The scene is pulled back to Mingyue Residence, the first day I accidentally broke into the Fucheng Building for an interview and went to work, and I came home from the ladder company.

To be honest, after a long day of traveling, when I came home at this moment, my whole body felt like I didn't belong to me.

Thinking about it, I haven't been at work for two years and have been idle, I have been bedridden after a car accident, and I have been carefully cared for by my family everywhere, and suddenly I tense my nerves to go to a strange environment, and I am engaged in a long-lost work state, it is inevitable that I am sleepwalking.

However, even though my body was so tired, I couldn't resist returning to my empty home, and I couldn't help but feel lonely and lonely in the dark.

I was about to call my parents to see when they would be home. Before I could unplug it, my phone was ringing. As the saying goes, mother and son are connected, as soon as Cao Cao was read, Cao Cao's call really arrived.

The call was from my mother, Li Xiaomei.

"Caiyun, are you home alone?"

My mother's voice was a little low, but there was no doubt that she felt a deep affection for my mother and daughter.

Woo, do you remember that there is a little daughter at home who needs to be cared for! Why don't you care about how I spent the whole day!

"Mom, I'm alone. I replied in affirmative, praying that my mother would sprinkle me more abundant bread to help me withstand the empty and lonely time of the night.

At the same time, my heart also felt a little sour after being cared for by my relatives, and my voice and tone couldn't help but become like a three-year-old child, not at all like the dog-like and independent and strong me who had grown up when I was working in the company!

I don't know if I really threw myself into my parents' arms when I was a child, and if I wasn't begging for favor in this tone now, then my voice must sound like a baby who has not eaten enough and wants to drink breast milk.

Strange, my mother didn't notice my strangeness and didn't respond to me in time.

Could it be that she is still accumulating all her anxiety and concern, and even has to rush back overnight?

Anyway, I am always ready to enjoy my mother's abundant mother food, and I will tell her about my interview experience at Fu Seng Building today.

"Uh-huh. Mom, I'm home alone. Alas, I'm alone, it's weirdly dark. ”

My mother suddenly broke again, and there was silence for a few seconds, not in her usual style, asking me a flurry of questions and responding to me!

"Mom, uh-huh, ahem, ahem!" I was a little dissatisfied.

I picked up my nerves and coughed dryly.

I continued to brace my spirits to save my parents from worrying, and I thought that my parents must be together again, one on the phone, the other standing on the sidelines, listening to my voice with their ears pricked up.

What's wrong with me? I'm such an old adult, and it's not like I haven't been at home all day and all night. What's wrong with a person? A person is exactly what I used to love to be at home!

"Well, Caiyun, you haven't eaten yet, have you?" finally came my mother's normal reply, and it was clear that she could hear something wrong with what I was saying.

"Mom, you don't have a cold, do you?

"Yes, sister, she's not at home! Mom, you're not at home, and it doesn't matter if I eat or not...... What are you all busy with, when are you coming back?"

"You really haven't eaten yet?" Wei Wei, you see that there is still some food in its bowl? You see there should be a lot of food in the refrigerator, and you can make do with it to get something to eat. Or you can order your own takeout or go out and eat noodles or something......"

"Caiyun, what is this, you haven't eaten yet? You haven't eaten all day? How lazy are you! You must have slept at home all day! You won't find something to eat by yourself? Let me tell you, you should eat less snacks, and don't disturb your sister with a little thing, she is busy! You think about yourself! Your parents can't be with you all day long. ”

"Eat, eat, eat! You know if I've eaten, I'll eat!"

I replied slowly, a little angrily and a little aggrieved.

I emptied the lunch box at night in the ladder company, and I am still full. I didn't spend a day at home, and although I was very empty, I didn't treat myself badly for three meals.

Strangely, I actively answered my mother's words, but I couldn't hear her response. The concern she had just shown seemed to suddenly stop in mid-air.

"Hey, Mom, are you listening? Can you hear me? Is there a bad signal on your side?"

"Oh, oh! I hear you!"

The mother on the other end of the phone seemed to be a little absent-minded, as if there was something else around her.

"Where's my dad? Are you together?"

"He's busy! He's a busy man now, and he doesn't know what he's busy all day long! He's just busy, how old he is, and he can still toss around!"

Speaking of the father, the mother suddenly talked more, and her tone instantly became urgent.

"What is Lao Gu tossing? Aren't you and my dad together now? Where is he?"

"It's not together, he's busy with his, I'm busy with mine. You kid, don't worry about that, don't ask so much!"

My mother's tone of voice was a little slurred, which piqued my curiosity even more.

"No, Mom, tell me, I'm always for you, where is he going to be there? He didn't bully you, did he? There's no good relationship outside, right? Rich old man, old woman with yellow hair...... Just tell me, I'll clean him up, and Sister Shiyin is here!"

