that he was looking over, he also raised the wine glass in his hand and raised it at himself, took a small sip gently, and stretched out her red and tender tongue to lick the red wine at the corner of her lips after drinking.
This woman gave Lin Fan the feeling that it was a word "really beautiful". Under a decent black dress, a pair of white and tender calves were exposed, and a pair of jade feet with white high heels were resting on the escalator of the swivel chair with one foot at this time, swinging one foot at a time. The long hair is loosely draped over the shoulders, the white and tender skin, the delicate facial features, and the indescribable temptation of the tongue just stretched out in the dim light.
But please forgive Lin Fan's lack of knowledge, for the evaluation of women's vocabulary is limited to the street in the village (this word is pronounced gai) The words that the slipper said when evaluating the tofu Xi Shi at the entrance of the village "The front is convex and the legs are long, and the beauty is bubbling!"
Lin Fan was teased by this woman, and his face was red, and when he saw his embarrassment, the beauty was even more smiling.
"Don't laugh, what's so funny, I don't know you, so I don't need you to invite me. Lin Fan said, took the hundred yuan bill handed over by the bartender and pushed it towards the woman.
The woman didn't answer, and said with a smile: "Little brother, where are you from? Why are you so funny?"
Lin Fan was called a little brother by the woman, and looked at the beauty carefully: "You are not that old, how do you know that I am a younger brother? Maybe you are still a younger sister?"
"Yo, you're pretty tough, you're so interesting!" said the woman, jumping off the swivel chair and leaning forward to sit on the chair next to Lin Fan. "Then take a closer look, am I a sister or a sister?"
The woman's approach made Lin Fan only feel a burst of fragrant wind coming, and subconsciously turned his head, and then turned back just to see the woman's smiling face like a flower, his face turned red, but he still stubbornly stared at the woman's face, and quickly turned his head, and said stiffly: "I just think you are a sister." ”
Lin Fan's performance made women feel interesting, don't keep talking about men, in fact, women are the same, especially women who are mixed in the night market, Lin Fan's simple, ignorant and shy appearance at this time makes the girl more interested. Although Lin Fan is a little dark, he is not born black, but he has been practicing in the mountains all the year round, hunting in the mountains, and the wind and sun have been blowing, he has been lazy in the past two days, his skin is really whiter, and with those black and clean eyes, he really has a smart taste.
Lin Fan's heart beat faster when he was stared at by the woman, and he quickly poured a few sips of beer, and the cool draft beer was finally not so embarrassing, and his action was even more coquettish to the woman who watched it.
After laughing for a long time, the woman finally stopped, and asked with a smile: "It's really interesting to see you so tough for the first time." He laughed again.
At this time, a man walked over, and before the voice arrived, "What is it that makes you laugh so happily? ”
Hearing the prestige, I saw a man about fifty years old walking over, the man was very simple in casual clothes, a little belly, and a black leather bag under the squeaky nest, the most attractive thing for Lin Fan was that this person was a big bald head, because between the shaking of the light, the big bald head flashed a glimmer of light from time to time, and it was really light.
When the woman heard the voice, she turned her head and shouted, "Dad, come quickly, there is someone interesting here!"