Chapter 62: One More Chance, One Less Wrong Pay
Sui Yichen didn't continue, and the atmosphere in the car was quiet until the hospital.
"Alright, you're here, you can put away the keys yourself. ”
An Junxi was about to get out of the car after speaking, but was blocked by the car door locked by Sui Yichen.
"Sui Yichen, what do you mean?"
Regarding Sui Yichen's approach, An Junxi obviously expressed displeasure, she didn't understand what Sui Yichen was thinking.
"Junxi, can we talk about it again?"
"Sui Yichen, isn't what I said before clear enough, what else is there to say between us?"
An Junxi's words were almost shouted, and she didn't think there was anything to say between her and Sui Yichen now.
"Junxi, I understand that I can't get it back now, if I can do it, I must have saved this failed relationship ten years ago, but I want to try again. ”
"Sui Yichen, if I can promise you, then ten years will not be lost between me and you, haven't you figured it out yet?"
"Junxi, the fate between us is really unfinished, can you give me a chance, only this time. ”
Sui Yichen's tone was full of the flavor of request, and he really wanted to keep An Junxi again, even if the result was not so satisfactory.
"Sui Yichen, remember such a sentence: no matter how beautiful it is, it is only once, no matter how good you are, you no longer belong to me, I really can't find any reason to maintain this broken love with you, ten years ago, there was no love in my heart for a long time. ”
An Junxi's words stimulated Sui Yichen's nerves, and he only felt that he was really too much at the beginning.
"Sui Yichen, you taught me the true meaning of love, and at the same time it was you who ruined it, maybe I won't fall in love with someone else in this life, because my heart is already full of you..."
"Junxi, I really don't understand, why do we torture each other like this when we love each other?"
Sui Yichen interrupted An Junxi's words, he knew that if he didn't keep An Junxi at this time, maybe he would really never have a chance again in this life, this was the first time in ten years that he knew how important he was in An Junxi's heart.
"Can you listen to me, even if that's the case, I still won't be tempted by you anymore. ”
"Why?"
Sui Yichen didn't understand why An Junxi wouldn't be emotionally attached to him anymore.
"Sui Yichen, when we were together, I said very clearly, I can endure everything, but the only thing I can't bear is that you lied to me, you must remember this sentence clearly. ”
"Yes, I did lie to you, but I was also afraid of losing you. ”
"Don't always tell a lie so high-sounding, there is such a sentence: you can lie to me once, there will be a second time, and there will be countless times later, if a person tells a lie, there will be countless lies to complete the lie, for lies and deception is the most intolerable thing in my relationship, and you do it so simply. ”
"I can change all of this. ”
"It's too late, Sui Yichen, if it weren't for the news of your illness this time, I don't think I would really see you again in this life, you subverted the meaning of love in my heart, making it no longer holy, and I can't think of any reason to go on with you. ”
After listening to An Junxi's words, Sui Yichen didn't know what else to say, after all, it was his fault ten years ago, and he stepped on An Junxi's bottom line.
"I've made it clear, can you let me go now?"
An Junxi saw that Sui Yichen didn't speak, what she wanted to do most at the moment was to leave, she didn't want to see Sui Yichen again.
"Junxi, can I hug you? I know this request is a bit excessive, but can you give me a thought, this is also my last wish. ”
Sui Yichen pleaded for this, An Junxi wanted to refuse, but after thinking about it, Sui Yichen was about to have surgery, so he still agreed to this request.
Sui Yichen didn't hear An Junxi's refusal, he thought it was a tacit acquiescence, this was the tacit understanding between him and An Junxi over the years.
He hugged An Junxi hard, tears hit his hands, it looked a little hot, he had waited for ten years in this embrace, but now he looked a little stiff.
"Okay, Sui Yichen, you go back and rest early, the operation is about to begin, I hope you go well and can get through this difficult time safely." ”
An Junxi pushed Sui Yichen away, the sky was dark, and she didn't notice the sparkle in Sui Yichen's eyes.
"Will you come on the day of surgery?"
"Even if I come, I don't have anything to do with you anymore, all I care about is Nuohan. ”
An Junxi's words once again made Sui Yichen's heart fall into the ice cellar, but he knew that he deserved it.
"Junxi, you go slowly, can you send me a text message when you get to the hotel, at least let me know that you are safe." ”
"Good. ”
After An Junxi left this word, he turned around and got out of the car, Sui Yichen watched An Junxi's back become smaller and smaller, until he completely disappeared into the night, and his emotions were completely released
"An Junxi, I really love you. ”
"An Junxi, I'm sorry. ”
"An Junxi, I am the same as you in this life, I only have you in my heart, and the good memories of the past will never linger. ”
"An Junxi, if you meet someone who knows how to cherish you for the rest of your life, you must be happy. ”
Sui Yichen read the name to himself, and began to talk to himself, tears raining down.
After getting into the taxi, An Junxi's mood may not be better than Sui Yichen's, she took off all her disguises.
An Junxi thought that as long as he let go of Sui Yichen, he could escape the torture in his heart, but now it seems that this is not the case, as long as he appears, as long as he is Sui Yichen, then he can make waves in An Junxi's heart.
The taxi driver looked at An Junxi through the rearview mirror, thinking to himself: It must be another lovelorn child, hey! Love, it has been an unsolvable problem since ancient times.
When the car arrived at the hotel, An Junxi was already asleep, I don't know if she was tired from crying, or relaxed her nerves, and the driver called for a long time to wake her up.
After paying the fare, when he got off the bus, the driver asked An Junxi a word.
"Little girl, falling out of love is actually not a big deal, but if you have that person in your heart, chase it back, after all, there is not much true love now. ”
An Junxi frowned, not understanding what the driver meant, looking at An Junxi's appearance, the driver said again.
"When you just fell asleep, you kept shouting a name named Sui Yichen, and I was also from here, so I knew what happened by looking at the way you just got in the car. ”
"Master, thank you. ”
An Junxi didn't know how to answer the driver, but simply refused, and the driver could only shake his head and drive away.