I suddenly remembered what Qianqian had told me about her father and third party, as well as her mother's embarrassing and painful family life, and I couldn't help but think about it.

I had to ask my mother to explain to me why she wasn't with my father now, and I was daunted by it.

"What are you talking about! Your dad isn't like that!"

"Where else can he go? It's not that he will run to your sister-in-law's shop if he has nothing to do! That shop is still your thread, you and her used to be colleagues, what the hell is going on with her? It's okay to always look for your father, your father is soft-hearted and easy to help people, not to mention the business in the store!"

"Sister-in-law Wang, what's wrong with her shop?"

"What else can she do in her shop? Your father is very attentive to her shop and invests the most money! She used to work as a cleaner in your company, right? She has always seen some of the world, but now she has to find your father for big and small things! Today the fruit is rotten, tomorrow there is leftovers, and the day after tomorrow, the person who wears official clothes will find trouble to fine. Why is it always her shop?"

"Haha, Mom! So that's the case! What the hell are you doing with all this? Of more than a dozen stores in my family, there is only one female store manager, Sister-in-law Wang, of course you have to discuss with the big boss if you have something! Let Lao Gu deal with it himself, who calls him the big boss!"

I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, it turned out that my mother was eating sister-in-law Wang's vinegar! It seems that it is not easy for my old comrade Gu to be the owner of a vegetable shop, and next time I look for the store manager, it is safer to find a gay man.

"But your dad goes too often, and he's not afraid of gossip when he's gray. Forget it, your children's family doesn't understand anything, they don't tell you so much, and you don't understand what they say. I'm at your grandma's house, and there's something going on at your grandma's house!"

"I don't understand you still tell me so much! Mom, let me tell you, don't be suspicious and suspicious yourself, I know Sister-in-law Wang, she is a good woman, my dad and her will not have anything else, everything is the store's business. ”

Then I remembered that my mother had recently suffered from menopausal syndrome, and she was a little short-tempered, often making funny gestures, and sometimes it was difficult to comb her hair and lift her hands. The gray hair grew wildly one by one, and began to become verbose and unconfident.

My mother even became a little suspicious, but I really didn't expect her to be suspicious of my father and sister-in-law.

"We have something, Shiyin also has something, you are fine at home!"

It seems that my mother didn't have clairvoyance, and she didn't ask knowingly, it should be what Shiyin went out to do and reported to her mother, and my mother didn't want to tell me.

"Don't tell your sister about the things I told you just now!" my mother told me.

When my mother said this, I couldn't help but doubt in my heart that Gu Shiyin and I were their newborn daughters!

"I know, I know!"

After hanging up the phone, I wandered around the yard to find my family's "Weiwei". Sure enough, it was curled up under the mandala flowers in the courtyard, as if guarding the brocade box of memories that I had buried.

I first looked to see if my mandala flowers were still blooming brightly, but fortunately, under the waning moon, the faint moonlight reflected the flowers in no abnormality.

I can't help but worry that if it rains one day, or if I usually water the flowers too much, the memory brocade boxes of me and Shen Yiwei buried in the soil under the flowers will corrode and rust.

There are all kinds of whimsical ideas, such as people, animals, plants, and their respective material and spiritual, and moths, microorganisms, bacteria, and biological chains, and the top, the bottom, destruction, immortality......

So I was faintly worried, unbearable, and regretful......

Several times I impulsively wanted to take advantage of the low moon and sky and no one at home, dig up that memory brocade box and let it see the light of day tomorrow.

But reason eventually held back my impulse.

I held "Wei Wei" and taught it to read: "The lack of the moon hangs the dredging tree, and the leakage of the first tranquility of the person." From time to time, I saw a lonely person, ethereal and lonely. Shocked but turned back, there was hatred and no one to think. Pick up all the cold branches and refuse to perch, and the lonely sandbar is cold. ”

Let the past pass! The old ones don't go, the new ones don't come, the old worries are stuffed in my heart, how can I leave the space to breathe new air tomorrow!

I didn't want to think about Gu Shiyin and Yu Yifan, but I was unintentional, Shiyin called me, I hesitated for a while, but still answered her call.

"Caiyun, I have a courier in a while, you can help me collect it. ”

"Oh, which courier is it?"

"BMW Express, I'll let the courier deliver it to the door, don't open the door, you can pick it up at the door in a quarter of an hour!"

"BMW Express, what is it?" was the first time I had heard the name of the delivery company, but I didn't ask much.

"Oh!

Our brief Q&A was over, and I finally knew that the world was still my own.

I don't have to pretend to disguise myself right now, sadness, care, loss, it doesn't matter. Because no one cares how I feel right now.

My parents and Shiyin were not at home, and no one called me on my phone message.

I didn't know that Shen Yiwei was driving with the driver on the highway to S City. During his breaks, he looked at my photos many times, supporting him all the way to his loss!